Gemma sighs as well, cause she truly wasn't trying to judge him in anyway. "Elyar, I swear I'm not judging you. I just care about my feelings. That isn't to say I don't care about yours, because I do, it's just not that easy for me to instantly trust someone..." she sighs once more "You haven't given the wrong signals, it's just me and my trust issues."

"...I wanna be committed, I want us to be committed to each other. You and I deserve the best" shes smiles as she feels her heart flutter with butterflies when she holds his hand. She truly felt a connection to him but didn't want to be be wrong about it all. "I'm glad you've taken the time to come and see me over the past few months and been nothing but sweet to me, I appreciate you" She says smiling while blushing.

Gemma smiles, holding his hand as well as they finally confirm that they're now dating eachother. Elyar and Gemma met since at the Fan Choice Awards and spent the last couple of months talking and seeing eachother from time to time, but very recently they got intimate with eachother and now it seems that they've confirmed dating eachother right in this moment. Gemma nods and kisses him back. "I'm trusting you..." She says kissing him passionately.

Gemma let's Eylar pin her up against the wall, him back and inserting her tongue into his, really showing off her amazing kissing skills.

Joshua arrives back in New Jersey after spending some time away with his boyfriend Johnny. This is the first time he has been back in his own state with a more positive state of mind. Last time he was here, he took off and went missing for a few days and even when recovering from his dark state of mind, he still wasn't himself. Walking up to the front door of his and Ashley's place gives him an odd feeling in his stomach as he remembers that horrible time. He shrugs it off though and puts the key in the door, allowing himself access to the home. "Ash?" he calls out as he steps inside.

Joshua smiles and wraps his arms around Ashley immediately, giving her a warm hug. Despite being the younger sibling, he towers over her at 6ft 2" and is like a big cuddly giant. He is wearing a grey long sleeved shirt and dark jeans, similar to the outfit on the cover of his album PORCELAINHEART. He is also, however, wearing an eye patch to cover his sleepy eye and he just KNOWS Ashley is going to mock him for looking like a pirate. "The trip? It was like it usually is getting back into Jersey - hellish. Took even longer to get here because we were being followed so my driver had to try lose them." Joshua drops his bags in the hallway and walks further into the apartment. Even though Ashley owns the place, it is really his home too so he's quick to get comfortable, kicking his shoes off. "Any food going? Mom wouldn't like to know that you aren't feeding your baby bro. That's neglectful." Joshua laughs and sits on the couch.

Joshua shakes his head and chuckles, knowing that the remark about pirates would come sooner or later. "Yeah I did find some treasure actually. Now where did I put it?..." Joshua pats on his pockets and puts a hand in one. When he brings it out, he jokingly flips Ashley the middle finger. "There it is! Now leave my cool as fuck eye patch alone!" he says with a laugh. He already feels right at home. Joshua follows Ashley into the kitchen and smiles as his big sister starts to prepare a sandwich for him. "Thanks, Ash. You used a different knife, right?" Joshua asks, totally paranoid about cross contamination. Obviously Ashley is well aware of her little brother's severe allergy but he always wants to double check. When asked about his time away, Joshua lights up. "It was great. Feel recharged. Not going to lie, I spent most of the last week in bed with Johnny. Just cuddling of course." Joshua chuckles, knowing that he can talk and joke with Ashley about stuff like this.

Joshua laughs and shakes his head when Ashley jokes about using the same knife to contaminate his sandwich. "Nah you see, I'm protected for a good few years yet. I could potentially join the 27 Club but I could also live a long and fruitful life. See, I got the Illuminati on my side..." he jokes, pointing to his eye patch. A lot of conspiracies regarding Joshua and the Illuminati have been circulating lately due to his breakdown and sudden rise to fame. "And my eye patch IS cool. Shut the fuck up, Ash!" Joshua says while laughing. Ashley and his parents always try to tell Joshua not to cuss so much but they all know that he's a real potty-mouth regardless. Joshua snickers at the "just cuddling" quotations before taking a bite of his sandwich. "Yeah, just cuddling. Unless you wanna know the real details. I doubt you want to hear that your baby bro has mind-blowing sex," he says with his mouth full, purposely trying to make Ashley cringe. "I missed you too, Ashley. It's weird...this year...it's like both of us have grown up a whole lot. I actually feel like we're adults now...kinda. Still kids at heart though. On the way over here I was thinking about how crazy it is that we have our own place. I swear we were kids just yesterday. Remember you always tried to feed me my bottle...and try to dress me up," Joshua says, giving her a pretend fierce look. He still hasn't forgiven her for trying to put him in princess dresses.

"What soul?" Joshua jokes in response to Ashley when she says that hers was supposed to be sold in favour of fame and fortune. When he's told off for swearing, he holds his hands up as if surrendering to police arrest, "Oh I am so fucking sorry. 1000 fucking apologies!" Joshua smirks, being as sarcastic as usual. Not much has changed with him. When Ashley gives him a look of disgust, he knows that he's doing it right and making her feel awkward. "Your little bro has a better sex life than you do. How does that make you feel? You feel accomplished in life, Ashley?" he asks while leaning against the counter and taking a bite of his sandwich again. He thinks back and reminisces about the times Ashley used to treat him like a fashion project. "Putting me in dresses and applying makeup...YOU made me queer, Ashley. You introduced me to the rainbow. Thank you." Joshua chuckles and takes another bite of his sandwich, leaving most of the crust down on the plate. He never eats them. While on the subject of the old days, Joshua lifts up the bottom of his t-shirt to show off the scar he still has from appendicitis. "I remember when this happened. Most painful thing ever. We were just playing in the garden and out of nowhere, I got this excruciating pain in my abdomen and near enough collapsed. Little you managed to lift me up and bring me into the house to mom and dad. It's all a blur after that but I remember waking up in the hospital and you were still there with me. I realized that day that you really do have my back." Joshua smiles. He really does love and appreciate his big sister. "Of course, still wasn't a fan of the fact that you painted my toenails while I was knocked out."

Joshua gives up joking around about his sex life, knowing that he's went as far as he can in regards to talking about it without coming across as creepy. Nobody wants to hear that. They are extremely close siblings but some subjects should remain private. However, when it was discovered that Joshua was actually sexually active, Ashley was the first one to remind him to keep it "safe". When Ashley jokes about turning guys, Joshua nods and folds his arms. "Yep. You seem to have a way about you. Tell me...do you think you'll ever actually find love?" Joshua's joke may seem harsh but he knows Ashley can take it. When he speaks, Joshua often sounds condescending and like a total dick but that's just his regular tone - another reason why he often gets into trouble. Ashley knows when he's joking. Joshua opens up the fridge and helps himself to a bottle of water while still talking to and listening to his sister. "I know you're my sister but back then...I was like 8?...I didn't realize the importance of bonds and shit. I thought you didn't really like me and that you were just stuck with me. I was an annoying kid. That day made me realize that...you're actually pretty cool." Joshua gives Ashley a playful nudge. "We got each other's backs. I mean, you saved my life and I beat the shit out of that guy for using you in high school. We're quite a team." Joshua chuckles. Although fighting is something the family wish Joshua wouldn't do, they know that he'd defend his sister to the death and they somewhat admire that. Truly loyal and fearless. "Hot pink isn't my color, Ash!" he says, referring to the nail incident again.