Billy Khan paces around his office at the back of the club. He had arrived about an hour ago and has been anxious ever since. Nowadays this club was the only good thing going for him and was great comfort. It is rather sad that Billy would prefer to be locked away in his office first thing in the morning rather then being at home. Being alone at home reminds him of the fact that nobody will come to visit or comfort him whereas if he is alone in his office, he could at least pretend to be working and feel needed. The club doesn't open for hours yet but the doors remain open as Billy is expecting a visitor - the main reason for his anxiety. He had a lot to talk about today but wasn't quite sure what would be brought up in the conversation.

Billy is looking through a bunch of files when he hears Kai. He turns around and is taken aback by Kai's appearance. Usually Billy was the one that looked extremely dishevelled after a wild night out but now he was wearing sharp suits and earning bucket loads of money by the hour. Now, looking at Kai, he could see what others did when Billy went through his heavy drinking and partying phase.

"Kai? Come in...take a seat. You look terrible, what have you been up to?"

Billy didn't mean for his comment to come across as rude nor did he intend for it to sound like he was looking down on him. Despite smartening up his appearance and trying to calm down with the drinking, he wasn't about to start turning his nose up at the things he used to do. He sits on the table in front of Kai, lighting a cigarette along with him.

"So....I got the impression that you were pissed off at me." He takes a drag from his cigarette. "What's going on? You're my mate and....I know I told you something but I don't want things to be awkward between us."

Billy continues to smoke whilst looking at Kai. He could tell through his body language that he was lying. Over the years Billy became very good at lying and could tell straight away if someone wasn't being truthful. It wasn't like Kai to keep close mouthed so he knows that whatever is on his mind must be something big.

"Kai, you can tell me whatever is on your mind. After all the shit I've been through over the past few months I doubt anything can shock me anymore." He leans forward, looking slightly worried. "If I've done something to upset you, please tell me and I can make it up to you."

Billy seems confused when Kai brings up his and Edward's relationship. The fact that Kai seemed annoyed at the relationship raises a lot of questions. He knows that Kai is straight and will never be interested in him so what else could possibly be annoying him? Billy stands up and exhales the smoke.

"I'm thinking of breaking it off with Edward. He's a lovely guy, I really like him but I can't be with someone whilst I still have feelings for......well, you know." He looks down at the ground, hoping he didn't freak Kai out again. "You seem annoyed at Edward though. Kai, this is a weird question but......are you jealous of him?"

Billy follows Kai and puts a hand on his shoulder, gently pulling him back. Through the tone and sincerity in his voice, Billy knew that Kai wasn't winding him up but he was confused at the cause of his jealousy. Kai was straight and had no interest in Billy. Maybe it was the fact that his friend had little time for him now or was Kai beginning to question his sexuality? Either way, Billy knew he had to handle the situation gently.

"Look, Kai if you're questioning things that's OK. It happens to a lot of guys. Scott in my group went through a phase were he questioned a lot of things but he got over it." He looks him in the eye. "Whatever it is, I'm not going to make fun of you."

Billy nods as he listens to Kai. He suddenly feels guilty as he was the one that left Kai confused and now thinking about it, he would be pissed to if he was Kai. Billy moves his hand down Kai's arm before moving away, giving him a little space.

"I haven't really moved on. I still think about you." Billy sighs, feeling awkward about what he's going to ask next. "Kai....you're not attracted to me are you?"

Billy walks over to the desk and sits beside Kai. He sighs and runs his hand through his quiff. Billy is sort of glad Kai is feeling this way as it may lead to something more but he also feels terrible as he knows what it's like to be confused.

"Kai, when you think of me.....what sort of thoughts are they? You can tell me if it's raunchy thoughts.....I won't be embarrassed." He chuckles, trying to lighten the conversation.

Billy smiles at Kai, trying to make him feel more comfortable. Billy wasn't freaked out about the situation at all in fact, he was pleased that Kai was starting to see Billy in that way now. It was still a bit of a shock how Kai suddenly felt this way. After all, Kai has went on about how much he loves pussy for so long. Billy looks him in the eye.

"Kai.....would you ever......kiss me?" Billy continues to look at him and speaks softly.

Billy laughs as he listens to Kai. He was glad to see Kai return to a fraction of his normal self.

"You might not be gay but you might just be a little curious.....and that's OK. I mean, who wouldn't wank over me?" He chuckles and playfully nudges Kai. Billy looks into Kai's eyes for a few seconds, thinking about what he was about to do. Billy slowly moves in for a kiss but not only for his benefit, he wants Kai to stop wondering 'what if' and see what it is actually like to kiss him.