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#8741 Posted : 08 May 2021 05:46:37(UTC)
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Company Amongst the Madness is out now, everywhere you consume music.
Thank you for joining me on this crazy journey, EG.
This is only the beginning.

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#8742 Posted : 08 May 2021 07:55:22(UTC)
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Following the devastating remembrance of the death of Selena Quintilla, I am honored to announced that I will be playing Selena in the theatrical adaptation of her life. I hope that I breathe life into her legacy and do her fans justice by playing this role. I grew up listening to her records and always wanted to play her! Let's do this and lets do it right!


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#8743 Posted : 11 May 2021 01:50:44(UTC)
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#WORKMYBODY MUSIC VIDEO premieres this Friday <3 yall ready? @leorod

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#8744 Posted : 11 May 2021 01:54:33(UTC)
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#8745 Posted : 11 May 2021 07:29:48(UTC)
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Don't Lose Your Mind....... #spaceelvis

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#8746 Posted : 11 May 2021 18:29:15(UTC)
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Ya'll girl is out here 🎶"work, work, work, work, work, work"🎶

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#8747 Posted : 13 May 2021 00:47:50(UTC)
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#8748 Posted : 13 May 2021 09:41:53(UTC)
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Good evening,
I have a lot that I wish I could say but unfortunately don't have all of the words right now to do so, so I'll keep it short as possible. I'm going on a hiatus. A real one and as with all hiatuses I wont really know when I will find it reasonable to return. I have found that even though I have a lot of material that I can release at the moment, the timing just doesn't feel right for it. While this is very disappointing thing to admit, I know that I wouldn't want to release music just because I had a deadline to do so. I want to be able to really enjoy the process from start to finish and right now it just wouldn't be of enjoyment. I apologize to all of my artists that have been eager to release music and are respecting my decision. That's me keeping it real and 100 with you.

Two parts to this:

My personal life is flourishing right now and I couldn't put that past me.

I'm taking a step back and putting my mental health first. There are amazing things that are happening in my life right now but depression/anxiety unfortunately doesn't work off happiness and it never has. There was a time in my life when I would be ashamed to admit that but I learned that people pretend to be happy more than you think and those people actually suffer the most. I'm not trying to be one of those people.

Hope to see you all very soon! - Freenerd

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#8749 Posted : 14 May 2021 22:25:54(UTC)
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#8750 Posted : 15 May 2021 05:00:11(UTC)
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Hello world <3

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#8751 Posted : 17 May 2021 02:48:05(UTC)
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Hey everyone, it's your friend Ryan. [smiles] When you reach a certain level of popularity or fame, you naturally try to dip your toes in different realms. Being the entrepreneur that I am, I see it only fitting that I try my hand as a beauty guru next in hopes of one day getting my own makeup brand deal. [brings palate into frame] This eyeshadow palate here... well, I won't exactly say the brand because they are not paying me nor did I technically buy it. A close friend of mine left it at my place and now I'm using it for this video. I am using it because it looks like the cheapest one that was left here and I want you to know that beauty does not cost a lot of money.

So first, I know people will say you should wash your face first and all that jazz. No. The more you throw your skin for a loop the better it is. Trust me, I know. I don't look a day older than 43 thanks to it. Now you pick the color that best represents your mood for the day or occasion. I'm going with this darker shade because it will make my eyes radiate. Now you dab some on this tiny brush and just kinda freehand it. [grabs brush and daps it before going all kinds of ways applying it on his eyelid] Go wild. Circular motion, the dap and run, the crisscross. Whatever you want. Continue until you think it looks good. If some gets on your eyebrow, you own that with confidence. Okay, great. [zooms in on eyelid] I think that's pretty solid. Also very key that you only do one eye. Doing both is just overkill. What do you guys think? Let me know in the comments below. Tag me if you recreate it yourself.

[zooms out to see his full face again] Also, if you made it through this minute of life changing content, I will take a moment to remind you that "Company Amongst the Madness" a new single that I made with the incredible Ellie-Grace Summers is out everywhere. Stream it, buy it, use your landline to call in your local radio station and request it. Sign your entire family up for a free trial of a streaming service and have our song playing on loop for 30 days. Anything to keep me from doing videos like this again. See you very soon. Much love.
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#8752 Posted : 17 May 2021 10:59:31(UTC)
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Hiiii!! It looks like there is two of me but there isn't. It is a mirror 😊

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#8753 Posted : 18 May 2021 00:46:51(UTC)
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#8754 Posted : 19 May 2021 02:21:02(UTC)
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#8755 Posted : 19 May 2021 12:38:27(UTC)
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#8756 Posted : 22 May 2021 05:44:36(UTC)
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MYSTERY OF THE WIND (New single coming soon). Voodoo will no longer be on my album.


"I spent most of my days in bed
couldn't get you out of my head
but I'm borderline over you
free of the shackles,
free of feeling blue

if you're wondering where my heart's been
it's living free with the wind
I'm not one that rises with the sun
I just want to have a little fun
let the moonlight kiss my skin
owning all of my sins,
then ask for forgiveness once I'm done"


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#8757 Posted : 22 May 2021 18:19:08(UTC)
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#8758 Posted : 24 May 2021 07:02:30(UTC)
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#8760 Posted : 25 May 2021 10:20:47(UTC)
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Joshua sits at home in this unexpected video, which simultaneously and surprisingly reveals that he has been discharged from hospital and is back on US soil. This is not only the first time he has posted since his tragic overdose but it is also the first time he has been physically seen and heard from since then. Joshua's appearance of sitting at home shirtless, with messy hair and unshaven stubble coupled with his slow, staggered and slightly slurred speech ring alarm bells. His voice also wavers a few times as if there's an emotional lump in his throat. The young singer clearly still isn't 100% mentally or physically well.

Hey uh...hey everyone. I'm...back home and I'm a-alive. I still feel fucking dead inside but that's not for here 'cau-cause I don't w-I don't wanna put even more negative shit out there into the world. I wake up from a fucking...a fucking n-nightmare and then I see fucking kids being shot and blown up over in Palestine because of some STUPID religious shit. People are then picking it apart to...to like...s-suit their own agendas and wanting to be fucking grief thieves and placing fake targets on their own fucking heads because people are fucking selfish and want to be v-victims for attention. Fuck all those families who actually did have targets on them, right? All this anti-sematic, Islamophobic, homophobic discourse surrounding wha-what's going on in Palestine...people trying to fucking justify or rationalise these fucking war crimes?! There are fucking little kids dying out there!

Joshua begins to sob for a few seconds before sniffling and running a hand through his wild, curly hair as he tries to compose himself.

I'm sorry. I-I didn't wanna come on here and...a-a-and bring down the mood. Ummm…I was uh...I was, uh...I was made aware that "SURPRISE!" turned one yea-one year old today. A song that changed...like...it changed the entire fucking trajectory of my career - my whole life. I was sitting on my couch earlier and I...I was thinking about whether or not I regret putting out that song. What I...wh...what I thought was a reclamation really just caused more shit storms in the end. Lyrics aside, the success of that song and the whole second album...it...i-it has really burned me out and I thought I was really owning my shit and above it all but the tru-the truth is that it just opened myself up to more scrutiny. The bigger I became and the more that record spread, the more outside voices got into my head. More shit takes and fucked up opinions were hurled my way every single day. If I...if I-I could go back in time and not release the "GOLDENHEART" project, would I? I..I don't know. I just...I'm...it's...the whole thing is fucked. Everything is....FUCKED!

Joshua bellows the expletive and covers his eyes with a hand, exhaling sharply as he tries to stay calm. He then rubs his forehead and swallows the lump in his throat before continuing. As he speaks, he sounds as if he's on the verge of tears.

I love making music but I...I just hate, I hate the fucking circus of it all. Feeling like this...it makes me wanna quit everything. Making music is what makes me happiest though. It's just...it's just all fucked up. The thing I love to do most is tainted. The people I love...I-I fucking hurt them and push them away. It's like there's this fucking demon clinging to my back and this huge motherfucking raincloud over me all the damn time. I don't see how things can change. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do anymore. I shouldn't have woken up.

Joshua's eyes grow misty before he abruptly ends the video and it cuts to black
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