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((OOC : Apologies in advance if anyone has either of these disorders and this is unrealistic.)) Kathleen Cruz-Bishop, generally known as Kamikaze Kate, has decided to open up about her past and her problems, with her new single 'disordergirl'.
"Some songs take fucking forever to write - others you just write on a whim, a kamikaze so to speak," says Kate. "Oh God. Radio Vine - cunts like her, who think that having a fucking 'disorder' is something to piss about with, to fucking abuse to make money off - kamikaze. Bitches like that make me want to slit my fucking throat, if you know what I mean, not literally, I wouldn't give her the satisfaction. I can't fucking stick her. Kamikaze-eee."
Kate, 17, has Tourette's syndrome and oppositional defiant disorder. "This is a fucking great kamikaze for me, I hate admitting to this," she says. "It makes me feel so - fucking - FAKE, like I'm not a bitch at all, my brain puts up this 'badass' attitude and I'm out of control. I promise you, I'd have been a bitch even if I had none of this shit to deal with, it doesn't make me any harder - probably quite the opposite, if you think about it.
"The only ones who knew were my sisters, Catriona Comatose and Tess Bottom. If you have one fucking bad word to say against them, go and fucking cremate yourself. My mum fucked off when I was four, that's what my song 'Shattered' off my first album's about. My dad? Well, let's just say that my mother was a fucking whore. I'm a literal bastard, my dad's a guy that slut screwed on the streets of Birmingham.
"I had shitloads of trouble in school. I was loud and proud; teachers would be like, 'shut up Kate', and I'd be like, 'you shut the fuck up, it's rude to say shut up, you know that, cunt?' I guess I was entertaining, but all the smartarses got pissed with my attitude. I had one friend, Samantha - we were really close. Before I met Nick, Sam was the only person I wanted to exist apart from Cat and Tess. At night when I had trouble sleeping, I drew pictures of brutal deaths for every other fucker in the world. Kamikaze-eee, bitches. Sam and I have lost contact now, but we were best mates for years, she was the other half of Brutal Kamikaze Art - ah fuck it, while I'm admitting shit, she was my first kiss too, and she was better than any bloke I've ever had.
"To this day, I hate that I'm so fucking difficult." She starts to cry a little. "I have children now, and I can't help blurting out curse words in front of them. Nikki's first word was 'fuck', and though I say I'm proud of that - I'd much rather have heard 'mama'." The cover art for 'disordergirl', made by Kate herself
"Don't say you're fucking proud of me, or any moosepiss like that," says Kate. "Just - enjoy the songs. Kamikaze." |
