The debut album, Twice as Dead from Monk of Fire is a album of a story about Radio's time period of feeling losted, un-lived and just a another human on earth that was put on earth to live then die. Still focusing on the past, Radio still wasnt living in the future because she was still hurt by the past. Already feeling like she wasnt living as a human in the first pushed album, Silence; Radio made this album extra unique has everytime Radio will have a disorder outburst, or her feelings will change. Just basically her disorder kicking in, sometimes it was just run up on her and she doesnt know when or where she will change. She grabs a notebook and writes down every, every feeling she was feeling and what happen when it happen and wrote it as a song. More of a personal note, you really get to see the inside mind of a woman who loves music, but suffers with a pain that can never go away. The more vocal talented performer, intenses the music with sharp beats, beautiful lyrics and a voice with pain, sadness and happiness. The inside mind of a disorder that seems it stronger everyday, but her talent comes naturally. With two hidden tracks hidden in the album, it completes the mind of living yet dead until it Twice as Dead before!

I walked in my room, screaming and crying, full of anger as the sirens continue to haunt my sweetest dreams. I looked at the window, eyes glued to the window as I see my world known falling apart. I grabbed a notebook, a pen, sat down on my bed. I screamed loudly before I wrote what I will like to call my Rude AWAKING..

My prouducer, Lady Zulla was shocked when I gave her the lyrics to Rude Awaking. She looked at me with a look so priceless. I looked down, feeling ashamed, feeling hurt by the deadly events I saw right in front of my eyes. " Radio.. Are you fucking serious?" I sat down on the black leather chair that was in the back of the studio, silent. She walked by me and I pushed her away. " You dont know how it feels do you?" losted as much she looked. " I dont know what you are talking about.." I looked deeply into her blue eyes. " To see someone gone and never coming back. You needed them, but what should I do now? But wait- until I see him one last time in a place I wished you will never be." Lady Zulla walked away slowly and started to go on a platroom. I already knew she was going to turn this song into a masterpiece. A started bass started as I laid on the floor, in the dark, crying my eyes out. When I got up, I walked over to the platroom. Lady Zulla sits there listening to a dark instrumental that features dark and slow piano playing, a chilling bass that is only memorable and a light scream that inspires my unbelievable outtake on this. The beat is calm, but dark and deep with a dark fence around it. A song that is not only chilling thoughts run deeply, sharing the experience on what I saw; it shares my mind, a dark beautfuil mind with ugly thoughts. The beat starts off quiet but the brutal piano play zooms in like a beginning of a nightmare. The bass catches the piano at the right time and the scream wakes you on a deep beat so great, the only thing you need to do when listening to this track is stare deeply into the radio and listen to what I'm saying to share a experience I wish never to live again.

After living the moment all over again, singing my sweet but heart felt vocals. I sat there, staring at Lady Zulla and then a cold chilling feeling runs down my back. I feel it and look around. Lady Zulla then feels it too; We play the track again as the bells outside the studio begin to run loudly and a chair outside starts to rock by it self.

(dark piano)
Your eyes wont believe what you see
Your ears wont believe what you hear.
Sweating out misery, you dont know what to do
You just sit there, wondering what to do.

(bass + piano together)
It's only the beginning.
I see a siren ringing outside
Is it me or death is ringing
at my door.
I only saw you one day
it will come to a day so
heart felt I feel like dieing.
I cry because I cant take it.
Why does it happen to a reason?
I saw heard that voice a couple of hours ago
It's amazes me how you can be gone, you were
just here, smiling and going on.
Everyone screaming in one place
Everyone crying out,
asking my God why him?
No answers in return
I know you will be in
better place, but my selfish
ways I wanted you right here in
my place.

It gets lounder
as my mind gets sharper.
I wonder what happened to you
did you scream for your life?
I dont know that my only way of making
myself heal is to forget about the sweet
memories. Knock Knock on the door, voices
rushing in. I'm I still sleeping? Someone
wake me up when something is at ease. Living
in a nightmare in bure daylight. I only wanted
to dream this, but my Rude Awaking came alive
when I thought you will never gone away from here.

[bass adds lift with the slow piano]
You dont know what no one to see
the pain, the lives destory because one
brutal pain. I know I cant take this no more.
Lock my doors, lock my hearts, I wake up, feeling like
my world is lost. I wanted to be gone, never to see this;
now my heart is arching, feeling my Rude Awaking is coming
and hitting me hard this time.

Knock Knock on the door, voices rushing in. Come
over and help me take this door. Rude Awaking, still dreaming,
wake me up when this day ends. I cant see no more
because my life will be destoryed after seeing something
that strong. You welcome me to a place, now I'm trying to find you.
Am I still dreaming? or is my Rude Awaking finally here and it now
haunts me.

[piano ends the note]

I walk up often panicing because of the painful memories dreams I have. I tend to always wake up, something telling me to go back to sleep and complete the dream I had or it will come back the next night. It's like my dreams are stories. They stop when I wake up; I'm pushing the stop button, but the moment I close my eyes ago- it awakes again and the dream of me drowing in a pool full of water and people I grew up with in the orphan, standing there, watching me drown. I will hold my hand out " someone grab me, hurry up before I fucking die." They will reject my hope for living; they will tell me no. Just let it flow. I will still, trying to fight for my life. Blood trying to come up, people starting to leave. When I went up one last night, I only saw what I think and always pictured my mom to look like. A tall confidence woman with brown long hair, very sexy woman with a body only you can wish for. A woman I always wanted to be. I woke up from the drowing dream and having someone beating at my door, beating for answers. I ran to the door, with anger, screaming all around the room. I throw a trash can at the door. " Stop it!" and the man with a voice so quiet spoke and said, " You cant get away from me. You can only finish what you have started." I back up away from the door as he laugher got into my head of guilt. I dropped down to the floor, " leave me alone!! Leave me alone." My voice continues to get weaker as I fall asleep on the floor. The dream remains with me laying in a pool of water died but the only thing different this time- my alive body stands outside the pool, looks down, looking in shame.

I hold my notebook tightly to the tenderness of my chest with a look of terror in my face. My dream still to follow me. I try to walk faster to the studio as a grab my pen and wrote my debut single, a comeback single. I always liked to feel, experience and encounter with dreams, reality and my past. Prisoned is what I feel. Prisoned- Trying to get away from something, but trapped in another place or world.

[ songs adds with the bass getting lounder and ending with the one key]

She looks out to the prouducer and smile as they all applause for the amazing vocals that Radio created for this track. Prisoned went on to become one of Radio's biggest single, topping the rock/pop and airplay charts, still selling in digital. Prisoned went on to sell half of a million copies in digital, million ringtones download and not to mention the 17.8 million views on Vevo for the Prisoned video directed by Radio Vine. The vision for the song showed the success of the song with overall 1.2 million copies sold with digital and downloads. Prisoned still being in rotation on radio stations.