Part 3, and interview
Day 9:
As expected Giselle is huge in her hometown of Miami, she played show in the city, and the venue was packed to the brim. But unlike her show in G-A-Y, this show was a lot more intimate. Giselle did a acoustic show; it was just her and her piano, and a few other instruments played by the band. It’s quite interesting watching her perform up-temp songs and make them slower. Its bring in a completely different meaning to the songs, like a brand new skin. She performed some cuts from the upcoming album, and a song called “
Amor”, which was beautiful, it was a like a piano rock balled, with some lush violins in play a stand out track from the performance. After the show, she did further promotion by having a fashion shoot for a magazine. Her talent really shined, she wore various haute couture outfits and did some lovely poses. When I asked her if she would ever fully return to modeling she said, “Because of the fact that I’m now a fulltime singer, modeling comes into that career always. So not, I can’t quit modeling it’s a requirement for this work. But if I ever decide to take a break from music, I will do some more fashion work.” And as usual she was not done working yet, she quickly went back to work on the album, calling some producers to work with her on the album. She set some dates and began writing songs, way into the night. I asked her do you ever take a break she laughed and said, “When I take a break that means my career is over. I love to work; I have to be busy. I can’t imagine myself taking a break, even at the party with my family, I was thinking about things to write about. It’s who I am, but maybe when I’m 50-something and decide it time, then I will.
Day 10:
Today Giselle is practicing for the “
Fans Choice Awards”. In case you didn’t know Giselle is also a choreographer, she came up with the whole dance. Her performance looks like it will have people talking. You can tell she put tons of work into this performance. “There’s a big difference between a concert and an award show. At a concert, it’s filled with fans, people who support you, and love you. OS you have tons of people rooting for you. At an awards show, there’s people who may have never heard of you, people who want to see you fail, people who are waiting for you to make a mistake. So you have to make sure you have everything perfect they can’t say something stupid. But funny thing is they will find something stupid to say. So I try to brush it off, and try to impress my fans only.” The dancers work into the wee hours, until 3am to perfect the moves. A week has since passed, and Giselle continues to practice the performance. This time on a makeshift stage, the performance seems intricate and reminds us of an early Britney Spears. The show seems to have a large Arabic influence in the clothing being worn, Giselle’s outfit really standout, she looks like a diamond in the dust. Giselle turns the tides and become the director, directing a movie. She wants everything to be perfect, especially the timing. She takes a play on female dominance in the performance, putting women in the driver’s seat. As I said before, this show will have people talking, and not because of the outfits and the song sung, but because of its message. After the practice, Giselle takes to the internet to announce the first single, which is Mona Lisa, the reason “Because the fans loved it, I decided to add a few more lyrics and change up the temp, and make it more closer to a pop/r&b song, but it still retains a bit of glam rock elements. It’s one of my favorite songs on the album, because I get to be a storyteller, and to tell people not to judge a book by its cover. Despite being it leaked I can’t remove it from the album, it’s what the whole album is about, which is why it’s called “Distorted Perception”. Giselle got a largely positive reply from fans, the single will be released a week from now. Which of course mean more promotion, this girl never stops.
Day 11:
Giselle entered the studio as planned to meet with some producers to record the last few tracks on the album. They worked all night, but they got the work done. The tracks they made were great, but they had a dark pop sound. Giselle decided to make a double album, because of the amount of amazing song she recorded “I recorded 50 songs, and about 22 of those will go on the album. Originally, the album was going to be the standard 12, but then the number of tracks grew so I decided on 22 and stopping there. I had some DJ’s from Miami, New York, and LA do some remixes of five tracks, which will be in the fan pack. They did some amazing work, and I gave them permission to play them at their clubs, I want to get a strong underground following with the album first, and then bring it to the public. It worked for my remix album. Because of price, I will release a standard edition with 14 tracks on iTunes only”. Giselle quickly went on her Mac and announced the editions available on her site. Giselle gave me a sneak peak at the book included and its very artsy, it included some high fashion spreads, and she included her poetry throughout the book, lyrics, and a thank you. I wanted to get my hands on it, but she said you’re going to have to wait like everyone else, and she laughed.
Day 12, the interview:
I went to her nice Miami loft; the place had a beautiful view of the city, and was nicely decorated. Her heritage was on full display, when she had Brazilian artwork on the walls, and various other Brazilian decorations. The walls were bright, and it had a nice contrast to the dark furniture. She took me to the main room, and told me to sit on the couch. The couch was right in front of this large window, with a view of the ocean. It was simply breathtaking, the colors were brought to life because of the sunset, which brought orange and yellows into the room. On the coffee table was the book called “The Sun Also Rises”, she called it “one of her favorites”. As she sat, the camera operators fixed the lighting, and Giselle’s makeup artist fixed her makeup. When it was time I began to ask her the first few questions, and every now and then, I can feel the camera zoom in on her face.
Michael: Hello Giselle, it was interesting following you around for 11 days getting to know you. You seem to really push yourself, why is that?
Giselle: It was somewhat weird doing it at first, but after a while, I adapted. Yes, you are right. I push myself a lot, I do it because I want to do better than I did before, and I compete with myself. So when I do something that I feel is great, I have to do something even better to outdo myself. I always said to myself that will be the death of me. *laughs*
Michael: Haha, I saw that a lot when you were in the studio. You always perfected everything, and even when it sounded good to me, you still didn’t like it. I wonder is that an underlying issue?
*camera zooms to Giselle’s face*
Giselle: *Sigh* I hate to get personal, especially like this. But you can say so, I sometimes look in the mirror and see something I dislike, I’m quick to judge myself. Sure people may say I’m beautiful, but you don’t believe it until you see it for yourself. But, I’m sure everyone does it at some point in his or her life.
Michael: I understand, we all do it. Now that you’re a celebrity, do you ever feel like this can get bigger?
Giselle: Yea, I do. It’s weird calling myself a celebrity, but being under the spotlight more often makes you feel uncomfortable sometimes. I noticed that fame could make a person seem inhuman to others, and more like a superhuman. I want people to see me for who I am, and not what the press makes me out to be.
Giselle: Speaking of the press, what is the worst rumor you heard about yourself?
*Giselle moves her head to the side and thinks*
Giselle: I remember a tabloid once saying, “Giselle is a bitch, who slept with a few men to get myself a record deal”. And they had the nerve to put in sources, it was complete BS. To set the record straight, I don’t sleep around, I’m no tramp. Secondly, I hate when people use bitch as a way to degrade women. I don’t hate the word though; I’m trying to make it positive. To me bitch is a girl who is in charge, and knows what she wants.
Michael: Some strong words, so is that why in your shows and photo shoots you use male mannequins to symbolize that?
Giselle: Very much so, I believe in female empowerment. I have firm faith, and I know women run the world. Men can’t go a day without us, and many songs I write are about female empowerment and dominance. Take for example Ultraviolet and Dangerous.
Michael: So do you consider yourself a feminist?
Giselle: No, not really. I use my songs to empower females, because there are not a lot of them out there that do that. I’m so tired of the media saying how a girl should look, act, and even think. And to make it worst, many songs and films degrade women. I hate that, and I hate that once a girl makes a song to empower the female out there she’s a feminist.
Michael: You named your album “Distorted Perception” why is that? Is there a message you’re trying to send out?
Giselle: I named it that because, I was tired of being label as a manufactured pop star, and I wanted people to see a different side of me. That I can deliver more than just pop songs, but songs that are real, they have integrity and meaning. I wrote every song on this album, and produced and co-produced all songs. I’m more than a singer, I’m an artist. And this album is my artwork. I don’t care if someone calls it a disaster, but if my fans call it a masterpiece that’s what matter most to me. I believe, if the critics like it, it sucks.
Michael: Do you think this album will be a masterpiece?
Giselle: Well, I don’t like to judge my work more than I already do. But I don’t know, I really don’t know. The whole album has an underlying message, about there’s more than meets the eye. I guess you can call it a concept album, where every song is a chapter.
Michael: Well, from what I see so far, I call it a masterpiece. I saw how diligently you worked on it. What sounds are you including on the album? And what inspired it?
Giselle: The album will be broad; it will be a pop opera album, with noise pop, Arabic music, baroque pop, and some dark stuff. I was inspired by Madonna and Janet Jackson on this album, and 70s rock.
Michael: You said pop opera explain that?
Giselle: It’s a play on rock opera, but it’s a pop oriented album. The album like a opera is separated in segments, and each segment flows with the album, but has its own concept. To show an overall theme. One segment is inspired by fame, which is where “Mona Lisa” comes in, another by government and the main track in that is “Explicit” and the last segment is about our mind, so that’s where “Disturbed” comes from. All segments have a distinct sound that comes with them. And the interludes are what brings that out.
Michael: You said they have different sounds, explain that?
Giselle: Well the first segment, is about politics, so I use speech samples by politicians, sounds of war, and the media. I talk about how the government is corrupt, and how they tell us to believe one thing, yet they hide what is truly going on. Then I get into fame, I use samples of the camera flash bulb, sounds of screaming fans, I talk about the bad things about fame, and it follows the life on a pop star. Who is happy on the outside, yet is slowly dying on the inside. The last segment is about our mind, and how prejudice can distort our views of the world. We see things that we want to see, but not what is there.
Michael: Sounds really good. Do you fear that getting too political can have its repercussions?
Giselle: Yes, I do. My dad told me not to do that, but I insisted to do it. Even my label was unsure about it, but I try not to make it in your face. When you stuff your beliefs down someone’s throat then that’s a problem, but that isn’t what I’m doing. I’m trying to tell a story, and make people think for themselves.
Michael: You talked about your dad, are you close with your family?
Giselle: Very much so, they are my support. It really affected me and my dad, when my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer.
*Camera zooms in, as Giselle gets a bit emotional*
Giselle: I was scared because the doctor said she had a few months to live, and thoughts were racing through my head. If my mom dies who will be there for my dad when I can’t? How will my dad, my family, my sibling feel? How will all this affect them? I wasn’t thinking about myself, but everyone who was close to her, as my mom supported me, I supported her during these times. And luckily she got through it, the cancer was gone. But we still worry that it may come back. When she got through it, her strength was amazing, she is resilient that women and she inspired me more than ever to be strong.
Michael: I can imagine, I remember when they threw a party for you, and your dad gave that heartfelt speech. Do you ever feel that your career will tear you apart from your family?
Giselle: I did once, but now I don’t I can’t possibly imagine how it would be like with my family. Their my everything.
Michael: Do you have a boyfriend?
*camera zooms in*
Giselle: Like I said before I hate to get too personal, but I have nothing to hide now. No I don’t, and I don’t want one right now. My career is what I’m focused on right now, and I feel that a boy friend will hamper that. Once I have what I want in my career then I will consider it, but right now no way.
Michael: With all these female pop artist, do you ever feel you have to outdo them?
Giselle: That’s ridicules, the only person who I compete with is my. I’m my own best friend, and my own worst enemy.
Michael: I remember you say whom your influences, can you tell us all of them?
Giselle: I’m influenced by Madonna, because of her use of sexuality, and pushing the boundaries. She put women in the driver’s seat. Janet Jackson, and how she dances, and the way every album has a message. Britney Spears, because of her charisma, her stage presence, and how she makes people wonder what she will do next. And Queen, I like there theatricals, and some other 70s and 80s influences. I also like to combine some underground music into my stuff.
Michael: Where do you see yourself in the next ten years?
Giselle: Hmmm, I see myself, still doing music, I hope. But I don’t know, I believe life is a journey, and you’re just a leaf blown by the wind. You will go anywhere the wind blows, the wind is life. So I can’t say really.
Michael: Do you plan on going on your own tour?
Giselle: Yes, yes I do. Soon after going on tour with Katie I will do my own tour to further support my album. I’m think about doing a non-stop tour so It may be for a year or two.
Michael: Well, that’s all the time we have. It was a pleasure talking to you, and getting to know you. I have a feeling you will be a mega star in the future.
Giselle: Aww thank you, it was great having you around.
OOC: Sorry if it was long again. I didn't think it would be this huge, but I enjoyed writing it. So I may have gotten a bit carried away, if you do read it all, thank you very much. You may get a better understanding of my character and who she is. I plan to do this with all of them. It brings them to life. Edited by user 16 July 2011 22:10:47(UTC)
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