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#1 Posted : 03 December 2011 10:10:58(UTC)
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Billy Maddison rolled over and checked his phone for the time. "Oh, crap, it's late. I better be getting off", he sighed, sitting up and collecting the clothes littering the floor around the bed.
"So soon? Oh, come on, stay a little longer!" she whispered into his neck, wrapping her arms around him.
"You know I can't..."
"So you haven't told her the truth yet?! You're just going to leave me here? To do what? Go back to your frumpy little wife, and all her brats?! Come on, you know you'd much rather be here, having a repeat performance..."
"Hey! You leave Gemma and the kids out of this..." Billy warned, standing up and pulling his trousers on.
"Leave her out of it how? You wouldn't be here if she was giving you what you needed!" the small, blonde woman sneered.
"Look, I don't know how this started, and I don't know why I let it... but I still love my wife. What you and I have is great, but I won't lose Gemma again, and I won't lose the kids. Not now we have the baby as well", Billy told her, buttoning up his shirt and collecting his phone and keys.
"Don't you think you'll lose her anyway, once she finds out... these things have a way of coming out, Billy..."
"You better hope for your sake it doesn't, darling. How would you cope without Stinson and his millions?" Billy smirked, "so you keep your pretty little mouth shut and we'll all be happy, you hear me?... See you next time", and with that Billy leaned over and gave her a swift kiss, before heading out the door to make his way home.
'Hmm... like Stinson would leave me!' Chantal thought to herself, 'I'm the best thing that ever happened to him... shame his money's the only thing about him that can satisfy a woman... unlike Billy...'

Back at the Maddison home, there was a knock at the door. Gemma sighed, getting up from the sofa. 'I bet Billy's forgotten his keys again', she thought walking to open the front door. Before she could see who was there, though, a figure pushed through into the room.
"Hey!" Gemma yelled.
"Gem... Billy's not here, is he?"
"No, he's not! Dean, what the hell is wrong with you?"
"Good!" Dean exclaimed, running up the stairs. Gemma following him, protesting all the way. Dean reached the top landing and ran past Caleb's room, past Kai's room and into Gemma and Billy's bedroom. Once there, he worked his way over to the baby crib in the corner of the room, where a baby boy in a blue babygro laid asleep, peaceful, breathing softly. "Hey, Ryan", Dean whispered softly, stroking the little boy's cheek.
"Dean, what are you doing here?" Gemma asked desperately.
"I'm here to see him..." Dean whispered, mesmerised.
"You've seen him plenty of times before! Now, it's time to go before Billy comes home!" Gemma begged, her green eyes sparkling with anxiety as she walked over to grab Dean's hand, desperately trying to pull him out of the room. As their fingers connected, Dean head snapped round, locking his dark brown eyes on Gemma's. He pushed her back, against the wall, and kissed her so passionately he thought he'd pour his entire heart out into her.
"Dean! What has got into you?" Gemma demanded, hitting him in the chest.
"You have! You've been what's wrong with me for the past seven years! I still love you, Gem, and I know you still love me!" Dean whispered hurriedly, tears welling in his eye. "I don't know why you're doing this to us".
"Dean, you need to stop this - we're not a couple anymore! We haven't for years - "
"We don't need to be a couple to still love each other! We should still be a couple, and you know it! We have Caleb together... he's still young enough be able to experience growing up with his mum and dad around - the only real mum and dad he's ever known, anyway! We were together for three years, Gem, you are the only woman I've ever loved and I know you're drawn to me, even though you try not to be. That's why we always get together, and break back up. It's the reason why you and I get close again and you pull away... it's the reason why you have Ryan..." Dean said, tears beginning to roll.
"No!" Gemma said firmly.
"Oh, come on! You know the truth, and it's about time you told Billy. That night... I was so happy... I thought it meant we would be getting back together again. I thought I had been given another chance. I thought we could be a family again... especially when you got pregnant..."
"Ryan is Billy's son!" Gemma whispered, desperately.
"Oh really?! He was out of prison for two weeks when you found out you were two weeks pregnant! You think he managed to knock you up round the back of the prison gates?"
"I can't do this again, Dean..."
"You have to! I cannot face seeing Billy holding MY son, and acting like it's the most natural thing in the world - that should be me! I'm not his bloody 'uncle', I'm his dad! You need to face the truth... Ryan is my child, and you and I have something nobody else will ever be able to replace. You still love me, more than you've ever managed to love anybody else, and that's the reason why we keep ending up coming back to each other. You pretend that you are happy with Billy, but deep down you know that he cannot fill the void left when we broke up..."
"So you've come here to throw our mistakes back into my face, upset me and leave?" Gemma shouted, beyond caring whether she woke the kids up.
"No. I've come to give you one more chance to tell Billy the truth about what happened with us, and what the result was. Because I intend on getting access to my son. Soon."
With that, Dean ran his thumb over Gemma's cheek, took another look at baby Ryan and walked out of the house, leaving Gemma emotionally drained as she slid down the wall to the floor, where she sat and cried.
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#3 Posted : 03 December 2011 10:56:19(UTC)
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#5 Posted : 04 December 2011 10:13:53(UTC)
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Gemma Maddison opened her eyes and stared long and hard at herself, water dripping down her face, her eyes red raw, her hair a mess... how had she let her life get like this? Did Dean have a point? Could her life, love and happiness have been found by just staying with him all those years ago? Have the last two years been a complete waste of time? No! No, she told herself. She couldn't allow herself to believe that all this time and heartache has been for nothing... But yet she had still slept with Dean whilst Billy was in prison - what the hell had she been thinking?! There was no coming back from that, Billy would never forgive her - any other man, perhaps he would be able to see it was just a stupid mistake, he would know that it meant nothing, but with Dean? No, he would know that it was far more than a spur of the moment thing, and who could blame him? She had spent their entire relationship telling him that she had no romantic feelings for Dean left, that she no longer loved him, that Billy meant more to her than Dean did, that there was never a moment as she stood on the alter saying her vows that she wished it was Dean she was promising to marry - not him. When she thought of everything put together like that, she realised one thing: she was a compulsive liar. At least, she was when it came to Dean. But, she thought, wiping her face, there was nothing she could do about it now. She had made her mistakes, and she had to make the best of it. Billy was a good man, he didn't deserve this kind of treatment and so she had to make the best of a bad situation - she had promised to be Billy's wife for better or for worse, and she would make sure that she would be a better wife than she had been already. Taking a deep breath, she brushed her hair, gave her face one last wipe and began to walk down the stairs just as she heard the front door unlock.
"Hey!" she called, as she saw Billy's form emerge from the dark and cold, into the light. "I've missed you".
"Hey baby, I missed you too," Billy smiled, "especially when I get home to see you looking this good!"
"How did the recording session go?"
"Record... oh, yeah, it was good, darling, it was productive. Well, I thought so anyway," Billy nodded, pouring himself a glass of water, and taking a deep swig from his glass. His hands were shaking, so he put it back down into the sink.
"You want me to put on some dinner?" Gemma asked, plastering on a loving smile.
"No... no, I think I'm going to jump straight into the shower..." and with that he began to make his way to the stairs.
"Oh, right... okay... I'll just be in the living room when you're done, if you like?"
"Sure, baby," Billy said, pulling her close and giving her a kiss. "I love you", he said, staring deep into her eyes, smiling broadly "my wife. I'm so lucky".
Gemma swallowed and forced a smile, "yeah, I love you too. See you when you get out".
Billy began to climb up the stairs, continuing a conversation as he did so. "Have you managed to actually get some company today at all?" he asked. Gemma had barely left the house since Ryan was born a couple of weeks ago, she hadn't even spent time with the band, apart from Dean, who seemed to constantly be calling her... even more than he normally did.
"Yea- I mean no, nobody... my mum called, that's all" Gemma replied, biting her lip and allowing another tear to slide down her cheek. "Nobody for me..."
Billy got into the bedroom, and began to unbutton his shirt, looking into the mirror. He smiled, relieved he'd gotten away with it, yet again. She didn't seem to suspect anything, not yet, anyway. He let his shirt slide to the floor, and then his smile slowly drained from his face. Down his chest and back were deep, red scratch marks, passionate and angry looking. "How the **** am I going to hide these?!" he whispered, running his finger over the raised surface of one of them, suddenly feeling the worry and panic he'd managed to avoid for so long. 'So this is what a man feels like when he realises there's a chance he could lose his wife'.
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Jason Cevallos (Guitar) -- Guy Collins (Bass)
Tyler Albright (Drums) -- Levi Reiss (Keyboard)
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#6 Posted : 04 December 2011 10:16:12(UTC)
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#8 Posted : 07 December 2011 02:12:49(UTC)
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Dean Keller spent that evening alone, staring at the walls with only himself, his tears and a bottle of rum to comfort him. He knew alcohol wasn't the answer - he'd thrown his life away by abusing substances before - but what else was he to do? He'd kept quiet for so long, kept the smile on his face for so long, pretending to be supportive, pretending to be happy, pretending to be the cheeky chap and he just couldn't do it anymore. What was the point?
He barely slept that night; every time he closed his eyes he had flashbacks of that night. Of multiple nights when he was so close to having Gemma back. He'd always stood back and let her make the final decision of what direction they would go in and she always shied away from making the final commitment. He knew she was scared - who could blame her? They'd tried it enough times, and he couldn't see how damaging he was being. But he was different now, he had learned his lesson, and she knew that. If she just flat out didn't want to be with him - even if she hated him - he could have accepted it, he could've dealt with that better than he was dealing with the current situation... He knew she wasn't happy with Billy, he knew she was only keeping Dean away because she was scared. He knew she didn't want to marry Billy two years ago, she didn't trust him, and she didn't feel ready to commit a lifetime to him. He knew that if he took the chance and asked her to go back into that church and marry him instead, she probably would have done. He knew that there have been many times they could've spent the night together, but one or the other always had the sense to get up and leave after that first kiss. That night, over nine months ago, she didn't leave... Contrary to what many would believe, neither had been drinking, either. The kids had been put to bed, they were watching TV and talking about old times. Dean had told her how he missed her, how grateful he was for her commitment to him when he had his accident and slipped into his coma, how he would do things differently if he could go back and erase all his stupid decisions so they never would have broken up. Then he kissed her. It was different this time, she didn't tense up, and he wasn't waiting for her to push him away, grab her coat and tell him she was leaving (again!). She leant into him, put her arms around his neck and allowed his lips and body to do the talking, allowed her body and heart hear the truth her ears had so desperately been trying to deny. He had to admit, he was a little surprised that she allowed things to go that far, looking back at it. But then he remembered that, during the throes of passion that night, she called his name and told him that she loved him and, looking into her eyes, he knew she was telling the truth.

The next morning, he was roused by a knock at the door - Gemma was dropping off Caleb, but he really didn't think he had the strength to face her anymore. But he had to see his son... one of them, anyway.
Opening the door, he heard Gemma give a short intake of breath.
"Dean! You look awful," she whispered in surprise, her eyes taking in his bloodshot eyes, framed by dark circles, his hair shooting out of his head at a variety of different angles, his clothes crumpled.
"What do you really expect? Hmm? Yeah, Dean Keller, he just rolls with the punches. Whatever is thrown at him, it doesn't matter, he'll just brush it off and get on with things, nothing ever gets to him... that's not the person I am, Gemma. I'm fed up of being somebody that I'm not. I'm hurting, and it's all because of you. And do you know what hurts the most? You don't even care, so excuse me if I'm not feeling just tip top this morning," Dean said, scowling, with anger in his eyes.
"You know I care. But you know the kind of situation I'm in -"
"You put yourself in that situation. You didn't want to marry Billy, but you did. You didn't have to sleep with me, but you did. You didn't have to pretend to Billy all through the pregnancy that the baby was his, but you did. Yeah, I slept with a married woman, but only because you were meant to be MY wife, not his, only because I still love you more than I could ever put into words. I love you so much that every day and every time I see you with Billy it kills me a little bit. Only because I know that you still love me, too", Dean told her, before looking down a little Caleb, just 5 years old, his little eyes staring up at Dean, wondering why his mummy and daddy can't just get along... he didn't deserve to be caught up in their dysfunctional personal life.
"I wasn't 'meant' to be anybodys!" Gemma spat back, "I am my own person!"
"Sure. Fight the fact. Stay unhappy. Can I take my son now?" he said, upsetting Gemma with his new indifferent tone. Dean took Caleb's hand and got him in through the front door, while Gemma stared at him with tears in her eyes. He almost felt sorry for her - she always looked so young and fragile when she was upset; she pouted, her chin wobbled, her cheeks became more rounded, her eyes became glassy with vulnerability shining through. He sighed. "I'll see you later, Gem. Oh, and bring my other son next time, because I'm not backing down".
"I... I can't talk now," she whispered, looking back towards the car. Ah, Billy was sat inside. Of course. "I'll call you, okay?"
"Only if it's about the kids. Otherwise I don't want to talk to you, or see you. I can't do it anymore. This has gone on for far too long, I either have all of you or nothing at all. Having half and half is killing me. It's your decision, and you have a week to decide, or I'm gone."
Gemma opened her mouth in shock, but Dean couldn't be bothered to deal with it anymore. He slammed the door in her face before she could say another word, and took Caleb into their home.
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Live Youth are: ---------------------------------------------- Billy Maddison (Solo artist)
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Jason Cevallos (Guitar) -- Guy Collins (Bass)
Tyler Albright (Drums) -- Levi Reiss (Keyboard)
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#10 Posted : 07 December 2011 02:23:29(UTC)
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OOC: Thank you for all your positive comments :) I've been a bit nervous about posting stuff really, because it's been so long since I last wrote a proper story on here - actually it's been a while since I last wrote anything apart from journals, essays and dissertations, lol! So just trying to settle back in really, so your comments are much appreciated :)
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Jason Cevallos (Guitar) -- Guy Collins (Bass)
Tyler Albright (Drums) -- Levi Reiss (Keyboard)
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#11 Posted : 05 November 2012 07:56:17(UTC)
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OOC: Just wanted to apologise to everybody for my prolonged absence - especially in the middle of my story - but life got a little bit hectic... Anyway, I've been thinking about the forum a lot lately, and this unfinished story and, well, a story has to have an ending right?! Life is still mega busy at the moment, but I've really missed the forum so I am gonna try and keep up some regular posting from now on - even if it's just once a week, or something. Anyway, I'm REALLY excited about the next (belated) chapter of this current story, and I'm really excited about seeing what I've missed with everybody else! Hope to be RPing with you all soon :)
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"Bad news for fans of the one time famous rock band Live Youth - it seems they are splitting up.
The band, who were once famed for their upbeat, three hour long live shows coupled with beautifully crafted lyrics and music, courtesy of the tight and long running friendship between lead singer, Gemma Maddison, and lead guitarist, Dean Keller, have been struggling with their personal lives for a long time, and their music seemed to take a back seat for a long time, replaced by headlines about affairs, murders, children and drugs (as previously reported elsewhere on our newsite http://www.therockstarga...-Stronger-than-Ever.aspx). Through it all, however, fans had one thing to hold onto: the rock solid relationship between Maddison and Keller, the best friends who stood by each other through everything life threw at them - including their own romantic break up. Friends who, as far as anybody could tell, would never face a problem big enough to make them go their own separate ways. Until now.
Reports have been coming in thick and fast over the weekend that Live Youth are on the verge of separating because Keller is refusing to be in the same room as Maddison, and insists that he can no longer work with her. So far, the reasons for Dean Keller's aversion is unclear, but many are speculating that the years of denying his ongoing love for Gemma, and his remaining difficulty getting over their split three years ago, has finally taken it's toll, whilst other - more cynical reporters - have been suggesting that something must have happened between the two for their solid relationship to suddenly go sour - with some suggesting that the pair have had an AFFAIR, which Gemma has called time on.
Either way, as our timeline below shows, the course has never been smooth for the pair and, whatever happens, the outcome is likely to be explosive. Keep your eyes and ears peeled!
The History:
2004 – Gemma and Dean first meet; Maddison (or Ferns, as she was then), a young, impressionable 14 year old and Keller an 18year old man, who had just emigrated from Johannesburg South Africa. The two meet in London, through mutual friends, and begin to form a friendship based on their love of music and ambitions for the future.
2006 – At 16, the two enter into a romantic relationship, solidifying their bond and begin to form their first succesful band: Rebel Uprising.
2007 – The pair adopt a baby, Caleb, who was left without a carer when his mother died and his father (a close friend of Keller's) was imprisoned. The pair agreed to adopt Caleb, as they couldn't bear the thought of him going into care.
2008 - The pair's busiest year. After three successful albums and worldwide success the seemingly untouchable Rebel Uprising began to unravel. The pair's relationship breaks down after Dean gets into hard drugs and sleeps with a member of GirlSpice. Shortly after there is an accident backstage at a gig. Dean suffers a heavy blow to the head, fracturing his skull and leaving him in a coma. He has to learn to walk and talk again. Gemma stands by him and they consider giving things another go. Rebel Uprising loses one member, Jamie Walsh, and decide to opt for a fresh start by renaming the band Live Youth.
Mid/late 2008 and early 2009 - Gemma meets Billy Maddison, then a 31 year old American superstar, and with their good looks they quickly became the new golden couple. It was not to last, however, and they split up after he cheated on her. After a brief and 'difficult' split, Gemma discovered she was pregnant with Billy's child and the pair reconcile and married.
Late 2009 - Billy is arrested for the murder of Miss Briskett, a fellow musician with whom he had previously had an affair with. After originally being found guilty of murder, he was later released following a high profile campaign run by Gemma, calling on a host of prevalent musicians who performed a gig to raise awareness of Billy's false imprisonment.
During this time Dean (who by then was living a clean life) released solo material, confronting his heartbreak and loss over the mistakes he made, which led to his life 'spiralling out of all control'.
Early 2011 - Gemma gives birth to her youngest child, a son called Ryan.
2012 - Reports start coming in of tension within the ranks at Live Youth."

Gemma Maddison threw the paper down on the kitchen table and laid her head in her hands. She just couldn't believe Dean was actually doing this, after everything they had been through, after all she had done for him and everything he had done for her, he was actually throwing everything away. And, worst of all, he was being so obvious about it that - once again - she had everybody and his dog commenting on her private life and she hadn't even had a chance to think up an excuse. Billy was bound to start asking questions about why they've fallen out - not that he'll be too upset, after the years of insecurity and jealousy he'd suffered over her relationship with Dean - but still, she still didn't have any convincing stories to cover for the truth. Stressed, and scared, she decided to call the only person she could think of. The only person who could change this.
"Hello?" The voice that came through the line sounded just as strained as she felt.
"Please don't hang up on me", Gemma begged.
"Why shouldn't I? I've spent near on the past ten years of my life talking to you, and it's still led us down the same path. I don't have the energy anymore", came Dean's reply. She was glad that he at least sounded miserable about the decision - she wouldn't know what to do if it seemed that he was happy to cut her out of his life after all this time. Over the years, they had been so close that she no longer knew who she was without him, if she was honest. She had never even needed to consider it, unless she counted the two times they broke up and even then, when she knew that she could no longer be his girlfriend, she knew that she would still have him in her life. That was never even a question in her mind. He was for life.
"We can't keep this up, Dean. Us not speaking, it's splitting the band apart, and that's not fair on the others. It's not fair to us, after all the years of hard work that we've put in. I don't know who to be if I'm not the musician, the frontwoman. And you don't know who you are without me, either".
"Something tells me that that's not what you're worried about", Dean replied, seriously. "Cut the bullshit and tell me the truth. If you can remember what it is to speak without lying through your goddamned teeth".
Gemma raised her eyebrows, and her mouth hung in shock for a second. She had never had Dean talk down to her before, and had never heard him speak to her with so much venom in his voice either.
"Look, it's getting out of control. The papers are reporting on it now, and it's not going to be long before Billy wants to know what's going on. It's us, Dean, we don't fall out without people getting pretty damned suspicious. And I don't have an answer for him".
"How about that you slept with me? That I still love you, and can't deal with sitting around any longer watching you play happy families with him? Or how about the fact that you told me that you still love me?"
"Dean, just stop... please! Don't you see that I'm not ready to lose either of you yet, and if Billy finds out it will be the end of us being able to be around each other at all. He will make me cut you out, whether we like it or not", she tried reasoning with him, her best friend, the man she never imagined having this conversation with.
"And where's the problem in that exactly? Sounds just like my idea if you ask me", Dean retorted, coldly.
"No, it's not. Because if you make me do this now, by the time you turn round to come back because you've changed your mind and can't deal with us never having any contact again, it will be too late. So, maybe I can't change your decision. For all I know you could ring up the papers right now and tell them the truth. But before you do anything, I just want you to think about what's really at risk here, and what both you and I have to lose from this".
And, with that, with tears beginning to form in her eyes, Gemma Maddison hung up the phone and prayed that her best friend would do the right thing by her.
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Jason Cevallos (Guitar) -- Guy Collins (Bass)
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