Um hey guys Jade here my sister called me today and asked if I can come to her hotel room so I went there and her door was opened a little so I went in and she wasn't there what I did find though was a note on the wall it told me to play this video and after I watched it post it here this video just really hurt me to watch but if you want to know everything she was really going through then watch it I have no idea where she might be but I'm going to be looking anyone else who wants to help feel free I just hope she hasn't hurt herself so here is the video anyway



Hi to who ever is watching this right now it's 3:35 AM I can't seem to sleep just like the last few nights um this night is a little different though cause I've been thinking for awhile and thinking hard like before I was known as Katie Coyle's little bitch or Andrea the lesbian who got pregnant and by the way I'm bi sexual not lesbian just wanted that out there anyway I'm getting off topic sorry anyway I just wanted to give you all a bit of a reason as to why I'm going to do what I'm going to do tonight I'll start from last year I was just like most people I had a few good friends and my best friend I won't say her real name but we can call her Tiffany anyway me and Tiffany we were both singers we've known eachother since we were babies and we always had eachothers back no matter what well that is what I thought anyway so I'm going to move on from tiffany now to one of my old boyfriends he was great if anyone remembers my debut single "Gone But Not Forgotten" it was about him he died in a car crash and that whole month I couldn't sleep I barley ate I just stayed locked up in my room for the whole month during that month all I did was cry and write songs about him I wrote some really good songs but that one just really stuck out to me I knew I had to record it so I did it came out really good in my opinion anyway so lets move on after awhile I had it realesed it went to number 17 I think that is pretty good I was so excited anyway a little while before I realesed it I actually started dating Katie she made me really happy in a way she kinda reminded me of my old boyfriend but you know that ended a little while later it wasn't her breaking my heart that got me mad it was her hooking up with another girl right after she didn't only hurt me but she had to make me feel like shit too anyway after awhile we got back together but then I guess she decided I wasn't good enough again so I ended up on Celebrity Big Brother I met some really nice people like Jason, Ugenia, Kestrel and of course Alex I got pregnant on big brother and that is when people started making more fun of me but I didn't really care cause I was in love nothing people said really mattered to me I thought he loved me too boy was I wrong before I continue I just wanted to say love never lasts I mean it's there for awhile but it ends I can't say it always ends fast but it always does trust me anyway I'll continue now so one night Alex went out and well I guess he didn't want to come back but Katie came back I was weak I really needed someone and Tiffany and I were no longer friend turns out while I was at my worst she was at her best found new friends had a boyfriend parents who loved her everything I wanted so badly after I messed up so many times she joined the people who talked bad about me so Tiffany and I still don't talk oh well anyway I was with Katie on and off for awhile she proposed to me the day my mother died I might seem like a bad person after this but I said yes and even though my mother no longer loved me cause I was "From the devil" I still loved her and felt like I had to be at her funeral it would also be a good way to telll my dad and sister the news I though but again I was wrong after I had arrived with Katie my dad was really upset over my mother I told him about Katie and I he kicked us out of the house I was really depressed after that how could I not be I mean my mother died and In never got to say sorry to her and my father hated me the only thing that kept me going was katie then she went back to Nicole her true love I was ready to kill myself I mean Katie left my mother had died my father hated me I got unsigned I didn't have one friend no place to stay or my kids what was there to live for anymore? everyone would be happier without me but out of all that one person was kind enough to offer me a place to stay a shoulder to cry on she was a really nice person to me when everyone else hated me thank you for that Gia and thank you for taking care of my daughter and congratulations on to you and Scott and thank you aswell Neveah for taking care of my son I know you are both taking better care of them then I ever could anyway one night I was at The Dirty Bastard alone somehow Scott and a few of his band mates ended up being there too one of them is named Ryan he is probably the sweetest guy alive right now anyway he came up to me and was being really nice we ended up dating for a little while and that short time Ii was with him I knew I loved him I know it sounds dumb but it was true I guess I fall in love fast anyway around this time Nicole had died and guess what happened Katie came back to me this time I had moved on though I didn't need her anymore I found someone who I was almost sure wouldn't hurt me and I was right he didn't but I hurt him and can anyone guess why? cause Katie Coyle just couldn't be alone for one day she threatened yo kill herself if I didn't get back together with her so I was forced to hurt one of the best people I ever met cause of her so thank you Katie anyway I'm pretty sure I lost my last friend so yeah anyway ycan anyone guess what happened now? that is right she left me again for some guy named Alex and now I have no where to stay so here I am in the bathroom of my hotel room on the floor saying my last goodbye to everyone but before I do it I just want to say thank you to Gia you helped me when I was at my worst you are taking care of my little girl I don't think I could ever say thank you enough Nevaeh You are a great person I'm sure even though I never really got to meet you and thank you so so much for taking care of my son you and Gia are really wonderful even though you hate me thank you Scott for letting me stay in your house that means alot to me Alex where ever you are thank you for helping me bring two beautiful children in this world Ryan I don't think I can ever say sorry or thanks to you enough I hope you find a great girl one day you deserve it Alex I am not going to say thanks cause I have nothing to thank you for just take care of Katie and now Katie thank you for making me so happy at one point and dad and Jade I'm really sorry anyway you can all be happy now goodbye

You've told me a thousand times that we won't end up
this way you promised me forever but now everything has changed
said you'd give it everything this time to make it last said
you won't be making the same mistakes that you made in the past

I trusted you so many times thought one day you'd be telling
the truth but all i'll ever get is lies so many tears have fallen
from my eyes I won't let it happen anymore

Because I'm moving on walking away won't be coming back
not this time I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
and if you choose to change your mind don't think I'll
be coming back this time don't think I'll be coming back this time

Maybe one day I'll be on your mind the same way you was on mine
you'll realize I'm no where in sight and I wont be back this time
you have made me so cold but those emotions I won't show I gave up
everything I had just for you

I trusted you so many times thought one day you'd be telling
the truth but all i'll ever get is lies so many tears have fallen
from my eyes I won't let it happen anymore

Because I'm moving on walking away won't be coming back
not this time I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
and if you choose to change your mind don't think I'll
be coming back this time don't think I'll be coming back this time

I'm letting go now don't need this anymore I'll be fine on my own
don't think I'll come back around when you need me I won't this time
I'm just so tired of being the one you find when theres nobody else
in sigh

Because I'm moving on walking away won't be coming back
not this time I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
and if you choose to change your mind don't think I'll
be coming back this time don't think I'll be coming back this time

moving on walking away won't be coming back
not this time I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
and if you choose to change your mind don't think I'll
be coming back this time don't think I'll be coming back this time

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