"I'll bet you have." She smiles, "It's really frustrating, nothing I ever write feels good enough"

She giggles softly before becoming more serious, she raises her eyebrows and nods her head.

"Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. It doesn't get any easier either, you become more and more aware of how much older you're becoming with each tour, I'm not great at dealing with it, you ever want someone to talk to then feel free to come see me, I'm awake pretty much all of the time" she laughs in order to make it seem like it doesn't bother her, "I would gladly give it up, but I haven't got anything to occupy my time." She smiles slightly, "This is the only thing I can really do and until I have my little southern family I'm gonna just stick with it, but once I have my own family then I'll definitly give it all up or at least not do so much."

She smiles widely and her eyes seem much more enthusiastic as she mentions her hypothetical 'little southern family' and her mind begins to wander with thoughts of what her life would be like then.

She giggles a little, "You know all the right things to say, don't you?"

She stands up and wanders over towards the window, she looks outside as the rain appears to be getting heavy, she steps back and closes the curtains before sitting back down on the bed, "Aww, I'll take you up on that offer and you can tell Jason to come see me whenever he needs a big ol' hug" she laughs a little, "I don't see myself having a family anytime soon, it's kinda difficult to get to that point, when I've never really been in love, there was a guy in highschool and there was Hayden but it turns out those were just friendships that we mistook for love."

She thinks for a moment and seems to get a little sad, her nose scrunches up again, "I sometimes think that I'll end up alone." she frowns before continuing, "Do you ever worry that your dreams or plans won't come true?" she bites her bottom lip and appears even more sad, "I always had a plan, I leave school, get signed and have a career for a few years, find that one person and then I start a family and leave my career behind to be a mom."

She looks at the floor and shrugs her shoulders, "Right now ... that couldn't seem any further away."

She stares down at her feet as she listens to Liam, "Yeah, I wouldn't just marry the first person that shows interest in me or the first person that I have little feelings for. It would take a lot of effort to get to the point where I'd want to get married to someone, the thought of marrying the wrong person seems scary to me, I'd have to know someone for a long time before I'd even consider it."

She looks at Liam for a moment and clears her throat, "Thanks Liam, I get overwhelmed by my own crazy mind sometimes" she fakes a smile

Ellie nodded her head and smiled a little, "Maybe you're right ... Look at me, I'm a total mess!" she said as she rubbed her eyes and giggled slightly.

"Sure, let's go do something" she looked at Liam and smiled, quickly wrapping her arms around him, giving him a hug, she looked back at him, "I'm glad you're on this tour, you're a really good friend!"

"That's true" she smiles

"Bowling sounds perfect" she looks across at the mirror and runs her hands through her hair, "Just give me a few moments to fix myself up, okay?" She stands up and walks towards her dresser, picking up a hair brush, she runs it through her hair.

Liam was sat on the couch in the tour bus he had a notebook and a pen he was writing in he was it seemed he was either trying to write a song or a letter as after a few times he's get frustrated and tear the paper out and crumble it out he placed the notebook and pen down then sighed as he couldn't finish Liam stood up and went over to where his bed was his guitar was on top of his bed he picked it up and walked back over to the couch and sat down he began playing the guitar he wasn't the best at guitar he was still kinda learning Chris was the one who played guitar whenever they did an acoustic set

Liam smiled and stopped playing when he heard Ellie speak he smiled when he heard her then looked up and laughed a little when she made the comment about him looking good with a guitar

"Ellie I look good all the time"

he stuck his tongue out and laughed a little before putting the guitar to his side

"So what are you up to?"

Liam smiled as Ellie sat down he picked the guitar back up

"I'd much rather hear you play but okay"

He laughed a little and began playing the guitar again he looked at Ellie while he played and smiled

"So you talk to any of the other boys from The Zone yet? If not then I'll warn you none of them are as cool or good looking as I am"

He laughed a little

"Just messing around they're cool"

Liam smiles at her and continues playing

"Well okay but I'm no where near as good as you are at it I'm better at the piano"

He laughs a little then smiles and continues playing

"They're actually really cool guys you should meet them"

Chris smiles then shakes his head as he continues playing

"If you think I'm good you should see Chris

Liam stopped playing for a second and looked at her

Hey Ellie I was wondering would you be up for going to watch a movie some time?"

"Well piano was the first instrument I really learned butyeah I sure am aren't I?"

He laughs a little and nods

"Yeah they really are it's cool having them around"

Liam smiled when she agreed to go watch a movie with him

"Cool what kind of movie would you want to watch?"