"You want some gravol, babe?" he calls, heading back into the kitchen and looking through the medicine cabinet. He gives Erica a look that says "i have no idea what i'm doing."

"Okay, yeah," Sam says, giving her a thumbs up and heading into the bathroom to assist his wife.

erica shifts her weight from foot to foot. she wants to help,but knows she will throw up if she sees nichole vomit. usually vomit didnt bother her at all. but as she is now? she knows it would. "um...cappy has to go out!" she says,opening the door for the ham scented dog. he wants no part of going outside.

When she finally gets to Detroit,Erica rests her head on the steering wheel and sobs briefly. She finally gets out and runs to th door as a loud crash is heard. The car was left on and in gear. It's now facing a tree and its rear tires are digging into the ground. Erica shakes her head and taps lightly,but cry urgently on her best friends' door.

Erica throws her arms around Nichole. " I lost it" she cries. " I lost it! I got up last night ,my stomach hurt so bad.. I went to the bathroom and...so much blood!" She looks at Nichole. " I did everything right,I promise."

Erica nod and shuffles inside. " I am so sorry.sam is going to be so mad. I let everyone down." She cries as she sits heavily in the chair." I drank only water and juice,I are organic shit I hated...I did it all right,Nichole. How...could this happen?" She says quietly.

Erica takes a deep breath to smell the tea,it smells wonderful to her. "I miss him,nichole. Each day i would have little conversations with him. And he is gone....." she cries harder. " i fail at everything.all i wanted was my baby. i am so sorry," she repeats Over and over,to no One in particular. Erica wipes her eyes and hugs nichole.

Erica snaps her eyes open.she had seen that done on tv,she didnt think it actually worked. " oh.." She says looking at Nichole. " I kinda....Lost it there." She says far calmer.she hugs Nichole back lightly,not wanting to hurt her. She really wanted to hug her very tightly,just to show how much she loved her. " thanks coleykins,you always know what to say.....
People will know I tried,right? You will tell them I did everything right?" Erica takes a deep breath when she realizes she is drifting back out again. She hands Nichole her purse.it is very heavy due to the revolver she keeps in there. " hide this from me. " she says simply.

Erica nods very slowly and looks at Nichole's feet. "There is a stronger possibility than I like." Erica admits. " at least until I can come to terms with this." She squeezes Nichole's hand and smiles at her expanded belly. " I need to stop. This is too much stress for you and the trippies." Erica wipes her face and closes her eyes for awhile before opening them.

For a brief second Erica is pissed her friend is calling her insane.until she realizes Nichole is right,she needs to go. " ok." Erica says softly. "Just make sure nobody knows. Just you,me,and Sam. I Am serious. Not even nina or erich." Erica meets Nichole's look with a very worried one of her own. " that is it,huh? I have finally cracked."