Erica smiles slightly as Natalya's eyes meet hers. Erica could spend all day looking into her eyes. " I believe you,natycakes." Erica's tears really flow when Natalya puts her hands on top of Erica's. " you are too good a person to ever cheat on me. I just worry a lot that you'll find someone better than me. I am crazy,petty and slightly cold..it scares me." Erica says,following Natalya's advice of telling her things. " i don't say anything because I want us to be hall and perfect and never fussing. When Natalya's lips to touch hers,Erica is pleasantly surprised. She opens her hands so that Natalya's fingers can interlock with hers. "I love you Natalya."she whispers thxinstant their lips part.

Erica sighs heavily. Moments like these always remind Erica of what a good thing She and Natalya have. Her tears finally slow and she smiles. " you are wonderful Natalya. You always make me feel better and instantly at ease. I take my promises to you very seriously too. But you wanted me to tell you any concerns I had...so I didn't want to hold it anymore." She says with small shrug. After Natalya's response and actually saying it,Erica's concerns seem absurd. Erica gives Natalya another small kiss. " we can be ther perfect us. We can fill the promise to be happy." She says with a grin.

Erica squeezes Natalya's knees with her hands.smiling at just how long they are in comparison to her own. " I guess that's why I took it so hard. You've never stayed mad...or at least shown me you were mad,for so long. So I assumed the worst." Erica says with a little shrug.she scoots closer to Natalya and lays her head on natalyas lap. " yup. Nats and Erica. That is all we can be." She says with certainty. " we haven't blown up at each other like that since we got married. We made it past our first real fight..I think we are going to make it."

Erica giggles when Natalya uses their last name. " we sure are stubborn. Just imagine the little one inside you. All our stubbornness distilled in a smaller package. We should hire a nanny for those times, and only step in when she is a happy baby." Erica says smuggling into Natalya's lap. Having her hair stroked by her wife was very relaxing and reassuring.erica moves her hands to wrap around Natalya's waist. She had never felt closer to Natalya than right now. " just fine." She agrees,kissing Natalya back. "You know nats....I have never loved you more than right now. " she smiles into Natalya's blue eyes.

Erica smiles warmly too,reaching up to touch natys belly. " cIt is going to be the best experience ever. ....I've been reading parenting and pregnancy books since being on tour." Erica giggles. " I already hav a collection of touristy onsies for her." Erica blushes at the corniness. Now that Natalya was here,Erica felt relaxed and comfortable. She did not,could not go through that again.she had come to depend of Natalya so much since being with her. " I love hearing you say that." Erica grins as she stands up. " I never want to be without your love." She says with a girly with. " where are we going? You should wait till tomorrow to meet the other girls here....they are kinda bitchy." She says quietly.

Erica smiles wide. " you are adorable natycakes! With all these books,we need some glasses and tight skirts. We can play sexy librarians! " she pouts and says in her sexy voice. " the card catalog is so very messy. Who did it?" She laughs and points over to the kitchen area. There is a tiny onsie that says "I'm a peach!" With a picture of Georgia on it. When Natalya hugs her,it is all Erica can do from jumping into her arms. She has missed Natalya's hugs so much. She kisses her softly on the neck,smelling her perfume. "Oh! "Erica says blushing. " it is in the back." She points rather sheepishly there,Natalya's forwardness being a huge turn on for her.

Erica cracks up at Natalya's American voice. " that is suprisingly good!" She says,lightly tapping Natalya on the butt. Nodding towards the onsie,erica laughs. " ive got one from every state on the tour so far. The Georgia one is my favorite though. I like green." She says with a shrug. Erica gasps at being pushed against the wall,she moves her head so Natalya can reach all of her neck. " shit,Natalya...." She whispers,unable to say much more. Erica never really realized how much taller Natalya's is than her. The light intimidation takes her breath away. She starts to undo Natalya's jeans. " I would love to help you out with that,miss kobayashi." Kissing her jawbone.

Erica shrieks at the prospect of a Russian onesie. " oh I want to see it now,I bet she will look so pretty in it." Erica says excitedly. She is still iffy about returning to Japan: but with Natalya,she would go anywhere. " we should go after the tour. Before you are too preggers to fly! " Erica jokes,lightly touching nats belly.

Natalya's kisses have Erica breathing heavily. " I need it Natalya.i need you. Please,Natalya." Erica whimpers. Seeing a pantied Natalya,Erica bites her lip and nods." Like this?" She asks,slowly letting her pajama bottoms slide off,loving every second of Natalya's body against hers.

Erica giggles . " i just know she is going to have your blonde hair. " she says happily,she smiles slightly and nods. "Just as long as we avoid ishinomaki. I...cannot bear to see it. But I can show you where I grew up in Osaka,we will get her something from there." She says excitedly. Th idea of her wife and child being in the same city she grew up in overpowers her sorrow.

"Thank you." Erica says quietly,kicking off the left leg of the pajamas. The role reversal was something erica enjoyed far more than she ever thought. The truth being she never trusted anyone else enough to give them control over her. Erica looks Natalya in the eyes as she moves on her knee. The knee cap being more than adequate for its repurposing. Erica leans against Natalya.softly saying her name.



Ooc:and another thread falls into the red light district.

Erica hugs Natalya softly,scared to squeeze her belly in any way. " our child will be perfect." Erica smiles,emphasizing the "our". " I will give you the grand tour! You will love it.We were lucky and had an actual house as opposed to the usual tiny Apartment. It was prewar,but beautiful." Erica swoons a bit. Very excited about Japan now.

Erica looks surprised at natalya denying her more pleasure. Erica squeezes her legs together,never wanting Natalya more. Erica breathes heavier when natalya takes her by the jaw.She starts to take her underwear down. " I...I want you to use me. Use me In any way you see fit." Erica says quietly,in a voice that could either be really scared,or very aroused.


Ooc: it is so odd how they follow a ripple effect.