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#21 Posted : 11 August 2013 02:41:59(UTC)
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"I've had time to deal with this so it's no wonder I'm calm." She says. Bianca sighs while listening to him. He was right, they were just together for sex, nothing more so he wouldn't know her at all. She hated to admit that but it cut her a little. He really had no concern for her but why should he? As he went on talking, Bianca lifted her head to look at him. "It's not money I'm after for the last time. We don't need your money. Just stop, stop offering to pay us. I am not poor and neither is he." She frowned, her pride settling in. She was as stubborn as she was fierce. Moretti family members did not accept handouts and she was the worst of them all. She practically refused to have help during her pregnancy. She just hated feeling helpless.

"Well if she leaves, I'm sorry. We don't want to be the cause of it." She looked back down trying to process this Stinson. He was rude, boastful, why didn't she see all of that before? Maybe she saw what she wanted to see after her breakup. Once he refers to the pictures, she nods, a small smile appearing. "Yeah. I just hope his actions and personality differ from his father's." She looks at him the closes her walket. "You can have those if you want, although you might wanna cut off my head in that one where he was born." She figured since she didn't matter, he didn't need a picture of her anywhere, just Luca. "I made copies anyway soo they're all yours."
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#22 Posted : 11 August 2013 03:52:30(UTC)
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Stinson nods and tries to calm down a little. "Exactly. You've had nearly two years to get used to the idea and I've had...what...ten minutes. So I'm sorry if I seem a little hectic and crazy at the moment." He shakes his head and rubs his face. It was strange to be here sitting talking to someone he hadn't seen in two years and barely knew about a kid they now had together, even though he still had vivid memories of their very passionate nights together. He tries to think before speaking, so as not to just blurt out something stupid again. He shrugs. "Look...ok, I accept that you don't want to take my money and you are too proud to accept handouts...but he is my-" the thought catches in his throat for a second. "He is my son," he says quietly. "And I have responsibility for him as well. I will pay. Even if you put it into savings for him for the future, let me pay my way for him, please." He looks at her. No one would ever say that Stinson was unfair in life. He may be a dick sometimes but he had always been a fair and honest guy when it came to serious matters and he wasn't about to duck out of his responsibility on this.

"Well, she will leave. But you two won't be the cause of it. It'll be you and I. The kid has no blame. it's not his fault." He looks through the pictures and starts to feel a lot more calm about the whole thing, even though he can sense Bianca staring at him as if she's analysing him. When she speaks again and insults him, he stands up and shakes his head. "Well fuck you, then. Yeah God forbid he turns out anything like his shit father huh?" He shakes his head, hurt by what she said. "Is that the only memory I get then? three pictures and then you two go on and just enjoy life?" He looks down at the pictures and imagines the damage that those little pieces of evidence will do to his relationship the very second Chantal sees them. She wouldn't even need to ask who it was, it was so obvious he was Stinson's kid.
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#23 Posted : 11 August 2013 04:14:11(UTC)
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Bianca listened to him as he responded to her critique of him. She just nodded and didn't say anything. He was just lashing out because he was probably nervous and scared. She couldn't help him though. Bianca was terrified once she found out she was pregnant. She remembered that day very well because she had a show that same night. She was forced to react quickly and then put on a smile for thousands of people when inside she was a wreck. "Fine." She gave in and agreed to let him pay. She didn't like it but since it was for Luca's future, she knew it was the best decision.

"Well....sorry." That was all she managed to say. "I guess I should have kept this from you so I didn't ruin your perfect life. Excuse me for being such an inconvenience." She was really starting to feel more and more annoyed at him. Was he really blaming her with him? She knew he was seeing Chantal when they were together it was not her fault he was cheating. She just kept her mouth closed about it. "I'll send pictures okay? You live here, I live somewhere else. Co-parenting isn't exactly an option right now. I think you have your hands full anyway." She looked at a picture of Stinson with Jackson. "He's really beautiful." She sighed. "Yeah....I'd rather he not grow up to be a lying, cheating man." Bianca crossed her legs and glared at him.
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#24 Posted : 11 August 2013 05:30:32(UTC)
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Stinson just sits there for a few more moments thinking about things. He couldn't think what was worse for the kid, who he still couldn't seem to address by name - not knowing who his father is, or knowing who it is but knowing how much his mother resents the guy who got her pregnant. He sits on the end of the couch after pacing for a few moments. It was still taking its time to sink in, this news, and it was too late for him to try to force out a brave face. He had already shown that he was terrified. When she agrees to let him pay, he feels a little better though. "Ok, thank you. I just don't want him to think his da-....his father...didn't want to at least give him a good life." He shrugs a little and looks out the window. "I can set up a transfer to you and then it's up to you to deal with the money, or I can pay it into an account for him. It's your call Bianca."

He shakes his head. He was only telling the truth about the whole situation, and here she was getting annoyed about it. "Like I said, Bianca....we both have some sort of degree of blame in this. Is it mostly my fault? Yes, of course it is, but it still takes two people to make a baby, either way, alright? Plus, you aren't going to sit there and tell me you didn't know what was going on at the time. What, you thought I was single now?" He sighs and tries not to let his temper get the better of him again, but then she says something that really gets to him. She'll send pictures. He scoffs a little at her "offer", as if she was doing him a favour by sending him pictures of his own kid. "You'll send pictures? Oh really? I don't want your fucking pictures," he snaps. Deep down, he had admitted to himself that if he was going to be a father, then he would do it right and at least see the kid from time to time. "I'm not adopting a fucking panda in the zoo here, Bianca. You'll send pictures....." And then she says it again, a character slur. "Well yeah, let's hope he doesn't turn out to be a teenager who'll just jump into bed with the first person that pays attention to him either, huh?" he says back at her with a spiteful glance.

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#25 Posted : 11 August 2013 09:42:38(UTC)
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Bianca nodded. "Just put it in his account. I'll work all that out soon." She rubs her arms not wanting to argue with him anymore. She felt it was all redundant and she's be repeating herself. All he saw was her sitting there dropping a bombshell on him and his life was over. She didn't really know what else could be said. Now it was becoming a war of words between the two just out of anger and spite. He was wrong. She didn't regret having a child with him. She didn't hate him at all, like he said, they didn't know each other. She just felt alone all the time and wanted someone to share her happiness with but that was a memory. She knew she'd most likely be alone for a while and she accepted that fact.

"Yes, I am telling you that. I didn't find out until after but it really doesn't matter. You don't owe me anything, not an apology or an explanation. I'm fine without it." Bianca feared this. What if he tried to take him from her if she said no? She did not know him well enough to just send them off on their way. "I don't know when you can visit him. I'm recording now and I'm not home as much. Forgive me if I don't entirely just want to ship him off to you like that. We'll just have to figure out a time that's good for both of us to meet." She tried to ignore his remark which basically sounded like he called her a slut. She pretended like the comment didn't hurt her but she refused to show any hurt or weakness to him intentionally. "Hopefully he doesn't." She said quietly. "I should probably go now or something. I don't like being anywhere I'm not welcomed." She sighed and stood up.
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#26 Posted : 11 August 2013 10:26:20(UTC)
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Stinson nods and sits quietly for a few minutes. "Cool....well I suppose I'll do that then, Bianca," he says half sarcastically. He got the feeling now that no matter what he said or tried to do to be a good guy about the whole thing, she wouldn't really care, and she would never see him as anything more than a father on a biological level. That upset him a little, knowing that she didn't really want him to be a part of the kid's life at all. He looked up at her, seeing how awkward she looked, and for the first time, he felt like he wished she hadn't come at all. Even when he was scared and angry, he was still happy that she had at least came here to tell him, but now? Now he wished she hadn't come at all since it made her feel so awkward and complicated her life.

"Ok, then...well I am a total bastard for stringing you along then. I assumed you would have known. Guess I'm just too big headed for my own good as well then. I wasn't going to apologise. It's not like I tricked you or lied to you at all. No matter what you think." He shakes his head and sighs. Was she seriously just saying that because she was busy, he could never see his kid. "You know what...I'm not gonna be a dad that he sees like every six months, so don't give me bullshit about recording. Is that more important to you than your kid getting to know its father?" He walks around the back of the couch and pours a whiskey at the bar, not caring that it's still early. He looks at her when she makes to leave. "Are you even fucking serious? You know what? No. It's time to grow the fuck up. You do not come into a man's house, tell him he has a kid, make some vague promise about maybe seeing the kid in the future sometime and then leave. That is bullshit, Bianca. Why did you even come here if you're gonna pull that sort of shit on me?" He looks at her with a real anger in his eyes now.
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#27 Posted : 11 August 2013 10:54:45(UTC)
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She rubbed her head. "I keep thinking maybe all of this would have been easier if you just would've checked your texts or email's. Maybe...it would've been less awkward and less arguing. Maybe not, I don't know. I just really don't want to do this. I have sat down and thought about this situation and scenario at least a hundred times. Half of me thought 'Oh he won't care.' And then the other half of me thought..'He'll care.' But I knew it wouldn't be easy at all because we have two different lives." Bianca sighs, not sure what she's even rambling about. "I'm not trying to be difficult." She looked down. "I know I'm not the ideal person you wanted to have a family with but it happened and we just have to get over it for the sake of our son."

When he continues to say she shared part of the blame, she just nodded. "Okay, fine we're both guilty then, whatever. It doesn't matter. I'm not saying it is more important than him but for the past few months, it's been a crucial part for me to plan to keep food on the table, food in his mouth, clothes on his back and an apartment to live in. I don't exactly just have tons of money stashed away. When I'm not taking care of him, I have to take care of the rest of my family so it's been hard. I'm trying to get money some way and putting out music is the only way I know how so yes, I have to record. That money you want to give him will help with his education and everything but right now, he's living from my money, and I can honestly say he's been fine without knowing his father and he'll probably continue to be fine but I'd like you two to form some kind of relationship. I don't want to take that away from you. You can see him whenever you want." She then frowned at him. "And don't tell me to fucking grow up. I grew up the minute I was in labor with him for 18 hours. I grew up a hell of a lot since the last time you saw me. I told you, I came here to tell you because you deserved to know. I assumed you'd pay me off to make this go away or something so I didn't expect the offer to actually be a father to him."
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#28 Posted : 11 August 2013 11:20:34(UTC)
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Stinson looks at her and then laughs a little as he also rubs his head. "It's one of the things about being....how did you say it? A cheat? I tended not to call you off my real phone, so the number you had was thrown away long ago, sorry." He shrugs. She was right. It would have been a lot easier to do this over the phone, but he knew that if it had gone down that way, he definitely would have run away, hung up and ignored the issue. At least this way he knew that he had been forced to face the issue head on, and he was glad of that in many ways. He nods. "If someone had asked me how I'd react to something like this, honestly I have no clue what I'd have said. But....you're here, and we need to deal with it after all." When she mentioned 'having a family', he felt a little weird. Is that what she thought this was? "Well yeah....I didn't think you and I would be seeing each other ever again, never mind having a kid." He shrugs. "It is what it is though, huh? As much as we would both rather it not be the case, together we are mom and dad to someone." He shakes his head at the thought.

"Well, yeah. I get that, I get that you need to earn money, of course. But my point, Miss Moretti, was the fact that you shouldn't just decide that because you are recording that just means I get shut out until it's convenient for you. They have flights, I have the capacity to go from one city to another. I do it often, in fact," he adds sarcastically and then laughs at himself. When she says he has been fine without a father, Stinson shrugs. "I get the feeling you'd have been quite happy if I came out today and said that I didn't want to be his dad. Wouldn't you?" He shakes his head. "I'm not a true asshole, Bianca. I might have fucked around in the past and done some things that upset people, but no one deserves to grow up without a dad, right?" He shakes his head again and then looks really mad when she mentions that he might have paid her off. "Charming. Fucking charming. So you thought I'd try to bury the problem with money. It just shows how much you really really didn't get to know me at all I guess." He sighs. "Seriously?"
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#29 Posted : 11 August 2013 11:42:15(UTC)
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"Well there you go. I wasn't familiar with that then but now I'm practically able to teach a class in it now. Funny how I seem to attract them." She noticed how his facial expression changed when she called them a family. Maybe that was the wrong route to go down but it was true, they were a family by blood but not the ideal family she'd always dreamed of having one day. This was the best she figured she'd ever have. "I get it. We're two people that share blood with someone. I won't try to glorify it in any other way..We just need to do this and get over it." Bianca walked back over to the couch, with her arms folded. She seemed more calm now, not as ready to cut his head off as opposed to a few minutes ago. She figured, arguing would get them no where and he'd just blame her and say she was trying to keep them apart, which wasn't the case. She was just afraid and didn't know anything about this man. How could she just suddenly hand over their son just because he was biologically his father?

"Then fly to Ohio or whatever if that's what you want." Bianca paused before answering his question. The way he worded sounded kind of cruel. "After a year of not having one there....I managed. I would have just did what I do best and got on with life. I wouldn't have had time to just wait for you, life goes on. True, it would be easier but I knew from the start that none of this would be easy." Bianca nods. "I agree, no one does but it happens and some children get on just fine." When he gets angry about her assumption she sighed. "That's my damn point, I don't know you. I don't know what you're like, I don't know what you'll do, I do not fucking know you from the homeless man down the street. All I know is that I traveled here to tell you this and I'm standing in your home, feeling very well out of my comfort zone by being here because I know, and you know, that I'm not welcomed here and I've probably just destroyed a family because I thought you should know. Call me stupid, call me whatever you want. I did what I thought was best. That's all I ever did. I slept with you because I wanted to and I felt something that, you know, wasn't returned to me but I don't care about that now." She felt herself about to lose it and she tried her best to stop it from happening but it did. A tear fell from her eye and she quickly tried to wipe it away. "I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, I don't know anything anymore. All I know is that I have a son with you and if you wanna be apart of his life then great and if you didn't, I'd be okay with that. I just- damn it." She covered her face and turned around. She didn't know why she was getting so emotional over this. Maybe the whole time she had been lying to herself. "I'm trying to be a good mother but it gets hard some days and I don't know what to do." She sniffled and then looked back at him. "I shouldn't be here. Chantal is gonna murder me, I should go."
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#30 Posted : 11 August 2013 12:08:04(UTC)
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"Yeah, I guess you just got unlucky ending up in bed with a guy like me, huh?" He shrugs. "I genuinely never meant for you to get hurt, by the way. I guess I just wasn't aware of what my actions were doing to people back then. Turns out they can have some pretty big consequences though, I guess." He smirks a little and looks towards her. He nods when she speaks again and rubs his temple with his two fingers. "Yeah, that's true. And we will deal with it. It'll get easier I imagine and I hope we won't always be at each other's throats like this. For the kid's sake more than anything else." He tries to smile at her, but it manages to come out quite weird. He guessed he had to try to make her feel a little more at ease somehow though. At the moment, she seemed to be totally against the idea of ever leaving their son with him, and he didn't want that. He wanted to be a real father. Not just a visitor or a parent he saw at Christmas and birthdays.

He shrugs and nods. "I can fly to Ohio. I've never been before, but I can't imagine it's all that bad," he says jokingly. She seems to get all defensive though, so he decides again to drop the jokey demeanour and get more serious again. "Look...I'm not saying you couldn't have managed without me around. I have every confidence that you could do it on your own and that you would have been fine even if I never knew he existed. But the point is now that I do know and I'm not about to be one of these waster fathers who misses the chance to be a part of their kid's life. I wouldn't wish that on the kid. Like you, I imagine he'd have managed fine without me. Why wouldn't he after all? But he shouldn't have to." He looks over at her as she starts to rant again and puts his hand on the back of the couch. He downs his whiskey and places the glass back at the bar. "Correct. And I don't know you from Adam, but you're here and this is what we have to deal with now. Is my family likely to be ruined?" He pauses, taking that thought in, before speaking again. "Yes....yes it is. But while I would rather the whole thing never happened, the fact is that it did, and the fact it happens means that I am glad you came to told me. If this happened and I had never known...that would be worse." She says something then that confuses him. "What...what was never returned?" Next time he looks up, Stinson is a bit surprised to see Bianca is crying. He sighs. "You did the right thing in coming to tell me. I've told you that."
He stands there feeling rather helpless as she cries, before she says that she wants to leave. He walks over towards her and shakes his head. "Chantal isn't going to come in and kill you. She's working away." He puts his hand on her shoulder. "Don't cry Bianca. You're a good mother. Look how happy he is," he says, lifting a photo. Look....don't go. There's so much to discuss. Stay a while."
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Bianca tried to stop herself from crying. She hated crying in front of anyone, let alone a guy. She looked up at him. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to go all dramatic there." She looks at the photo. "Yeah...he does. I just thought he was a genuinely happy baby." She laughs a little then sniffles, wiping her eyes again. "I want this to work. This whole...co-parenting thing. Look, I don't hate you. I've never hated you at all. How could I when you gave me such an amazing gift? I guess part of me was living back in my teen years. I thought all this would turn out to be the start of something between us but I know that's just stupid. It was a fairy tale and I don't believe in those at all." She sighs, finally feeling emotionally stable now. "I meant that the feelings weren't returned. I guess it's true, girls get attached too fast and guys just don't care. I guess I felt like it would be something more but I shouldn't have. But now I know better and I'm fine with all of that. If I'm being really honest here, I thought maybe...somewhere deep down inside of me, me coming here would ignite something. I know that's selfish and rude of me considering your family here but it was just a thought and then when I looked around, I realize I was stupid. That surely wouldn't happen because, I mean who'd wanna leave all of this for me? Not saying I'm not a catch, I am but even I wouldn't leave my family for me. I'm not that stupid." She tries to make light of the situation.

"Fine, I don't mind staying a little bit longer. But if she surprises you and comes back early, you've got nobody to blame but yourself buddy." She stares at him in his eyes. Something clicked in Bianca at that moment. She hadn't looked him in the eyes the whole time she was there, really looked him in the eyes. She just kept remembering when they first met and they stared at each other the same way. She looked away, knowing she was just being silly again. "What else do we need to talk about?"
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#32 Posted : 11 August 2013 13:00:30(UTC)
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Stinson sighed as she cried. He had no idea why she was getting so emotional, but he was sure that it was something he had done to upset her at some point. He watches her for a moment, waiting for Bianca to stop crying. When she speaks, he smiles at first as if to make her feel better. "Well....I've never met him, but he does look like a happy baby to me. You've done a good job with him, Bianca." He sits down and motions for her to sit down on the couch as well, feeling at last like there had been a breakthrough and now they would be able to talk and resolve the whole thing. "Yes, me too. I think we can make it work and sort out visiting and stuff. It won't be easy, but he can see me as often as possible. it's important for him to have a dad around after all." When she admits to not hating him, he smiles a little, but this quickly changes when she mentions the next part, that she had dreamed of them actually being together. He had always thought when they were together that it was just for the sex, and he thought she felt the same. Now he started to feel a little bad, almost like he had exploited her for sex. "I'm...sorry. I mean...I never meant to lead you on at all. I thought...I thought you just wanted an affair as well. A fling. I didn't know you had true feelings for me. I guess I am a real shit after all."

And then she says something that really shocks him. That she thought her arrival today would spark a reunion. He should be angry, but he looks at her with more of a confused expression. "You....you wanted to come here and be with me?" He asks. "Did you know I was with Chantal when you thought that?" He watches her carefully, unsure if she's trying to play some sort of game here with him. "Anyone would be lucky to have you. I just...I assumed you hated me. You had that look in your eyes when you arrived here earlier like you were only here because you had to be."

Stinson smirks a little sadly. "No matter when she comes home, I'm pretty dead anyway. It would only speed up the process I guess." He sighs and then looks up just as Bianca stares at him with those big blue eyes of hers. He looks at her in silence for a few seconds, remembering everything from when they were together. Fuck, he thinks to himself, before he looks away and breaks the gaze, forcing him to look elsewhere. "I mean....anything. Are you keeping it a secret from the world...that I'm his dad? How often do you want me to visit?" He was rambling now. That stare into her eyes had knocked him for 6 and his mind was reeling.

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"I didn't know what I really wanted at first to be honest, Stinson. I thought when I saw you, I would hate you but...I don't." She looks at him. "I'm sure that Chantal will forgive you. She'll be pissed but I'm sure once she gets over it, she'll realize you're more important to her than she thinks." Bianca listened to him and agreed. She thought their nights together were just sex too at first but then she started to feel more than that from him. She didn't say it because she knew her place back then. She was just the girl he was meeting up with at expensive hotels and the girl he'd leave there come morning time. They weren't together, they just had sex. Normally, any girl would probably enjoy that but Bianca had just been the one who fell for him when it happened. She tried to ignore it but she couldn't. After she got pregnant, it made her think about him more and more. That's why she sent the texts and email's, she wanted to see him again but when he never replied, she took that as a sign that she really was just a quickie for him the whole time. "No, you didn't lead me on. It was my fault. I did want that. It's fine, don't apologize. You're not, I was just too attached, that's all. You know how teenagers can be sometimes, silly."

"Yeah...I knew about her. That's what I meant about being selfish. I was supposed to just be here for Luca..not my own personal gain. But don't worry, I'm not going to try to persuade you or anything. Thanks, but my track record would say other wise. Anyway, I thought after you ignored me that I should just come here for Luca and nothing more. I also didn't want to cause a scene. I wanted to do it as quickly as possible then leave. I felt like I was invading your space here so I didn't want to just lay all that on you."

Bianca feels a little sorry for him. He was probably right, she probably would leave him and then he'd have two sons to try and look after. After she looks away from staring at him, she shrugs. "I mean, it's up to you. It's your life, your privacy if you want it. I'm pretty much prepared for any rude comments headed my way and I'm sure someone will see us all together eventually. But if you don't want the public to know, I won't say anything. I wasn't really planning to anyway. I'm not a media junkie." She thinks for a minute. "Whenever you want...I guess."

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"You don't know Chantal at all," he muses, shaking his head a little and scratching at his stubble. "She's the most strong willed person I've ever known, and there is literally no way she would ever stand for this. She'll be gone before I can even get to the end of the sentence. It's such a shit thing as well....because I've changed. I guess the past really does come back to haunt you." Stinson listens to her explanation and nods. It wasn't until he said "you know how teenagers are" that it hit him really. She had been only 19 at the time, so of course it was far more likely that she would feel some sort of attachment and link to him. He had been stupid in trying to make it just about sex with her when she wanted more, and he cursed himself for not seeing it at the time, for brushing off the sad looks she would give him when he left those hotel rooms in the morning while she was still in bed. He imagined what she must have gone through, especially in the months since she had got pregnant, wondering where he was and how to contact him, and he realised how much harder it must have been given that she had actually wanted to be with him. He shakes his head. "It's not your fault. I should have realised you were getting closer and feeling like that. I'm sorry," he says, looking into her eyes again.

The more she speaks, the more Stinson can see the truth behind all the bravado and anger that she had shown earlier when she arrived. It seemed she really had come here without an idea of what was going to happen, and she possibly even wondered if the baby would change things. "Look, don't apologise. You came here for Luca and that's totally admirable, Bianca," he says, trying to make her feel more at ease and relaxed again. "You came here so that our son could know who his father is, and I respect that 100%." He sighs when she says she's not going to try to persuade him. Was that what she had really thought at some time, that she would come here and ask him to leave Chantal for her and Luca. His head was spinning now, the thought of Bianca feeling like that about him at any time had never even entered his head. "You weren't invading my space. Like I've told you, I appreciate and respect you so much for coming to tell me," he chuckles, again catching her gaze.

When she speaks about the whole public thing, he nods and thinks for a few moments about the situation. He sighs and rubs his face. He had had many dealings with the press, and knew that sometimes the thing was to meet them head on and play them at their game. "Well...like you say, it's going to come out at some point. The choice is whether they discover it and paint it as some secret we've been sitting on for a while, or if we want to just tell them and get it over with. We'll be judged, but it would be out in the open." He nods. "I want to meet him as soon as possible. I don't want to wait for that."
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"I know of her. I did research on you guys...just to be safe. I didn't want to walk in here without knowing something about you two." Bianca stared at him, wondering if she was really going to be that stubborn as to leave him. "I don't know...maybe I'm just not like her. If you've changed then you've changed. It's not like it happened recently...and besides, I mean...if you wanted, you could always keep it from her. I'm not saying I suggest that but it's a choice. It's not like I'm going to be speaking or having a girl's night out with her in this lifetime." She wished she hadn't said anything. She didn't want him to feel guilty or anything. "It doesn't matter Stinson...really. Stop, please. Don't say you're sorry. I'm a big girl, I can handle myself. It was what it was. I don't want your sympathy. If you play with fire you get burned right? I just got a massive 3td degree burn." She laughed a little, being able to joke about it. She felt like he was starting to realize how she felt after all of these years which she thought came a little late. Maybe he had changed and felt something now but she didn't want him to feel sorry for her or anything.

Bianca nods at him, accepting the fact that she had done the right thing despite what her mind told her earlier. Luca was getting the chance to have some sort of connection with his father now, thanks to her. She realized had she not said anything, there was no way Stinson would have reached out since he didn't even know. "I didn't mean that that was my intentions, I meant I didn't want you to think that's what I was doing, using him as an excuse to try to get with you." She shook her head quickly. "I wasn't doing that. I would never." She smiles at him. "I have respect for you since you didn't try to run away...but I would have understood if you wanted to. I wouldn't hold that against you. It's a scary thing, finding out you're responsible for another life."

She was practically a newbie to press, she didn't get much and she was glad. No one was really chasing after her with cameras or invading her privacy but she couldn't help feel if this got out that all of that would change. She knew people would start to suspect things and try to follow her and see Luca. She wasn't an idiot, she read magazines sometimes and gossip columns. She had no intentions of ending up on the next one. "I've got no problem with judgement. Being Italian comes with a judgement on it's own." She chuckled then pushed her hair back behind her ear and looked at him. "Really? Well...I mean he's ready whenever you are..I'm sure he'd love to meet you too. He'll be shy at first but he'll warm up to you. I think it'll be a good experience for both of you." She continued to gaze into his eyes as her words trailed off. Why was he staring at her like that? More importantly, why couldn't she take her eyes off of him?

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"Yeah, I guess I just think of what I would do if I was in her shoes, and I know I would leave. It won't matter that it wasn't recent, I still betrayed her. And not only that but I had a kid before I had a kid with her." He shrugs and then gets up to pour himself another whiskey. "There's no point keeping it from her. Not if I want to have a relationship with my son. Sneaking around would just mean short visits and no way to be able to enjoy it because I'd be worrying about getting caught or whatever." He sits back down with his drink and nods as he has a thoughtful look on his face. "I guess everyone who comes near me ends up getting burned. After Chantal leaves I'll be lucky to be able to find anyone else. Maybe that will be for the good of women around the world though," he says with a nervous little laugh, shaking his head and holding the glass with both hands as he stares into the dark amber liquid within it.

Stinson nods again and tries to laugh and seem a little more normal. "Running away is for the non famous, Bianca. It's not like you would never have been able to find me if I had run." He nods. "Besides, I'm a grown up now, I learned after Jackson came along that my actions have consequences, even if I don't like them, and I have to deal with those when they come along." He laughs a little. "I know you wouldn't use him to get with me. You don't seem the type of girl to do that. Those sort of girls are the ones who live in council estates and wear their pyjamas all day. You seem a little too mature to be playing games like that." He was pleased he was going to get the chance to be a dad again, no matter if it was going to be difficult for him. And he was even happier that he now knew about Luca. It made him a little sad to think that he had been out there for a year with no dad - no one deserved that, even if Bianca was a great mom to him.

Stinson sees the way Bianca starts to think once he mentioned the press, and he smiles. "Don't worry, I'll call the magazines off. They might love a good story, but if you know who to pay, you can buy a little bit of privacy. I can make sure they don't hassle you guys too much." He laughs at her next point about being Italian. "Yeah, I bet people think you're a proper Mafia chick, right?" He laughs and winks at her. "Well....ok. I'll meet him as soon as I can. I know it will be hard for him to meet me, and if he rejects me....hey I can't blame him, but I at least want to try to give him the chance to know me." He looks up again to see her staring at him and he stares back for a few moments. "I forgot how damn blue your eyes were," he says with a laugh to break the tension.
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Bianca sighs. "I guess so." She watches him as he gets another drink. "I don't think it's you, I think it's....guys like you. Or guys who are like how you used to be...sometimes it just hurts you know? Guys see one thing and girls see something totally different. Any girl can say 'Okay, let's screw around and no strings attached' but I guarantee you, she'll start feeling something." She shakes her head. "I don't believe you're a bad guy. I just think you made a few bad choices like we all have in our past..I'm sure everything will work out, somehow. You should think positive." She shrugged a little, knowing it wouldn't be that simple but she couldn't tell him he was screwed even though she knew he was.

"I don't think I would have tried to find you if you ran away.." She laughed a little. "I think I would've gotten the hint then. I think kids make a lot of us grow up." She smiles slowly. "Thanks. There's one thing you know about me, I'm not that much of a bitch. I wish I could live in my pajamas all day. I'm kinda too busy with life." She smirked. She could tell that he was really excited about meeting Luca and getting the chance to be a father all over again. She thought about how easy it was since he didn't know any better yet. All he knew was Bianca and the rest of his family really but he was friendly so he would be easy to win over. She had to admit, she was anxious to see how their meeting would turn out as well.


"Do you really have that sort of power? That seems a little....big." She was amazed that he could settle something like that so simple. She wasn't aware at what type of power he had at all. She wasn't even really sure of what he did actually, that was kind of embarrassing to her. "I never thought I'd be happy at someone buying off the press. I might wanna be careful around you then, since you have this sort of power." Bianca laughed. "Yeah, mafia and mobs and they think we're all like Jersey Shore or something." She shakes her head. "He won't reject you, he just won't know you, that's all. Just bribe him with a cookie and you're pretty much good." She chuckles before he comments on her eyes. "Yeah...yours too. I mean, I forgot your eyes were so blue." She softly chuckled.
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Stinson shrugs and thinks for a moment. "When you're a guy like....like I was, I guess you never think about what a girl is thinking with regards to the future. Like...when I was with you, I never took into account that you were 19 and likely to start feeling something." He laughs. "Makes me feel fucking stupid now though, let me tell you. It's so obvious, thinking back." He looks over at her. "That face you would make when I left the bed in the morning. Yeah...is that why you disappeared?" He clears his throat as he listens to her. "Thanks, Bianca, I was a bad guy though. I didn't think about other people. I've long since accepted that I was a bit of a jackass back then. Some of us grow up, guys I mean. Just look at my old boss." When she pretends he's not screwed, Stinson scoffs. "I'm done for. Women won't come near me anymore. I've been caught too many times now. Maybe I'll buy one of those latex vaginas they sell," he laughs. "I can use my lonely tears as lube."

Stinson smiles and nods. "I'd need to be pretty crazy to run away. I mean, it strikes me that only a total freak wouldn't want to have the chance to see his kid grow up. Maybe it's just me, but if I've created a new life, I'm gonna be there for them, you know? That being said, when she told me Jackson was coming along, I nearly left that day...she held the door for me and I nearly went. Don't judge me, I was scared," he chuckles. He smiles at her. "Nah, you're a good chick. I got to know you pretty well...in some ways, I guess. Plus, if you had been a bitch, you wouldn't be here, would you?" He smiles, glad to be getting the chance to meet his kid now that it was all sinking in. He was nervous about how it would go, and how her family would react to him just turning up and trying to play dad aftr a year, and he looked a little worried.

"Bribe him with a cookie? Alright then. In all seriousness though...I hope he likes me. I want to be a real dad and not one that he dreads spending time with." As she questions his power, he laughs. "How do you think some celebs get less paparazzi than others? It's the people at labels. We know who pushes the clitoris of the photography industry. You just gotta hit the right person with some serious green and it works out fine. I'll keep them off you and Luca no problem. When he says the kid's name out loud for the first time, he feels a little strange, almost as if he didn't deserve to say his name after never being around. "Yeah, you gotta watch your words around me. I'm like a skinny and hot Tony Soprano. I could have you dead in an hour," he jokes. "But then I suppose your mobster family and Don Moretti would put a price on my head, huh?" He laughs a little as he finds himself almost flirting with her. What was he doing? He tries to stop, but then finds himself staring at her again. "Thanks. I grew these eyes myself," he says with a cheeky little smile.

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"He loves cookies." She smiled. "But if you give him too many, he'll start thinking he'll keep getting them then he'll get grumpy when he doesn't get them." Bianca decided to stand up, tired of sitting on the couch now. "Don't worry, he'll like you. I thought he'd hate me after he was born but I think he's pretty fond of me." She jokes then decides to stop attempting to flirt with him and looks around. "So...seriously, who decorated this place? This is....worse than my apartment." She laughed a little. "Something tells me it was definitely a man." Once she found herself sneaking glances at him, she realized that she was in the danger zone. She was attracted to him and he was there. She couldn't stop staring at him and thinking about their previous encounters, all of which were a bad sign of her still having feelings for him, something she was afraid of. She tried to shake the feeling but it wouldn't go away. Something told her that he sort of felt the same way but she wasn't going to embarrass herself and confront him aloud, risking the possibility of her being wrong.

"Anything else you wanna know about him?" She ended up saying after a few minutes of silence, trying to focus on something else.
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Stinson smiles as he learns a little bit more about his son's personality. "If you're the strict one, maybe I can be the parent who gives him all the cookies he wants," he says with a wide smile, warming to the idea of being a dad quickly. "Why would he hate you? You're his mom and you're always there. Me? I'm the guy who just left...I guess...in his eyes. The guy who mistreated his mother." He looks at the decor in the room when she comments on it. "Your mom," he jokes. "No we got some interior guy in. He does work for Johnny Depp and Tom Burton. I guess I should have realised he wouldn't leave us with something normal." He watches her as she walks around the room a little, strangely unable to not watch her. When she isn't looking, he inadvertently finds himself checking her out, and he tries to shake it out of his head. There was a reason he had slept with her so often before, and she had only gotten hotter since then. All this talk of how she liked him, had feelings for him, it confused Stinson. And now they were parents together. That just confused his thoughts even more. He knew she would be on his mind a lot if he didn't say something, but he didn't know where to get the words from, or even how he would word what he was feeling.

"...Oh...umm....yeah, what sort of toys does he like? I feel I might have a chance if I bring a peace offering with me." He laughs, trying to change the subject and distract his own train of thought.
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