Suzie laughed rolling her eyes "Well ummm...im not a groupie. Maybe you've come across alot of trampy girls who do that....which brings me to what I needed to talk to you about. " Suzie followed Kidd to his car and sat down. "Anyway, I was the one who tweeted you and you had the nerve to say I'm thirsty? What the hell was that about?" She opened up her jacket cause it was hot in the car. Suzie showed the rest of her outfit which was a black leather crop top that complimented her boobs even more. "Like, that was mean...cute boys are suppose to be mean"

Suzie laughs "What I like about you is that you think you've got me alllll figured out. She grinned alittle more "I'm always down for having a good time. I was just telling the truth. But so what? You think I give a fuck about what people think?!I flirt when I want to flirt. You've flirted with me before. Do I hold it against you though? Nooo" Suzie smiled "I really don't care though, I'm infamous and accomplished" ..."and about your girlfriend...awwww.... she's your happiness? and you've been going out for how long?"

"What are you looking for...? What are you waiting for....?" Kai sings along to his iPod quite poignantly as he dries himself, having just come out of the shower. He was feeling a little shitty today, so he was trying his best to keep his mind pre-occupied with songs from his teenage years. Just now, even Good Charlotte was better than silence. He just had time to think in the silence. His mind was in overdrive these days. He was in a constant internal battle with himself. Should he tell Faith? Confess to everything? Or should he continue along this path of self preservation he had been on for months? One thing was for sure, Germany had changed him. Living with Faith had made him think a lot more.

Kai is just finishing getting dried off after his shower when he hears a yell from somewhere else in the apartment, only just audible over the music in his ears. He takes his headphones off and wraps the towel around himself, walking through the apartment to look for Faith. "What did you say, love?" he asks, walking over and giving her a kiss on the cheek. It wasn't like Kai at all, but things had been a lot different since they had got here. He was sure Faith hated it, but he had become somehow more romantic and caring since they were here. Something about the place relaxed him, and being so removed from the majority of music's most colourful characters meant that he was often a lot more relaxed. He was surprised to see Faith cooking, given that she was about as thrilled about heading into the kitchen as he was. "What you making, love? I'm fucking famished." He sits at the table and watches her. That was when the guilt came. When he saw how happy she was here, he felt bad about all the things he had done, and felt a strange urge to put them right. He sighs loudly.

Kai laughs. "Oh, yeah sorry love. Joel Madden was screeching in my ear about holding on. You know how I can get suicidal if Good Charlotte aren't motivating me to stay strong," he jokes. If there was one thing Kai liked about being here with Faith most it was how settled and relaxed they both seemed now. There was no pretence anymore and they were just at ease with each other. In the past, he'd have been dressing to impress, but now he knew she loved him even when he was lounging around in a towel like right now, and he found that strangely comforting. "Lemon chicken? Can't say I've ever tasted It. You know me though, love. I'll try owt once. And I'm sure your soup will land me in less trouble than half the stuff I've tried in the past." he smiles at her until she asks him what's wrong. There's a momentary pause as he almost just blurts it out. He wanted her to know so badly, but at the same time he was scared that he would lose her and everything they had here, even if it has only been a short time. He realises after a few seconds that he had been quiet for too long, so he jumps up and walks over, wrapping his arms around her. "Sorry, babe. Nothings wrong. It's fine," he smiles, kissing her shoulder from behind. "Soup smells crackin', by the way."

"What's middle school? Like 12 or 13? I think that's the last time Madden was cool as well, although he's spent the last few years trying to convince himself otherwise." When Faith copies his accent, Kai smirks. It was cute that she picked up on all his little quirks and his strong accent. "Aye, owt," he repeats with a laugh. "We'll have you speaking like a reet Yorkshire lass yet, love." Kai watches Faith pour the soup into their two bowls, savouring the smell. She seemed to be far more of a cook than she let on in the past. With his arms around her, Kai is worried that Faith was going to push the issue further. He wanted to tell her, but he wanted to do it when he had the chance to work out how to say it, and what to say. Not when he was under pressure to say something. He kisses her back, holding her hips, and pulls her closer to him, enjoying feeling the warmth of her against him. "I fucking love you, Browdy," Kai says to make her feel a little easier. He felt like he was, at last, ready to fully commit, as awful as that sounded four months into a relationship. "Don't be sorry, love. I understand," he says sympathetically. Kai could only imagine what it was like to be with him. It couldn't be easy with all the suspicions and stuff, but he wanted her to feel she could trust him. He kisses her forehead. "Soup time, love. Before it goes cold.Don't want to spoil all your hard work."

"I think when I was about 13 I was....smoking weed and swearing at people. Fucking hell....the more things change eh?" he laughs. "Girls and Boys is shite though. Anthem or gtfo." Kai winks and then shrugs. "There were some high points of those years. Some of those bands are still favourites of mine." When she copies his accent again, he starts to laugh and applauds her efforts. He was impressed. "Really? Jesus, how do you even manage to have a conversation with me? Right....reet means like...very, I guess. And owt just means anything. Like "I'll try owt, me."" He laughs and looks down at his soup, taking in the smell. "Smells bloody lovely, babe." He lifts his spoon but stops when he sees the sad look on her face. "What's wrong, love?" He was worried now. He had recently started to get worried about losing her, and he was really concerned that she wasn't happy with him sometimes. He puts his spoon down and holds her hand. "Is everything alright, Faith?" This was a different Kai. He seemed a little vulnerable and caring, unlike he had been in England. After a moment, he takes a spoonful of the soup and tastes it, smiling. "Yeah, stick it in the book love. This is one recipe to hand down to the grandkids," he jokes.

"Hahaha, how very droll, love," Kai says with a look pretending that he is offended at her dig at his music. "Come on now, we all know the reason you dropped your panties in that bathroom was because you're the Rollins' superfan." He winks at her, joking around - Kai liked that they were able to be asses to each other like that and both know that it was all light hearted. But as he eats his soup, he listens to her airing her real fears over their relationship, and he puts his spoon back on the table again, sighing. He nods slowly and then moves around to sit in the chair next to her. "Faith....do I seem like the sort of guy who would be doing something if it didn't make me happy? I love you, babe. Honestly I do and I've been happier than ever since we moved here right. I wouldn't pretend to be happy if I wasn't." He puts his hand on her back and rubs it gently as if to comfort her.

Kai smirks at her accent, resisitng the want to retaliate with a "yeeha!" "I can't believe you think I sound posh though. Where I'm from we Sheffield types sound rough as fuck." he laughs and smiles at her. "You really want me to come to Texas some time? I've never been Before. It seems like a nice place though. Will I get to rope me a steer?" Kai laughs lightly. He was loving the current relationship with Faith. It was safe and fun and risky all at the same time, and the two were still so hot for each other that the passion was still very much alive. Kai was happier with Faith than he had been at any other time in his life, that much was obvious to anyone who saw him, and he wanted to hold onto this, to her, with everything he had. Kai smiles when she speaks, finding her little worries and insecurities sweet and Charming. He holds her hand and kisses it. "Browdy, I promise I'm not just sticking around because of that. I'm here because I love you and I want to be with you. You make me happier than I've ever been, love." he kisses her head gently. "I love you too. You're happy with me aren't you?" he smiles. "I'm glad we moved here. It made things much clearer for me. Made me see what I want in life."

"Good. I don't want to have to start wearing a fucking cravat to keep up my posh persona," he winks. "Sounds like a lovely place, love. Can I assume that these people who will think of me as posh will be dressed in overalls and engine oil?" He laughs, obviously joking. "I don't think you sound particularly Texan, though. Did you have to work to get rid of that or am I just deaf?" He nods. "Shit, yeah, I'll go. I'll buy one of those hats and some chaps and everything. I don't care if no one else is a cowboy." He takes a cigarette out and lights. "Drugs? Sounds not too bad to me. Unless we're talking cocaine and machete type shit. I'll steer clear of that. Kai smiles when Faith says she's happy even when they fight. It made him think that maybe they could get through it if he told her the truth about the whole affair scenario. "Same here, love," he says. "I've never been more relaxed and happy with anyone before." When she asks what he wants, he smiles softly. "You, Faith. To have this life here with you. That's what I want. That's the most important thing to me now."