Billy sits with a leg either side of Jerry as he slowly massages his back, returning the favour from a few days. Billy recently had a little breakdown in a hotel room and was in a very dark place for a few days. He was unable to control his emotions or even remember what happened in the hotel room. His good friend Jerry had to come by to try to bring him back down to earth. Thankfully, in the company of his friend again and in the comfort of his own home, Billy is feeling right as rain and it's about time too. Although he and Jerry are just in their boxers and having a lot of close contact, he actually doesn't feel turned on for once. He genuinely wants to make it up to Jerry after all the trouble he went to and it starts off by giving him a brilliant massage. Billy has a nice, firm grip but it isn't too rough so he gives great massages aided with a little bit of lotion. He moves further down Jerry's back and chuckles. "You know if someone walked in right now and saw us, a lot of questions would be raised. Oh and that reminds me, Dennis thinks that we're fucking." Billy laughs lightly and leans forward, practically laying on top of Jerry as he presses his lips right up against his ear and whispers. "But he can think what he likes, right?" He chuckles and starts to massage Jerry's bare back again. The pair have already smoked a joint each so it's safe to say they're having a fun time while unwinding.

Billy continues to rub Jerry's back, making sure he's hitting all the right spots. It's unusual for Billy not only to do something for someone else but to willingly get this close to someone. Although lots of people think Billy enjoys skin on skin contact, he can actually be quite cold and tends to wriggle away when people try to hug him if he doesn't want to be touched. It's not a diva thing, it's just the way he's always been. As Jerry moans, he applies a little more pressure on the spot and laughs a little. "Is that good?" He continues to massage him, moving a little further down his back before moving to his legs, giving them a deep rub to relieve some tension. "Oh you know, the usual shit. He doesn't like the fact that I'm hanging out with you, he doesn't like me, gloating about the fact that he has a girlfriend and that I don't. Petty stuff, really. Not that I even care about what he says. He's the second biggest cunt in your group behind Christopher."

Billy wakes up, hearing the sound of Jerry's voice. Sleeping in late isn't really unusual for Billy since he absolutely loves his bed. He can lay down extremely early and still snore through all the way until midday the next day. What is actually different for him is the fact that he shared the bed with someone. Despite what people think, he hasn't been sleeping around lately and he just enjoys the comfort of having someone to talk to and hold. Jerry is obviously not wanting sex and that is surprisingly fine with Billy. He loves Jerry's company and is cool with not going any further, although the making out is getting extremely intense and it always seems like they are going one step further each time. In an ideal world, Billy would have Jerry riding him every night but he respects his friend's decision and doesn't push him into anything. The sad thing is, Billy can't do anything right according to everyone else. People always say he should settle down, be happy and stop the wild antics. He's done that since he's formed this friendship but now the same people are rubbishing it and saying that he's "changed"...despite people telling him to change. As far as opinions go though, Billy, as usual, couldn't give a single fuck about them. He's happy and that's all he cares about. Billy smirks and moves his hand up and down Jerry's arm which lays across his waist. "Yeah but it's so comfortable. I don't want to move from here today. Just lay with me." He chuckles and continues stroking his arm.

Billy smiles and turns to face Jerry, looking him right in the eyes. He knows that on some level, Jerry is really warming to Billy and someone who is 100% straight would not make out with and sleep beside another man. Since it seems to be a sensitive subject for Jerry though, Billy doesn't really bring it up. He just goes with the flow and sees what happens. Being bisexual himself, Billy knows what it is like to have people try to dissect your sexuality and love life so he wouldn't dare do the same to Jerry. "Don't worry, the door is locked. Christopher isn't going to burst in with some lube and a banana and ask to join us, so don't worry." He laughs and lets Jerry pull him in closer, enjoying the very close contact. "I've told you. Everyone wants a piece of Billy Khan. There's no denying that." Billy smirks and kisses the top of Jerry's head and plays around with his hair. "I hate your arse too. Well I actually think you've got a cute little butt. Saw you climb into that bubble bath. Buns of steal, man." He laughs again and moves in even closer. Although he is wearing underwear, it doesn't provide much of a barrier between them.

Billy chuckles and continues to play around with Jerry's hair, enjoying the closeness that they have. If someone said to him six months ago that he'll have feelings for Jerry Holmes and be laying in bed with him, he would have probably told them to fuck off. However, it has always been plain to see that the pair would have a great chemistry together due to their similar personalities. Billy is kicking himself for not realising this sooner. "Who cares about Dennis? He's just a cunt who's never happy about anything." He sighs. "Not today...maybe tomorrow. I'm too chilled today and his presence will disrupt my serenity." Billy laughs but he knows deep down that he will have to make an effort with the other guys at some point. When Jerry asks if it makes him gay, Billy bites on his lip as he tries to think of what to say. Obviously he is not totally straight but he's not going to brand Jerry as anything just yet. "Shhh, no labels, remember? We're just having fun and that's all there is to it. Now, come here!" Billy chuckles and rolls over so he is on top of Jerry. He kisses him before he starts to kiss his chest and down his stomach.

Billy continues to kiss Jerry's body, moving back up to his chest every so often. He takes Jerry's nipple into his mouth and runs his tongue over it before sucking very gently. This is already the craziest they've been yet and Billy hasn't even started. When Jerry pulls him back up for a moment, he kisses him again and slowly slides in some tongue while running his hand up and down Jerry's side. "Do what I want? Oh you really are a brave man, Mr Holmes." He laughs and moves back in for a kiss, moving his hand down Jerry's front and tracing over his skin lightly with his fingertips. Eventually, Billy pulls on the waistband of Jerry's boxers and moves his hand in slowly, taking hold of Jerry for the first time. He breaks away from the kiss to look in Jerry's eyes, trying to read his reaction.

Billy smirks and takes all of Jerry into his mouth very slowly and carefully. He runs his hands up and down his thighs while he starts to move his head up and down. "Mmmmmmm" he moans against Jerry before briefly coming back up for air. "I fucking love your cock, man." Billy starts to lick him seductively, looking up at him while doing so. Part of him can't believe that this is actually happening after waiting for so long. Billy continues to run his tongue over every inch of him before taking hold of Jerry's dick. He takes his time while stroking him, slowly working him back up again. "Want to fuck me?" he says with a mischievous looking smile.

Billy sits on his couch at his home in London not doing anything in particular, well apart from mourning his lost friendship with Jerry. Since Andrea and Daniel left, the big house seems even vaster and filled with a real air of loneliness, especially at night. Although he likes to put up a cold and standoffish front, Billy yearns for love and company more than anyone else. He really thought that he and Jerry had something and although they were not official nor did Jerry fully come out, Billy knew deep down that it would only be a matter of time before they took their relationship even further. Billy not only hurt because of Jerry's departure but it was a whole amalgamation of things that snowballed at once and sent him flying over the edge. Jerry left, he was abandoned without warning yet again, Scott and Oscar have been less than supportive and worst of all, Dennis Shaw who he utterly despises was the main reason for the "break up". The fact that Dennis was the one to stick the knife in hurts Billy to his very core. While it may open up another can of worms he still wishes to salvage his relationship with Jerry no matter what. They had a good thing going and he'll be damned if Dennis is going to ruin it. Too many people have walked out on Billy so he has to make this work. When he sees Jerry calling, he picks up the phone and tries his best to remain as calm as possible. "Hey...thought you were ignoring me. How are you?" Billy sighs and brings his feet up onto the couch.

Billy was also glad to hear Jerry. Although it has only been a day, due to the amount of time they have been spending with each other over the last few weeks it does seem like a lifetime in some way. When he heard that Dennis was involved in the situation, Billy knew that he would be the one given the cold shoulder. The Stat Nerds were in the midst of a big comeback and Dennis and Jerry are like brothers so obviously he is going to side with Dennis. It hurts him but he knows that it's what most people would do. "I haven't really slept yet. Just been thinking about us...Dennis...mainly us though." He sighs again, clearly tired out and upset. "Look, I'm not going to cry and beg but...I um, I was wondering if you'd consider seeing me again if I patch things up with your band. Think about it, Dennis seems more upset the situation because he thinks that I'm a dick and not just because you've developed a friendship. I mean we're not even dating but we can't see each other yet the other three are allowed to actually be in relationships. Cunt face has Sabina, Brian has that Lacy girl and Christopher is seeing the female equivalent of Ray Rice. I think it's just a personal thing with Dennis and I'll fix it.....I hate not being able to see you."

"How on Earth is it hurting me more than it's making me happy? Jerry, you made me happier than I have been all year. I'm going through a divorce, my son doesn't live with me, most of my band and the general public despise me...you were like one of the only good things I had going for me. I'll do anything to have that back." Billy has to bite his tongue otherwise he'd go off on a rant and go into detail about how shit his life really is but as usual, he doesn't want anyone knowing too much about his personal life and real feelings. Confessing that Jerry made him happier than anything else is even giving too much away compared to Billy's usual standoffish approach to these types of situations. "I will try with Dennis. I get along with Brian....not so sure about Christopher though. He seems a little arrogant but I'll try if it makes you happy." Billy smiles slightly, happier knowing that there may be a way around it all. "I'll message them right now. I fucking miss you too. Jerry..." He takes a long pause before thinking carefully about what he's going to say next and contemplating whether he actually should say it or not. "I was thinking....if we do see each other again...would you like to um, take our relationship a little further? Uh, basically I'm asking you out on a date. A proper one. I know that things have been so confusing for you lately but we have kissed and I have sucked you off. We've shared the bed countless times. I understand that it's all new and slightly confusing to you but I think we both know that deep down....it's something we both want, correct?" Billy sighs, feeling a little nervous after finally getting that off of his chest. "Please don't feel like I'm forcing you into this. I just want to help you out with what you want, that's all."

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