asdf wrote:I find that only we screw with our heads, lifes just there to try and show us what we should be doing...
Interesting.
I'm kind of philosophising at the moment, about yesterday ....
If Lewis had agreed to go with me, I would have gone to the FOP (FAWM's Over Party).
I didn't go to the FOP because someone I cheated on and then dumped, seven years ago, would be there, and I'd have no way to avoid him if I was just going with Morti.
If I had gone to the FOP, I wouldn't have found out about my seven-year-late comeuppance. (I'm not sure what would be better for me; blissful ignorance until I'm feeling well enough to handle it easier, or finding out ASAP and getting it over with.)
If the aforementioned Lewis hadn't been posting porn yesterday, I might have got some sympathy for the break-up and the breakdown, which I REALLY needed.
It finally slapped me in the face how much this board irritates me, and why I'm so nostalgic. In OTD, I'm so boring that "I'm changing my hair colour" is far more interesting than anything I post, and in RP, I'm such a staple that it's not even worth reading my stuff, let alone replying IC. In both cases, the only time I'm noticed is when I get into fights.
In the words of Conor Oberst. Scales always find a way to level out.
Edited by user 29 March 2010 23:22:18(UTC)
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