Oh, why not...
Name - Lewis
D.O.B - 25th February 1992
I'm an 18 year old college student from the midlands in the UK, and pretty much a stick-out from the crowd as it goes. I live with my mother, and have two brothers who live quite a distance away in opposite directions. I love my friends like my brothers and sisters and am almost always out the house if I can help it, as I hate spending time at home, or wasting it in general. I live for the moment, essentially. I drink, smoke, take drugs, and sleep around, but I don't really care for other people's opinions. I have diagnosed General Anxiety and I've been on two courses of meds for it, because I'm quite prone to attacks, and I'm an ex-bulimic. I don't care who knows, because it's me, and I've got no problem with how people interpret me in their own mind. On a more formal note, I'm in my final year of studying a BTEC Music Performance in Leamington, and I'm moving on after this year, along with 90% of my class, to study something else, because the course fails that badly, and most of us - myself included - don't even enjoy music anymore. I'm hoping to onto ED Fashion & Clothing, or if not that, a BTEC in Art & Design, or maybe a double award with NVQ2/3 Hairdressing. I don't know what I want to do with my life, but it's not university just yet. I don't really have many "hobbies" so to speak; I play Piano, sometimes Guitar, sometimes Bass, sometimes Vocals, and an assortment of other minor instrumental happenings. I have written more songs than a lot of people have hot dinners and love creative writing, but my muse died with my passion for music in the long run... I take great pride in my appearance and well-being, and wear makeup, take a long time to get ready before leaving the house, cut and dye my hair myself (I've went through brown, to red, to brown, to ginger, to blonde, to white, to silver, to hot pink, to baby pink, for now) and love my own body as a creative substance. I do fashion illustration and stylising, design and create some of my own clothes, have a vast, vast wardrobe, and do modelling for Lookbook.nu and ModelMayhem, both being independent work, and generally it involves a degree of pornography because I'm one subject more confident in front of the camera. I have an ego the size of Jupiter, but it's quite a good thing I'd say. I'm also Gay, and have a long past (and present) with it but I won't go into it as a fair chunk is littered across the forum anyhow. I hate watching TV, sans Gossip Girl really, I don't like films or video games for the most part, and I don't enjoy most things conventional teenagers do. My favourite band is Bright Eyes, closely followed with Elliott Smith and Imogen Heap, who are soloists anyway, and I enjoy mostly Acoustic to Electronic music either way. The standard world bores me, I think people should strive to be more unique and be happy with themselves. I wouldn't call myself passionate by any means, but I'm comfortable in my own skin, for sure.
If you read all that, you're a babe.
JOBS
I don't have a job, mainly because no one really is find of hiring a boy with peroxide white hair apparantly, and definitely not bright pink hair now. I'll find one eventually though considering college post-18-years-of-age is really going to dent my pocket, as well as going out. I live off EMA and other peoples' charity for money for the most part. I'd love a job in retail, but I'd be happy with bar work.
FRIENDSHIPS
My best friend, I've known for 4 years, 6 months, and 3 days. We're dedicated, we keep track. We fight but it never lasts. I have too many friends, I'm probably one of the most sociable people anyone will meet, and I'm actually quite hard not to get on with, but my first impression or even appearance can definitely and understandably put people off. I have a select circle of close friends, who don't always intermingle, but they ensure I have a good time all the time.
RELATIONSHIPS
Too many to count, and I'm not generally a fan. People I've slept with, well, it's another story. And people on here will know. I only go for a relationship if I think it'll be long-term. I don't care if people think I'm some kind of whore, it's my life, and I can do what I please with it. The longest relationship I've had is 9 months, and the shortest is 1 month. My average tends to be about 3 months, but drama tends to fuck up the majority of mine, ahah.
I dated girls til I was about 15/16, screwed them all over, never slept with any of them or did anything because they tend to repulse me in that manner. My first relationship with a boy was one who I fell in love with and he screwed me over really badly because he didn't have a backbone, and I don't care for that. He was bisexual too, and I hate dating bisexuals for that prime reason. I've had about 5/6 "relationships", some bad, some good, and I've been in love twice, and I'd rather not be again for a while after my last relationship - which was my closest and most intimate - failed because of rather farfetched circumstances and spawned a good few months of drinking, sleeping around, meds, panics, and trouble I could have done with out. I'm over him now though, and no one's speaking to him at the moment either because they realised how much of a cunt he was, the same as I eventually did.
MUSIC
As stated, my favourite genres of music span the pool of Acoustic/Folk/"Old Indie" music, with the likes of Bright Eyes/Conor Oberst, Aaron Shanley, Bon Iver, Elliot Smith, Ryan Adams, Michael Mormecha, Daveit Ferris, Death Cab For Cutie, (old) Dashboard Confessional, Neutral Milk Hotel and Craig Owens, and the more Electronic-yet-Alternative pool which features, to name a few, Tori Amos, The Postal Service, Patrick Wolf, Crystal Castles and Between The Trees. I like a few in between a lot, such as The Cure, Amanda Palmer, The Dresden Dolls, Say Anything, The Get Up Kids, Jack's Mannequin, and Cursive.
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