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Honor laughed a little. "I guess I do." She shrugs. "I guess I just....go by past situations." She enjoyed being open with Alec. She was always so afraid to before and she regretted it. "So..what do you see now? Am I still as amazing as you think or no?" She was genuinely interested in his answer. She didn't value a lot of peoples opinions or thoughts but his was one of them. |
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Alec sighs and takes a long drag off of his cigarette, not sure how to approach that question. He wanted to be honest - he wanted to tell her that no matter what, he still loved her, and that that would probably never change. He also wanted to tell her how much she hurt him and how, if she were any other person, he would never speak to her again. But instead, he just nods. "You're always going to be amazing, Honor. You're always going to amaze me in some way."
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Honor shakes her head and starts to laugh. "This- You make it so much harder. I swear. I could honestly take it if you hated me and never wanted to talk to me again but you're so sweet to me and...I really don't deserve it. I think you're the only person who's been the most mature and calm during all of this. You don't ever have to tell me what you truly think. I'm happy that you still talk to me, and smile at me. And accept my hugs." She smirks. The longer she was there, the sillier she felt about having been scared to talk to him. "I really am sorry Alec...for everything. I hate saying that because the word has lost so much meaning to me but...I am." |
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Alec laughs a little as well. As much as he knew that he should be angrier with Honor, he couldn't be. And he definitely couldn't bring himself to express the anger that he did have towards her. She was still Honor, no matter how much she hurt him, and he would never have the ability to hate her. "I know, I'm sorry. What do you want me to say? You're a whore and I hate you?" He asks jokingly, shaking his head. He raises his hands when she starts apologizing. "Don't. Don't apologize. I know you're sorry. You wouldn't have come here if you weren't." He give her a small smile. "So where do we go from here? Is this the last time I'm going to see you?"
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"Honestly? I wouldn't be mad if you did." She smiles and then shrugs a little when he asks what was next for them. "I don't know. What do you want? Would it be easier if I kept my distance?" Honor knew she didn't want that but whatever Alec wanted she wouldn't fight him on it. It was the least she could do. |
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"I don't want you to keep your distance. I mean, we both live in LA again. There's no point in acting like the other one doesn't exist. I just don't know what you want. Or what... Kai wants," Alec says back, obviously having a hard time dealing with the fact that they're now having to factor Kai into their potential friendship.
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"I agree. We're both adults and we can obviously talk to each other and hang out, right? And Kai, well he said he didn't mind us together. I'd really like your friendship." She didn't expect them all to hang out at any point but at least it was progress. |
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"Well, if he's okay with it, then I'm okay with it," Alec says honestly. Even though he had very little respect for Kai at this point, he wouldn't do the same thing that Kai did it him and go behind his back to spend time with Honor - even though their relationship would be a friendship and not the cheating variety. Alec holds out his hand to shake, not really sure what else to do in this situation. "Friends?"
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Honor chuckles at him holding his hand out but she shakes it anyway. She thought it was cute how Alec tried to be civil and switch from 'boyfriend' to now 'friend' which seemed a little awkward at first. "Friends." |
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Alec knew he was seeming awkward, but he had never been in a situation like this before. It was difficult for him to battle the real emotions he still felt towards her - the love, the passion, the wanting - while still wanting to maintain a friendship with her. After they shake hands, he puts out his cigarette. "Do you want some wine?" he asks, glancing towards his kitchen. "Or do you need to go soon?"
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"Are you trying to get rid of me?" Honor says, pretending to be shocked. "But when have I ever turned down wine? Of course I'll take a glass. I cleared my entire schedule to be with you. To talk. Talk to you." She chuckled. "I had nothing to do anyway. Not until Sunday. I call that 'Judgement Day' for me." |
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"No, no, never trying to get rid of you. I just wasn't sure if you had anything else going on today," Alec says back with a grin. He stands up and walks into the kitchen, still seeing into the living room and listening to Honor. "Judgement Day, huh? That sounds dark and mysterious. What's going on on Sunday?" he asks as he opens a new bottle of wine and pours both of them a glass.
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Honor sighs. "Well, I'm pretty positive that, you know Erica? Erica Hess? I'm positive she's going to want to end our friendship. I don't know, I'm half upset and half over it. I wasn't that good of a friend anyway. Oh but I promise to not be a shitty friend to you." She winks at him. |
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Alec listens, nodding when she asks if he knows who Erica Hess is. He did, but only by association. "Yeah, I saw that little spat between you two and her," he says. "The person that you date becomes an extension of who you are. If your friends don't like who you're dating, then they're either not good friends, or you're just dating the wrong person. Either way, something needs to change." He brings the wine back into the living room and hands Honor her glass. "And that's not just advice for you. That would be the advice I'd pass on to her as well, if I knew her well enough to feel comfortable imparting my wisdom to her." He gives her a little wink back. "I'll hold you to that promise."
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"True.." Honor's voice trails off a little after he says his advice. "At any rate, I've accepted I'm to blame, I'm a shitty friend, to her at least, and let's face it, I'll never be happy as I was with her before. Too much has changed and it's too late to patch up." She takes the glass and immediately takes a few sips before just finishing the rest of it. "I so needed that. And I mean it, I will not be a shitty friend. Anytime you need anything or just to talk, I'm here. No matter what." |
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"Well, you're doing the mature thing in wanting to talk to her about it rather than just sitting on all that anger and guilt. So brava to you." Alec grins, watching her down the wine. "You know, with wine, you're supposed to sip... you know, enjoy..." He says, laughing, taking her glass. "Do you want more? And I know you won't be to me. In general, I'm probably going to be the coolest friend you've ever had, so you can't be shitty to me." He winks.
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"Yeah but I'd like to punch her and her girlfriend so I'm not sure how mature I am in my head at the moment." Honor laughs a little. "Yeah but I really need this, more for drowning myself in alcohol than enjoying it." She smiles. "You'll be my coolest friend and I'll be yours. I'll give you all my stylish tips." |
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"Well, just promise me that if you do end up punching them, you won't, you know, go to jail or anything stupid like that," Alec says back, laughing and shaking his head. He stands up and goes back into the kitchen, refilling Honor's wine glass. "Oh, shit, finally! A friend who can tell me all about fashion! Are the capri pants for men ever going to come into style, or should I get rid of those, because they're taking up an awful lot of room in my closet," Alec asks jokingly as he hands her the glass back.
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"I promise not to get caught, yes." Honor smirks at him then laughs at his question. "Please burn all capri pants in your posession. It's never going to be in style for guys, never." She shook her head. "You ever plan on leaving here? I mean LA, California, this country?" She leans back on the couch. "Just to like not be here anymore and see different people and things? I've been feeling a little...inspired to visit my roots." |
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"Oh, good. Because honestly, I don't think I have the legs for those capris anyway," Alec says back with a laugh. He looks down into his wine when Honor asks him if he ever plans on leaving this place. "Yeah... I'm sure eventually I'll get out of here. I'm not like you, though. I can't just pick up and move. I have to mentally debate about it in my head for two or three years, and then move." He laughs a little again. "Plus, I really like this house. It would take something major to convince me to move somewhere else." He looks over to Honor and smiles. "Why? Where do you plan on going?"
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