Honor felt her eyes stinging, she was crying now. She hated crying and she never wanted anyone to see her. She grabbed the pillow to muffle her cries, to make sure Alec couldn't hear her if he came after her. She wished this was just a bad dream or something. She wanted to talk to someone but she had left her phone downstairs. She didn't want to go back down and see Alec right now.

Honor was in the bathroom, washing her face and trying to stop it from seeming as if she had cried. When she heard Alec call out to her, she sighed and quickly checked in the mirror again for signs of crying. Once she felt like it was safe, she walked out into the bedroom and looked at him. "So what are you gonna do?" She asked softly. Her voice cracked a little, a definite sign of crying. She cleared her throat and rubbed her head.

Honor bit her lip. "We?" When he took a step towards her, she wanted to step back but she didn't. Instead, she just stood there, frozen and unaware of what to do. "Alec...please stop apologizing...please." She looked up at him.

"We who? Who's going to deal with this? Her parents or the girlfriend and the father? I'm pretty sure, first off, that woman wants nothing to do with me and your...daughter. You're doing all of this, you're planning and trying to make it go away. You're trying to build up this lie in your head that she's not yours but damn it Alec, she has your eyes....and maybe that's not enough to prove it but I just.." She sighs and shakes her head again, feeling her eyes start to sting again. "I don't know, you seem to have all the answers here so just tell me what I'm going to do?!"

"I'm trying to stay calm, I really am." She says shakily. "But It's hard for me...I'm not a mother Alec, I don't want that...I'm sorry." She looks him in his eyes. "I'm not sure if I should leave yet. I want to but I can't because I really-" She groans in frustration, not being able to finish her sentence. "It's not fair."

Honor closes her eyes for a minute then looks back at him. A tear falls from her right eye and she squeezes her hands together in fists. "Let's just....talk about this in the morning. I don't want to talk about it anymore right now." She pulls away from him and walks towards his bed.

Honor just turns so she's facing away from Alec. She stared at the wall until she would fall asleep. "Goodnight.." She said lightly, her voice sounding weak and shaky still.

After a while, Honor wakes up and looks over to see it was empty beside her. She sat up and rubbed her face, yawning and looking around the room. It had been an emotional night for her and she wasn't sure when she'd get over it but she wanted to. Honor took a deep breath and got out of bed to head downstairs. She saw Alec cooking as she sat at the table again.

Honor slowly looks at him. She gave him a tired look, not really able to return the smile back. "Hi.." She said. She looked down at the food, unsure if she could even eat.

"I know that." She said softly to him. "What do you want me to say? I'm just as clueless as you are..." She tries to avoid eye contact with him. For reason it just felt too hard for her.