Ellie: Wow I gotta see that, aren't you scared that they'll like drop you or something, that wouldn't be so good. (she giggles) Ummm, yeah kinda, I mean the tour is totally awesome and all but I've just got my own little things going on in my mind right now but the tour is great.

Ellie: Hehe that's a risky move (smiles and then scrunches her nose at the next question) It's just some lame teenage nonsense really? (sighs)

Ellie: haha yeah well I guess that's true. (attempts to change the subject) So it's a lot colder than I thought it would be (smiles)

Ellie: (sighs and then sits on a wall) Ok, so it probably sounds really stupid. But I just sort of feel like ... everything around me is changing. Like when you were in highschool, did you ever hang out with your friends on those long summer nights ... like for me those were the greatest times of my life, just hanging out with my friends on warm summer nights until like really late at night, we never really done anything in particular we were just sort of there, in the moment and it was always so much fun and memorable ... and I kinda realised that I'm never gonna have that anymore, things are changing and I dunno, it just scares me a little ... you know?

Ellie: (Tries not to cry) Thank you so much, I know it's stupid to get so sad about it but it's just a little tough. It's like I can't ever go back to the life I had anymore and It probably seems stupid because I get to live my dream but it's just real scary for me. Thanks though, it really means a lot to me to know that I can talk to you about it. Your really awesome.

Ellie: (smiles and hugs Mandy) Thanks for being here with me, It's been making me sad for so long now and I didn't wanna tell anyone because I thought they'd just laugh at me, I just really needed someone to talk to, so thanks for being here. Your an awesome friend.

Ellie: (giggles a little) Thank you so much, I guess I just wasn't very well prepared for all of this and then the whole Culture Uncut stuff just made it way more scary, I just really miss my family and friends back in Tennessee, it feels like a million miles away from me now. Thank you again though, I can't begin to explain how much I needed to talk to someone but I wans't sure if you'd think I was just stupid or something (laughs) And if you ever need to talk to someone then you can come to me.

Ellie: Yeah, (looks at the Sky) Well it's getting pretty dark, we should head back before our life turns into a horror movie (laughs and then stands up.)

Ellie: (smiles) Oh really? So how about you give me your mobile and I'll make my way back to the tour bus alone then? (she laughs)

Ellie: (looks shocked) Wow your brave ... But no I don't think I could leave you out in the darkness all alone (she puts her arm around Mandy) Your coming with me. (laughs)