Josh nods. "But I'm supposed to be there for you. To hold you and tell you how beautiful you are." He sighs. "Did you really enjoy it? You're not just saying that?"

Josh nodded a little. "And was it perfect? I tried to be careful not to hurt you and stuff. I know I'm not an expert myself, but I did try to make it feel nice for you. I just wanted you to know I love you."

Josh leans forward and rests his head against hers. "I'm glad Jade. I'm glad you think it was good. That's all I even cared about was making you feel like it was worth the wait. You deserved a perfect first time more than anyone in the world. You're so sweet, caring and wonderful." He holds her hand. "And I can make it up to you for leaving last time if you want me to."

Josh gently squeezed her hand back. He was feeling a little better, mainly because he got the feeling that Jade was genuinely happy he was here. Josh gave her a little kiss on her forehead. "Well don't feel you have to at all, but I got a whole weekend off to come see you, and I thought you might like to stay over for a couple of nights?" If you don't want to I can still see you during the day." He stroked her forearm softly .

Josh smiles and puts his hand on her hip. He rubs it gently as he looks at her. "That's wonderful Jade. I missed you every day this week. I never stooped thinking about you. I'm glad we can be together all weekend. That makes me really happy." He looks at her and smiles gently. "You know something Jade? I mean this and you know id never tell you a lie, you are the most beautiful girl that I ever saw in my life. Anywhere. I love you so much. You are incredible."

Josh hugs her and gives her a gentle kiss. "I don't want you to worry about that break up any more Jade. OK? I know that it was hard on us both, but I don't blame you. If happened, but we managed to make it right and that's all that matters to me." He smiles and strokes her cheek softly. "You make me incredibly happy. I hope that we can make it work this time. Being back with you has made me realise just how much I missed you and how much I love you. I want to try my best to be everything you need."

Josh smiles when she cuddles up to him. He puts an arm around her and strokes her upper arm slowly. "What do you wanna do, honey?" He kisses the top of her head. "This is your weekend, and we can do and go anywhere you want. My gift to you."

Josh chuckles a little. "Sure we can. I haven't been to a zoo in years. It would be great fun." He kisses her cheek. "Blood of Wecz must be the least rock rock band ever."

"Of course you can, honey." He smiles as he strokes her hair. "What kind of animal? I'm guessing penguins would be your favourite zoo animal. Am I right?" He laughs.
"Oh I just meant like I'm going to the zoo, Mark said Layla is taking him to see about wedding stuff and Scott is taking his wife and kids for a picnic. Hardly the rock and roll lifestyle." He chuckles. "Its going really good. They are amazing to work with. I can't wait to let you hear it and get your opinion."

Josh chuckles. "Oh you do? Well I guess penguins and pandas are almost the same. They are the same colour anyway." He laughs and kisses her cheek. "You can get a soft toy of each. My treat." Josh nods. "Well you know me Jade. A guy who gets nervous when he meets a pretty girl in a health food shop isn't exactly a rock star material." He chuckles. "Its no problem the first time I heard your music I knew you were amazingly talented. You are so amazing."