Josh laughs as they walk. "Nothing much. I just wondered like, did you enjoy sex? I'm just wondering. If you didn't, its totally cool, and we don't have to do it again."

Josh smiles and nods. "OK, sorry Jade. I just wanted to make sure. It made me scared that maybe you had felt like pushed into it or something. And that was the last thing I wanted." He smiles. "I'm not exactly very experienced either. So I doubt I was any good."

Josh puts his arm around her. "The only pressure that I felt was to make sure that you didn't feel too sore or anything. I just wanted to be romantic and make you feel like you were safe and stuff." He squeezes her a little and kisses her head as he stands by the side of the road waiting for a cab. "Because I love you after all."

Josh smiles down at her. "How come it was romantic? How did I manage that?" He smiles. "What made you think it would be tense? Is that a good thing? For it to be tense." He chuckles. "I have to tell you, when I saw you naked, I was nearly overcome. You were so beautiful. You looked amazing."

Josh laughs. "I hoped you wouldn't think that the music was lame and cheesy. I just wanted to make you feel more relaxed with that. Was I wrong to keep asking if you were ok? Like I was worried it would annoy you." He smiles. "Well....you're the first girl I ever saw naked too. The other girl I was with had the lights out. I never saw a girl naked in real life. Did yiu think what you saw was ok? Was it what you expected? It's not lame Jade. You shouldn't call yourself that. I think the world of you."

"Yeah that makes sense. And that's exactly what I wanted to do. I never wanted to just have sex. It wasn't about sex at all. It was showing you what you mean to me and how much I love you." He nods and kisses her. "Of course. You're not some skinny girl. You're absolutely gorgeous. I swear. It was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. What were you nervous for?"

The taxi comes and they jump in, Josh putting his hand gently on Jade's knee. "I love you a lot. I couldn't believe when you said it on the bus last week. I thought that I would never hear you say it, and that you would never know how I felt." He smiles. "Don't listen to people teasing you. I think you are absolutely beautiful. And I think your body was amazing. It has curves in the right places Jade." He smiles at her.

Josh moves his hand gently up and down her leg a little. "Yeah really. When you asked me to come to your bus, I didn't see why you wanted me there. Scott and Mark said I shouldnt go because you just wanted to hurt me again. When we were on your bus, I thought you just wanted me to go and it was breaking my heart that youd never know how I felt. Then when you said it I just felt like every problem went away. I'll love you for as long as you want me to Jadey. I promise you that." He smiles and kisses her cheek. "You should have confidence. Awww don't blush honey. You should be happy that I find you so beautiful. Can I tell you something?"

Josh smiles as she kisses his cheek. "Its just when we were in bed. It sounds so dumb, but when you were like taking off your bra, that was like the most nervous moment of my life cos I didn't know what to do. Then when you took it off I was like "wow"." He smiles a little.

Josh blushes and looks away. "I'm sorry. I guess I'm too forward." He stares out of the window.