Natalya smiles and hands her the bottle. She giggles. "I'm just gonna do whatever everyone else wants to. Don't wanna be the dusruptor." She laughs. "Plus Erica is asleep still so I better not make any decision without her," she chuckles.

Sam tries to look mad at the moose fucker comment but can't. "Well, I don't know. I'm but a simple moose-fucking canadian boy. We mostly just eat poutine and wish we were dead."

Erica rolls over and wraps her arms around natalya's waist. She squeezes her softly. "Thank you so much for coming with me." She kisses natalya's shoulder and goes back to sleep.

Nina lays on castor's chest a dreamily smiles. "Goodnight,lo......husband." being nina,she makes this sweet gesture into a dirty one,she slips her hand under castor's waistband.

Natalya wakes up in the bed and slowly opens her eyes. She wakes up and looks across at a sleeping Erica. Brushing hair out of Erica's face, she kisses her and then quietly slips out of bed. She realizes shes naked and slips an oversized shirt on heading out to make a coffee.

erica rolls out of bed to find herself alone. she winces a bit when she realizes that natalya is out among the wolves.judging from erica and natalya's twitter conversation....her friends impression of natalya probably isnt positive.erica takes a few bumps of coke from a tin she keeps in her purse. not her drug of choice,but some sharpening up is just what she needs. erica puts on some clothes and goes out to face a surely pissed off karoliena.


erica meets karoliena going in for a shower. erica looks down and says. "kari,i am so..so sorry."


karoliena looks very hurt,and her mascara starts to run. she shakes her head. "i really dont appreciate being used,and i hope you arent just using natalya." she makes an inquisitive face."you arent,are you?"

erica quickly says. "of course not! at first...yes,it was merely about sex.but i...didnt want to be without her." erica smiles. "i really like her,she is so sweet and fun."

"listen,i knew we wouldn't have worked. the whole you,me,and erich thing was just too weird. its ok dating him while he is married to you.but being with you both..... kinda weird.so i am not too upset." karoliena still looks upset." do you know how fucking awkward its been around here?"

"why would it be awkward?" erica asks, genuinely puzzled."so natalya is with us now,big whoop. she's tiny and doesnt take up much room."


"awkward for so many people. i imagine natalya felt odd learning you've been with at least 4 people who reside on this bus. myself for being the one you basically dumped for this girl and nichole...well,you know why."

erica puts her hand to her mouth.she never really considered nichole in all this.she didnt think she had to,seeing as things with her and sam took off. "was...was she pissed off?" erica imagines the worst,as it would seem nichole has quite a temper,of which erica has some first hand account with.

karoliena smiles a bit."at first,but i think she got over it.i saw them out drinking today."

"i am sorry,karoliena.i really am.i know it doesnt matter,but i did enjoy our time together and i hope you are still my friend."

karoliena hugs erica."i have to be." she giggles." you are married to my boyfriend! so,back on the list for us?"

erica nods and smiles."yup."

karoliena goes to her shower and erica goes into the kitchen area for some oj.



ooc:well that weekend was odd. it was like looking at a scab you have peeled off.it once was part of you,and now you could care less.

erica drinks her oj and looks at natalya. she smiles and walks over and kisses her lightly on the forehead. " i'd never use you....well,aside from the first 20 minutes i knew you. she whispers softly and giggles.

ooc:it had it's moments.luckily it was rarely just her and i. but i couldnt help but wonder if every song she turned up on the radio or sang to,had some memory that i wasnt privy to. thats the worst part,the zero trust i have in ANYTHING she does.

erica kisses her forehead again. "i was saying how i would never use you.i think some people on this bus have the wrong idea about me and you. listen,i am going to be honest. nina is my ex girlfriend,as is karoliena. though karoliena and i only were together a few days.plus,as you know nichole was like a temporary girlfriend in the big brother house....i hope people havent been bitches to you."



ooc:very true,as i fully trusted her before all this. though,she never fully trusted me.i guess like the prhase goes, non trustworthy people never fully trust anyone.

erica smiles when her thigh is touched. she giggles."very true,natycake. but have you ever had so many ex's in one spot?" erica moves natalya's legs so she can sit on the couch.she lays natalya's legs on her lap. " i would hope nichole wouldnt be mean,but....i wasnt so accepting when she found someone,i kinda figured she'd do the same to me." erica rubs natalya's feet. "nobody has really said much to me about us,yet.such pretty feet,you have." she says smiling.


ooc: it's an odd feeling questioning everything she does. it certainly makes my decision not to remain with her a lot easier. i dont see how i could ever trust her again,and constantly questioning her isnt a life either of us want. maybe i can find someone who will finally go to shows with me,now.

erica laughs again."my laugh is naughty,and everything you say sounds terribly filthy. this is totally going to work!" erica smiles at natalya talking about nichole slapping her. "no!...unless it's on the ass.then i want to watch." erica giggles and slaps natalya gently on the thigh. "i am not particulairly attracted to feet...but your's are appealing."she kisses natalya's lips with a tiny bit of tongue,then kisses her foot and giggles.



ooc: that's how i'm trying to look at it,for the proverbial positive spin. miss hess and i were a terrible match from the get go.miss hess is very uncomfortable in her own skin.this whole thing started in april with her saying "she didnt know who she was." i almost think she wants someone to tell her what to be. she knows what she doesnt want to be. (anything i like. she hates my music,art,and find my civil defense collection "creepy". ) the other guy she was with was into dave matthews,bed and breakfasts,and basically loved everything miss hess seems to like. (doesnt hurt that he is loaded and paid for her ticket to come see him. shit,i wouldnt give ANY woman the money to buy a ticket to come see me.)

"oh,i love your accent! it sounds so sexy and dangerous,yet cute. cute is always important,right?" she giggles and enjoys natalya's kisses.she breathes slightly heavy. "oh your lips are hands down my favorite. they are so expressive. " erica lightly kisses her lips. "they are also very soft and i could look at them all day." erica wiggles a bit on the couch. "you're favorite part is my butt?! well,enjoy it natycakes.it's all your's!" erica kisses natalya's foot again.this time a bit longer and more on the toes. "well,i...do like your toes! oh god,i'm a foot fetishist!" erica tuns red.

ooc: you're better off. i'd have booted her for the emo. i dont even know if they are considered emo,but my chemical romance is as far down that path as i'll go. damn,sex interfering with meals and sleep?! in the words of groucho marx (supposedly) "i like my cigar,but i take it out once in awhile." damn,what a freak! in that department,miss hess pulled the old bait and switch on me. fine and plentiful until i married her,sharply dropped off afterwards. i tried telling her that same sort of thing when she finally told me what happened. my question wasnt the usual ,"how could you do this?!" or "why did you do this?!" it was "why didnt you just tell me it was over months ago?" october 16th was my original deadline for her to get her shit together and decide if we were a couple or not. she replied "give me more time.i'm still confused about things." .aside from all the lies and fucking someone who wasnt me...that cruelty is what has me angry the most.