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#1 Posted : 05 January 2014 07:24:22(UTC)
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Artist: Andrea
Title: In And Out Of Consciousness
Genre: Country Pop, Pop, Pop/Rock
Format(s): CD, Digital Download, Vinyl
Length: 37:48
Executive Producer: Neil Johnston
Label: Five Pesky Kids
Release Date: January 2014


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In And Out Of Consciousness is the long-awaited debut album from Texan singer-songwriter, Andrea Khan. After arriving onto the music scene in mid-2011 as Andrea Mason (her maiden name before marrying pop superstar Billy Khan) she wowed the unsuspecting public with her beautiful looks, unique husky vocals and country-pop style. Andrea released her debut single; 'Gone But Not Forgotten' to critical acclaim and was the first of many heartfelt songs that she would pen for this, her debut album. Andrea then entered a very public relationship with singing sensation, Katie Coyle, causing quite a stir in the industry. They were, without a doubt, the most talked about same sex couple in the media for a long time and all the drama that came along with the relationship only attracted more attention. During this time, Andrea entered the very first series of Celebrity Big Brother and was, at one point, one of the favourites to win the show due to the excessive amount of camera time she was given. After a very colourful stint on the show before walking out, she and Katie Coyle also had a well publicised split. It was at this point where Andrea began to write multiple break up songs as a way of dealing with the dramatic turn of events. Her second single 'Moving On', which is rather self explanatory, was then released in 2012. Andrea had well and truly 'moved on' at this point as she was now in a relationship with Weekend 'bad boy', Billy Khan.

During the remainder of 2012, Andrea put the recording of her album on hold in order to focus on her relationship with Billy. The pair married on 11th July and Andrea soon fell pregnant and was due to release another single. She originally planned on releasing an upbeat track but due to being heavily pregnant, Andrea released the stunning ballad 'Goodbye' as the third single and filmed a very simple video, shooting her from the shoulders up. In early 2013, a fourth single, 'Whenever You're Around' was released. The rock/pop track showcased her powerful vocals and ability to tackle more upbeat songs. Throughout the rest of 2013, Andrea appeared to have stepped out of the spotlight and many believed that plans for her debut album had been shelved. However, unknown to the public, Andrea had been in the studio working on brand new material.

Now that the new year has came around, Andrea felt as if it were time her debut record finally receive a release since it has now almost been three years in the waiting. It may seem like the numerous delays and well publicised relationship fiascoes have hindered Andrea's chances at becoming a music superstar but with the release of this record, there may still be hope for the young starlet. The original album was record between 2011 and 2012 however, Andrea grew bored of a lot of the material and did not feel connected to many of the tracks. Apart from the four singles and one more track, the rest of the album was scrapped and new songs were recorded in 2013. She teamed up with several producers such as Neil Johnston, LosOscuros, Emil Davis and even her own husband, Billy Khan. This record focuses on Andrea's turbulent life, talking about her extreme highs and lows over the past three years.

"I feel like everyone has their own idea of me and apart from my closest friends that know who I really am, I feel like the rest of the world have two very different, very wrong opinions. One half of them think I'm a total bitch and severely hate me and the other half think I'm some soft touch, meek little girl and they couldn't be more wrong. People formed these opinions by how Big Brother was edited and by the way the media decide to portray me. I haven't really made any public appearances, done any interviews or really spoken out about a lot of things so people haven't really got to see my true personality. I went through a depression on Big Brother and afterwards, the press seemed to label me as constantly depressed, always complaining and suicidal...that became 'my thing'. Nobody really cared about my story and everything I endured, I just seemed like a whiny bitch and a waste of space for a lot of people. This album is going to set the record straight. You think you have me all figured out through what is printed and shown on camera but this is all from me. There were times when I've been on top of the world and been laying face down on rock bottom. There's been times when I've been metaphorically in and out of consciousness, numb to my surroundings and having no idea what I'm doing. There's also been times when I have literally been in and out of consciousness and that's something that will be explained to you on some of the album tracks. It's not all doom and gloom, the album is...as cliche as it sounds, it really is rollercoaster. It has highs, lows, dips, rises and many turns. It's life. My life."


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Whenever You're Around
Gone But Not Forgotten
Lost Without You
Bruised
Moving On
Fighting For My Man
Glue
Personal
Goodbye
Letters To Father

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THE STAT NERDS: BRIAN • CHRISTOPHER
THE ZONE: BLAKE • CHRIS • JASON • LIAM

JOSHUA GRIMMIE • LINCOLN • LAYLA • MERCEDES • MICHELLE GREEN
ANDREA • DENEIL • CHICAGO NOBODY • BLOOM • SONNY • VICTORIA BLACK
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#2 Posted : 05 January 2014 08:57:35(UTC)
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Kourtney: I was beginning to think that you left us for good but I'm truly happy to see you back in the spotlight Andrea. This album sounds like it'll be a real tearjerker. I'm likely to even cry on the up beat songs too just for the heck of it. I'll stock up on tissue now. If you hear about someone buying out all the Kleenex at Wal-Mart, it'll be me.

Ooc: Glad Andrea is finally putting out an album. Looks great so far. Can't wait to see the rest. :)
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#3 Posted : 05 January 2014 09:46:38(UTC)
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Title: Whenever You're Around
Label: Five Pesky Kids
Genre: Pop, pop-rock
Length: 3:27
Writers: Andrea Khan, Neil Johnston, Jessie Allman
Producer: Neil Johnston

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ooc: Original Lyrics and words by mebeme101

'Whenever You're Around' is the opening track for the album and also the fourth single. The track was inspired by the strength of her husband, Billy Khan, when she went through severe depression and how he made life a lot easier for her, despite many people thinking he is no good. The song has a more pop-rock feel to it compared to Andrea's first three releases; 'Gone But Not Forgotten', 'Moving On' and 'Goodbye'. The rock influenced intro plays for a little before Andrea starts singing with her rather unique voice. Her southern accent can be heard as usual as she sings. You can clearly hear how much she's improved from her last three songs as her vocals seem more mature and she's learned to use her voice a little better. Although she has improved, Andrea still plays it safe with her vocals here, not really hitting many challenging notes in the verses. After the chorus kicks in the beat becomes a bit more intense and she shows exactly how much she has improved vocally, belting out the lyrics with such passion and conviction. Throughout the bridge, her Southern accent sounds ever more prominent as she sings a little higher than she did in the rest of the song, showcasing her vocal ability which is often doubted by critics. The chorus repeats twice with many ad-libs thrown in along the way. After she finishes singing and her voice fades out, a little outro plays.

For me, nothing is ever right and usually I start a fight
I don't know how you do it, how you put up with me
You pick me up from the ground, you lift me up to the clouds
Even though I hurt you over and over, you still stick around
I want you to see baby, just how much you mean to me

Sometimes my life is like a ride, one day I'm up, next day I'm down
Yet you stay here by my side, I don't know why you still stick around
Sometimes I don't know how you do it but you take my hand and pull me through it
Nothing in this world can bring me down, oh nothing can stop me...
Whenever you're around, whenever you're around...yeah


I know that I can be a pest, I'm kinda jealous, I'm a mess
I'm an over-emotional wreck and you don't deserve this
Sometimes I lose it but you bite the bullet
You stay with me when things ain't right, you buckle up for the ride
I want you to see baby, you mean everything to me

Sometimes my life is like a ride, one day I'm up, next day I'm down
Yet you stay here by my side, I don't know why you still stick around
Sometimes I don't know how you do it but you take my hand and pull me through it
Nothing in this world can bring me down, oh nothing can stop me...
Whenever you're around, whenever you're around...yeah


When I'm up, when I'm down, when my head is spinning around
You're always there to make things right
And I know that from time to time we may lose our heads
But when I lay in your arms, I know everything's alright
Everything's alright

Sometimes my life is like a ride, one day I'm up, next day I'm down
Yet you stay here by my side, I don't know why you still stick around
Sometimes I don't know how you do it but you take my hand and pull me through it
Nothing in this world can bring me down, oh nothing can stop me...
Whenever you're around, whenever you're around...yeah


Sometimes my life is like a ride, one day I'm up, next day I'm down
Yet you stay here by my side, I don't know why you still stick around
Sometimes I don't know how you do it but you take my hand and pull me through it
Nothing in this world can bring me down, oh nothing can stop me...
Whenever you're around, whenever you're around...yeah


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THE ZONE: BLAKE • CHRIS • JASON • LIAM

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#4 Posted : 05 January 2014 11:45:41(UTC)
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Title: Gone But Not Forgotten
Label: Five Pesky Kids
Genre: Pop-rock
Length: 4:09
Writers: Andrea Khan
Producer: Neil Johnston

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OOC: Original words and lyrics by mebeme101

'Gone But Not Forgotten' is the second track on the album and is also noted for being Andrea's first ever release. The ballad was first released way back in 2011 when young Andrea Mason first stepped onto the scene with her long flowing locks and her guitar. When hearing about her signing to Studio 60 at the time, many suspected that she would be just another pop girl with a pretty face but little did they know that Andrea has some serious songwriting skills and an unmistakable voice which takes this heart-wrenching ballad to a whole new level. When the track first premiered, listeners initially believed that Andrea was singing about a friend who had passed away. This was mainly due to the line; "I wish you were here, my dear friend". However, a few months after it's release, it was revealed that the single was actually written about Andrea's first boyfriend who died in a tragic car accident. 'Gone But Not Forgotten' was slightly mixed for inclusion on the album as the original 2011 seemed rather dated compared to the rest of the tracks. It is said to be one of Andrea's personal favourites on the album but one she will rarely perform live due to how personal it is. Even throughout the studio version of the song, Andrea can be heard almost bursting into tears throughout the bridge of the song.



You used to hold me every night kiss my cheek, tell me everything is gonna be alright
We been through so much together and it hurts to see you go
You'll always have a place in my heart it's forever your home

I wont ever forget the times when you were here
When I think of you I can't help but shed a tear
You will always be on my mind and even though you're gone
I know your never far behind, watching over me

I wish I could hear your voice again
I wish you were here, my dear friend
Even though you're long, long gone you're still right next to me
Oh and even though we are worlds apart
You'll always be in my heart
Even though you've left this place, you're gone but never forgotten


I wish you were here to wipe away my tears, I can't stand us being apart, I can't live with just half a heart
I wish you could hold me once more like you did before
I can't believe you left and you know, it's hard to wake up now that you are gone

And if only I could just go back, turn back the clock, I wish I could save you but now it's too late
Oh the time goes on now, I take it all year by year. I'm crying out for you every night
I just wish that I could see you again feel your hand on mine

I wish I could hear your voice again
I wish you were here, my dear friend
Even though you're long, long gone you're still right next to me
Oh and even though we are worlds apart
You'll always be in my heart
Even though you've left this place, you're gone but never forgotten


I'd give anything to bring you back but I can't
All I got are memories of you and I
I'll never forget all the time that we spent
All the little things that you said
And I, I'll always have you on my mind
Thinking of all the good times and everything we used to do
No matter how long goes by I'll never forget you

I wish I could hear your voice again
I wish you were here, my dear friend
Even though you're long, long gone you're still right next to me
Oh and even though we are worlds apart
You'll always be in my heart
Even though you've left this place, you're gone but never forgotten


Gone but not forgotten

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#5 Posted : 05 January 2014 17:59:49(UTC)
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Title: Lost Without You
Label: Five Pesky Kids
Genre: Pop-rock
Length: 3:29
Writers: Andrea Khan, Anthea Moore, James Tennant
Producer: LosOscuros

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'Lost Without You' is the third track on the album and is also the only song (apart from the four singles) that appears on both the original 2012 track list and this final one. The rock/pop anthem was originally planned to be the third single but for personal reasons, it was scrapped in favour of 'Goodbye'. 'Lost Without You' was written by Khan in 2012 during the time when her relationship with Billy was the biggest showbiz topic and many started to speculate that things were turning violent between the couple behind closed doors. The song is about how irritating and aggravating Billy can be as a husband and also highlights the extent to which they argue with one another. However, Andrea also claims that no matter what he does or says, she will always love him and vice versa. The track also has Billy's seal of approval as he was in the room with her during the writing process. 'Lost Without You' has a very faint hint of a comical vibe to it as it contains a few inside jokes and the production gives it a very quirky feel. Despite having no official confirmation that it will be released as a single, a music video has been filmed for the track. The clip stars both Andrea and Billy parodying their well publicised break-ups and make-ups. It will be uploaded to Andrea's official YouTube channel this month rather than VEVO.

No I don't wanna hold your hand, I just wanna watch some MTV
Oh I just don't understand, why can't I have five minutes of peace?
You're like a dog with a frickin' bone
Calm down boy, go bury it some place else
Oh dear God I love you but sometimes I just want to slap your face

But you're like my drug and I'm your addict
Oh baby when you're gone I need a fix
I try to let go, try to say goodbye, try to take you right off my mind
But you're addictive, I just can't quit, I'm pulled right back every time

You call me a bitch and you talk a whole lot of ish
We argue, we fight but at the end of the night
It's your arms that I'll always be laying in
You're my Mr. Right, I'm Mrs. Always Right
I know we don't always see eye to eye
But I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
Yeah I'd be lost without you


People say you're not what I need and that I should find someone else
But everything about you is perfect to me apart from when you make my life like hell
You know how to push all my buttons baby
You know how to make me lose control
Sometimes I curse the ground you walk on, but I couldn't see myself with someone else

But you're like my drug and I'm your addict
Oh baby when you're gone I need a fix
I try to let go, try to say goodbye, try to take you right off my mind
But you're addictive, I just can't quit, I'm pulled right back every time

You call me a bitch and you talk a whole lot of ish
We argue, we fight but at the end of the night
It's your arms that I'll always be laying in
You're my Mr. Right, I'm Mrs. Always Right
I know we don't always see eye to eye
But I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
Yeah I'd be lost without you


Oh lover I hate you, why do you have such a hold on me?
Oh lover I need you, without you here I'm incomplete
Oh lover go away, all your antics are annoying me
Oh lover come back to me cause I'm lost without you

You call me a bitch and you talk a whole lot of ish
We argue, we fight but at the end of the night
It's your arms that I'll always be laying in
You're my Mr. Right, I'm Mrs. Always Right
I know we don't always see eye to eye
But I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
Yeah I'd be lost without you


You call me a bitch and you talk a whole lot of ish
We argue, we fight but at the end of the night
It's your arms that I'll always be laying in
You're my Mr. Right, I'm Mrs. Always Right
I know we don't always see eye to eye
But I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
I'd be lost without you (oh-whoa-oh-woah-oh-whoa-oh-oh)
Yeah I'd be lost without you


Oh lover I hate you
Oh lover I need you
Oh lover go away
Oh lover come back to me

Oh lover I hate you
Oh lover I need you
Oh lover go away
Oh lover come back to me

[Repeat Until Fade]

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THE ZONE: BLAKE • CHRIS • JASON • LIAM

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#6 Posted : 08 January 2014 03:55:56(UTC)
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Title: Bruised
Genre: Pop/Rock
Length: 4:03
Written By: Andrea Khan, Sara Hollywood
Produced By: Emil Davis
Label: Five Pesky Kids

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Bruised is the fifth single from Andrea and is the last release before her debut album; 'In And Out Of Consciousness' drops later this month. The song was written and recorded in late 2013 in Pesky Studios, London and was the last track Andrea recorded for the album. Production came from the talented Emil Davis who has been a record producer for over a decade and is also exclusively signed by Five Pesky Kids. He also worked with Andrea in the past, when both of them were under contract with Kiss My Pop Records (which was later bought out by Pesky). "Bruised" is a pop rock ballad that takes the rockier element of Andrea's debut album to the extreme - being the most aggressive sounding track in places. The track is built around a two-volume arrangement meaning that the verses are quiet and the chorus is loud.

Lyrically, the track talks about a very controlling and violent relationship which helps Andrea grow thicker skin and eventually become numb to it all. The lyrics of the song use many metaphors, referring to Andrea as a piece of art and her lover as the creator. When she first met him, she hadn't really had an eventful life or any previous boyfriends - she was 'a blank canvas'. However, being so naive and inexperienced in love and life, her lover took advantage of this and manipulated her into being the 'perfect' and obedient girlfriend that he's always wanted. There is also hints that the lover is extremely jealous and possibly kept Andrea housebound or went with her everywhere; "They can't look, can't touch, feel like I'm just property" helps to back up this assumption. The colours and paint that Andrea speaks about throughout the song represent bruises, scars and blood, showing that there was also a violent nature to the relationship. However, despite all of the torment and pain, Andrea thanks the now ex-lover for making her stronger and showing her how to deal with pain. The bridge of the song almost seems as if she's angering the 'creator' by stating that he is the reason she has toughened up and is no longer a pushover. She is now the perfect woman but is not his perfect woman.

Some controversy is bound to arise at the release of the song due to the well publicised turbulent relationship between Andrea and her husband, Billy Khan. It is often speculated that they have a violent and controlling relationship, resulting in their numerous break-ups. The couple are currently separated for a fourth time since getting together in early 2012. Many believe that this song is aimed at Billy and is a way of Andrea telling the world what went on between them. However, Andrea has stated that this track is not about him and was written when they were still together enjoying a happy relationship. It is just an unfortunate coincidence that the single will be released at the time of yet another one of their break-ups.


I fell into your arms as a blank canvas
Untouched, no story, no colour and without words
You changed my world
Painted and shaped me the way you wanted to
Still had no meaning other than to serve you
You changed my world

Took your time to finely craft me
They can't look, can't touch, feel like I'm just property
You shook my world
I've been so worked on and manipulated
Your hands worked their magic, now I'm shades of blue and red
You shook my world

But for all these scars, I can't thank you enough
You've prepared me for life, I can heal and toughen up

Another fist punches the wall, the cracks all start to show
Your work of art is crumbling, crumbling around you
You say that you love me, dedicated all your time to me
Baby, you don't even know the meaning, meaning of love
All those good intentions don't make you a better man
But one thing I thank you for is leaving me, leaving me bruised
I know how to deal with all the pain (bruised)
I'll step outside into the rain (bruised)
Let all the colours wash away (bruised)

Oh, oh, whoa-oh
Oh, oh, whoa-oh-oh
Thank you, thank you for leaving me bruised


Listened to the critics pass on all of their remarks
Started to learn that this wasn't ri-ight
You broke my world
So I painted a heart, painted a pair of eyes
Saw you for what you were, no longer bli-ind
You broke my world

But for all these scars, I can't thank you enough
You've prepared me for life, I can heal and toughen up

Another fist punches the wall, the cracks all start to show
Your work of art is crumbling, crumbling around you
You say that you love me, dedicated all your time to me
Baby, you don't even know the meaning, meaning of love
All those good intentions don't make you a better man
But one thing I thank you for is leaving me, leaving me bruised
I know how to deal with all the pain (bruised)
I'll step outside into the rain (bruised)
Let all the colours wash away (bruised)

Oh, oh, whoa-oh
Oh, oh, whoa-oh-oh
Thank you, thank you for leaving me bruised


I am still a masterpiece, you should be so proud for helping me,
Helping me get to where I am
You built me up piece by piece, couldn't have done it without you
Thank you, thank you, oh thank you for leaving me

Bruised....bruised...bruised....oh yeah

Another fist punches the wall, the cracks all start to show
Your work of art is crumbling, crumbling around you
You say that you love me, dedicated all your time to me
Baby, you don't even know the meaning, meaning of love
All those good intentions don't make you a better man
But one thing I thank you for is leaving me, leaving me bruised
I know how to deal with all the pain (bruised)
I'll step outside into the rain (bruised)
Let all the colours wash away (bruised)

Oh, oh, whoa-oh
Oh, oh, whoa-oh-oh
Thank you, thank you for leaving me bruised




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Title: Moving On
Genre: Pop Ballad
Length: 3:52
Written By: Andrea Khan
Produced By: Neil Johnston
Label: Five Pesky Kids

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OOC: All original lyrics by mebeme101

"Moving On" is the fifth track on the album and was released as the second single back in early 2012. The song was written by Andrea not long after her high profile split from singer/songwriter Katie Coyle. It was initially recorded as a way of releasing a lot of things she wanted to say, simply playing her piano while she sings. The track was never intended to be mixed and included on an album let alone as a single. However, when a few folks over at Studio 60 Records (her label at the time), they urged Andrea to pay more attention to the track as it was one, if not her best tracks she had written at the time. Eventually, Andrea re-recorded the song and it was produced by Neil Johnston who is a close friend. 'Moving On' was then picked as the second single when Coyle and Khan had settled their differences and supported each other's careers. Andrea did not want the track to be released when both singers were not on speaking terms as she did not want it to be seen as a 'diss' during their feud.



You've told me a thousand times that we won't end up this way
You promised me forever but now everything has changed
Said you'd give it everything this time to make it last
Said you won't be making the same mistakes that you made back in the past

I trusted you so many times thought one day you'd be telling the truth
But all I'll ever get is lies
So many tears have fallen from my eyes, I won't let it happen anymore

Because I'm moving on, walking away and won't be coming back
No, not this time, yeah
I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
And if you choose to change your mind, don't think I'll be coming back this time
Don't think I'll be coming back this time


Maybe one day I'll be on your mind the same way that you were on mine
You'll realise I'm nowhere in sight and I won't be back this time
You have made me so cold but those emotions I won't show
I gave up everything I had just for you

I trusted you so many times thought one day you'd be telling the truth
But all I'll ever get is lies
So many tears have fallen from my eyes, I won't let it happen anymore

Because I'm moving on, walking away and won't be coming back
No, not this time, yeah
I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
And if you choose to change your mind, don't think I'll be coming back this time
Don't think I'll be coming back this time


I'm letting go now don't need this anymore
I'll be fine on my own
Don't think I'll come back around when you need me
I'm just so tired of being the one you find when there's nobody else in sight

Because I'm moving on, walking away and won't be coming back
No, not this time, yeah
I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
And if you choose to change your mind, don't think I'll be coming back this time
Don't think I'll be coming back this time

I'm moving on, walking away and won't be coming back
No, not this time, yeah
I gave you everything I had but it was never enough
And if you choose to change your mind, don't think I'll be coming back this time
Don't think I'll be coming back this time


No don't you think I'll be coming back this time

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#8 Posted : 09 January 2014 05:49:58(UTC)
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Title: Fighting For My Man
Genre: Pop Rock
Length: 3:13
Written By: Andrea Khan, Easther Roberts
Produced By: Neil Johnston
Label: Five Pesky Kids

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"Fighting For My Man" is the sixth track on the album and is the most upbeat as well as the shortest track included on the record. The song was written by Andrea and upcoming songwriter Easther Roberts in mid-2013 and was scheduled to be released as a single in the summer but for unknown reasons, the release was shelved. The track was produced by long-time collaborator, Neil Johnston, who created the instrumental before the song was even written. After hearing the track, Andrea begged to have it (it was originally intended to be played for Victoria Black) and when she finally bagged it, Andrea began to pen lyrics for the track. 'Fighting For My Man' is about Andrea protecting her husband Billy Khan from a lot of outsiders and interfering media personalities who either try to break the couple up or use their relationship to gain attention (i.e, Culture Uncut). Ironically, the pair have split up twice since the song was recorded. The track is a fast paced pop rock anthem, featuring thrashing guitars during the bridge of the song and belting vocals throughout the chorus. Alongside; 'Lost Without You' it is the most upbeat and 'pop' sounding song on 'In And Out Of Consciousness'.

You might say he a bad boy, that he's a wrong one
Well honey, it's nothing to do with you so please move o-o-on
You might say I'm crazy for hanging around
Maybe I am, I'm not ashamed, gonna shout it out loud and prou-ou-oud

Ooooh, oh yeah, just get on with your life
Ooooh, oh yeah, stop trying to control mine
Ooooh, oh yeah, you're only wasting your time
You can try to throw your punches but I'll still be sticking around

Whoa, you can give it your best shot but nothing will ever come between us
Yeah, I'll keep fighting for my man, not afraid when things get tough
So you can call me crazy, oh it won't faze me
I'll stick around and keep on rooting for my baby
Yeah, you can give it your best shot but I'll keep fighting for my man


So you've read all the stories, made up your mind
Yeah, cause we all know the press tell the truth all the ti-i-ime
Well that's A-Okay, no it's alright
Cause if you wanna come on at me, I'm ready for the fi-i-ight

Ooooh, oh yeah, just get on with your life
Ooooh, oh yeah, stop trying to control mine
Ooooh, oh yeah, you're only wasting your time
You can try to throw your punches but I'll still be sticking around

Whoa, you can give it your best shot but nothing will ever come between us
Yeah, I'll keep fighting for my man, not afraid when things get tough
So you can call me crazy, oh it won't faze me
I'll stick around and keep on rooting for my baby
Yeah, you can give it your best shot but I'll keep fighting for my man


I'll keep fighting until the end
Throw what you want at us, I'll still defend
Why do people need to intervene?
So they can have a story for their petty little magazine?

I'll keep fighting until the end
Throw what you want at us, I'll still defend
Why do people need to intervene?
So they can have a story for their petty little magazine?

Ooooh, oh yeah, just get on with your life
Ooooh, oh yeah, stop trying to control mine
Ooooh, oh yeah, you're only wasting your time
You can try to throw your punches but I'll still be sticking around

Whoa, you can give it your best shot but nothing will ever come between us
Yeah, I'll keep fighting for my man, not afraid when things get tough
So you can call me crazy, oh it won't faze me
I'll stick around and keep on rooting for my baby
Yeah, you can give it your best shot but I'll keep fighting for my man



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#9 Posted : 09 January 2014 08:49:25(UTC)
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Title: Glue
Genre: Alternative Pop
Length: 3:58
Written By: Andrea Khan
Produced By: Emil Davis
Label: Five Pesky Kids

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"Glue" is the seventh track on the album and one of the most unique songs on 'In And Out Of Consciousness'. The song was written by Andrea herself in mid-2013, halfway through the process of making the album. Production came from Emil Davis who also produced other tracks for the album. Andrea likes to call 'Glue' the "oddball" of the album as it has a very strange sound and structure compared to the rest of the tracks on the album. The track tells the story of a break-up, resulting in Andrea riding odd into the night in hopes of starting a new life. However, along the way she begins to realise that she hasn't thought things through properly and begins to upset herself when she reflects on the things that have happened. She then turns to drinking and finds herself homeless for a night. After waking up in a prison cell, she realises that she will only ruin herself without her man and despite how much they argue, their love is still strong. 'Glue' was made up on the spot when Andrea was messing around on her guitar with the producer, Emil. The pair had created a melody and had been struggling to pen lyrics so Andrea decided to just have fun with it, not take the lyrics to seriously and just sing whatever came into her head while she was playing. The track may divide opinions but Andrea claims that the track isn't supposed to be anything groundbreaking and is purposely 'silly'.

So yet again we had another argument
Had to put up with a whole day of torment
I threw my hands up, said I was done with you
Hopped on my bike with nothing to lose
As I felt the wind flow through my hair
I get chills up my spine, I still felt you there
Switch on my iPod, try to get you off my mind
On comes Britney singing 'Hit me baby one more time'
The song hit a little close to home
I used to love the way you nearly broke my bones
I parked my bike up at the liquor store
Good thing I remembered all your card info
Stocked up on some beers and asked for a light
Smoked a few cigarettes then rode off into the night
As I cruised along, I thought of what my father said
"You'll never do well, you're such a tragic mess"
Raise a can, I drink to you
I messed up my life but at least I learned from the best
As the night went on, I looked up into the stars
Had no idea that I could travel this far
With no prior sense of freedom
I took in every moment, was enjoying the feeling
Must have been travelling for hours, my tires were flat
Lost all track of time, I hadn't been looking back
So I rest up in a park, looked through my bag
Find a few more cans and a music mag
What a surprise, there you are
On the cover of the mag, looking like a star
Throughout my journey I thought I was free
Never knew all along you were riding with me
It was getting cold and extremely late
Drank a little more to wash away the pain
Before I knew it, I was sprawled across a table
Could barely sit up, I was so unstable
By the time that I finally stood up
My bike and purse were gone, what a lot of bad luck
Miles away from anyone I know
Too drunk to even see the numbers on my phone
I screamed and roared as I stumbled around
Next thing I know I was face down on the ground
Sunlight streamed down upon my face
Rubbed my tired eyes, didn't recognise this place
A little room, no colour, hard bed, there's only one place I could've been
Yep, I found myself in a jail cell for being drunk and disorderly
A clinking at the doors, in comes Sergeant Stone
Tells me to straighten up 'cause I'm going home
When I got outside, couldn't believe my eyes
All the love that I once felt came rushing back
In that moment I suddenly hated myself
For running off and putting my family through hell
After all those ups and downs I still find myself next to you
And no matter, we'll still be stuck like glue

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#10 Posted : 10 January 2014 07:02:24(UTC)
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Title: Personal
Genre: Country
Length: 3:21
Written By: Andrea Khan, Elliott Winston
Produced By: Neil Johnston
Label: Five Pesky Kids

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"Personal" is the eighth track on the album and one of the most prominent country songs on 'In And Out Of Consciousness'. Many other tracks on the album infuse the country genre with another style to make them appeal to a wider audience but this track is a straight up, good old-fashioned country track. The song was written by Andrea Khan and Elliott Winston during a writing session at Pesky Studios. Production came from Neil Johnston who was also the executive producer for the record. Originally, 'Personal', was intended to be a ballad and underwent multiple changes, so much so that only one line hasn't been changed. It was intended to be a ballad and was even recorded and mixed, however, Andrea realised that a lot of the songs on her album were ballads or down tempo in places and she was against including it. The song was reworked and was morphed into an upbeat, country song with lyrics that can easily make the transition into a ballad if Andrea wishes to perform it in a stripped back, acoustic style which she tends to do with a lot of her songs. 'Personal' explains how someone may devote so much time and attention to their significant other that they ultimately forget about themselves and their own well being. Rather than breaking up or causing a fuss, they should step back, take a break and think about themselves for a little.

When I first met you, I fell head over heels
Your love shot me down, pinned me to the ground
It was inescapable
I was so wrapped up, it was all I could think of

But lately, I've been doing a little thinking
I've not been thinking 'bout me, it's all about what you need
Something has to change
I've been so wrapped up, let so many chances pass me by

So I, I'm gonna take a little break
Ride top down in my old Corvette
Need to hit the road and see where life takes me

Hit the pedal to the metal, I'm ready to go
It's time to get a little more personal
I gave you everything I had, gave you all of my time
And no, you're not the one to blame but I just need some space
I gotta finally think of me, gotta sort things out
It's time to get personal, just me, myself and I


I'll still call, still look at all the photographs
I just need some space to breathe, I just need to do me
I'll be back soon
Gotta step into the world, do something by myself

So I, I'm gonna take a little break
Ride top down in my old Corvette
Need to hit the road and see where life takes me

Hit the pedal to the metal, I'm ready to go
It's time to get a little more personal
I gave you everything I had, gave you all of my time
And no, you're not the one to blame but I just need some space
I gotta finally think of me, gotta sort things out
It's time to get personal, just me, myself and I


Don't think I won't be missing you
Don't think that I'll be moving on
I gotta do this for myself
I can't live just to serve someone else

Hit the pedal to the metal, I'm ready to go
It's time to get a little more personal
I gave you everything I had, gave you all of my time
And no, you're not the one to blame but I just need some space
I gotta finally think of me, gotta sort things out
It's time to get personal, just me, myself and I


Hit the pedal to the metal, I'm ready to go
It's time to get a little more personal
I gave you everything I had, gave you all of my time
And no, you're not the one to blame but I just need some space
I gotta finally think of me, gotta sort things out
It's time to get personal, just me, myself and I


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#11 Posted : 10 January 2014 07:29:40(UTC)
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Title: Goodbye
Genre: Country Pop
Length: 4:30
Written By: Andrea Khan
Produced By: Neil Johnston
Label: Five Pesky Kids

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OOC: All original words and lyrics by mebeme101

"Goodbye" is the ninth track on the album and the 3rd single from Andrea after cancelling the release of "Lost Without You". She felt this song was a little more important for her to release and she still feels like this is best song she has written to date. 'Goodbye' is another ballad like her first two singles but this one pulls on the heartstrings even more so than the others as Andrea sings about a friend who had recently passed away. She had written this song only a few hours after she heard the terrible news and recorded it the day after writing and stayed in the studio that whole day to do the song and the memory of her friend justice. You can easily feel the pain and emotion in Andrea's voice as she sings this song, her more unique Southern like voice sounds beautiful on this track and her vocals are well complimented by an acoustic guitar. It's almost impossible not to cry while listening to this beautiful song. At one point, just after singing "all I can do is ask the lord for one more moment with you", it sounded like Andrea herself was about to cry - the song pauses and she lets out a small sigh before she begins singing again. The track was written solely by Andrea and she even created all the string arrangements.


I never understood how you did what you did
But you did it and in the best way you possibly could
You were a once in a life time kinda person
There is no one else like you
You were sent here from heaven, lit up my life
Things made sense, things were right but everyone has their time to go
I guess it was yours wish it wasn't though and I know,
I know that you're probably happier now, not a care at all
But I find it so hard to let you go
I don't know what to say but

You were as strong as they come
You were as bright as the sun
You were everything I wished I was
This world can be such a cruel place
Yet that smile remained on your face even when it brought you down
I admire you in every way


I guess it's true what they say, only the good die young
I never wanted you to go away
Wanted you to stay but now you're gone
I can still feel you in my heart and I still got those memories of you and I
Nothing can ever take those away and I still feel you hold my hand
I hear your voice going through my mind again and again
Even though you would say you weren't you were perfect
Believe me when I say nobody will ever be like you 'cause

You were as strong as they come
You were as bright as the sun
You were everything I wished I was
This world can be such a cruel place
Yet that smile remained on your face even when it brought you down
I admire you in every way


I would never ever part with the memories of me and you
I don't think I'll ever miss anybody the way that I miss you
You were one of the best things to ever come into my life
I can't help but miss, all I can do is ask the Lord for one more moment with you

You were as strong as they come
You were as bright as the sun
You were everything I wished I was
This world can be such a cruel place
Yet that smile remained on your face even when it brought you down
I admire you in every way


I never understood how you did what you did
But you did it and in the best way you possibly could

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Title: Letters To Father
Genre: Pop Rock
Length: 3:46
Written By: Andrea Khan
Produced By: Billy Khan
Label: Five Pesky Kids

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"Letters To Father" is the tenth and final song on the album and is one of Andrea's most personal tracks to date. The song is about Andrea's recently deceased father who slowly drank away his life and turned violent. He was not the same man that she knew, loved and grew up with. Andrea states how she tried to help and that she did not hate him for his actions yet he refused to listen and accept any help. After his passing, she still talks to him through prayer and is still annoyed when she thinks that he would still be here today if he just listened. The song is another pop rock inspired ballad with rather deep, personal lyrics but the instrumentation has a very slight upbeat sound to it which represents the silver lining - Andrea has learned from her father's mistakes in life and he did her one last favour before he died. 'Letters To Father' was written at home on a typical Tuesday night. Nothing was planned for the night so Andrea decided to play around with some lyrics she had written earlier on in the day in the hope of completing another song. After completing the first draft, she sang it to her husband, Billy. After loving the track and supporting her decision to speak out about her rocky relationship with her father, Billy recommended that she recorded the track as soon as possible. As Andrea wanted to give the track a personal feel, she asked Billy to produce the song as he also knew her father. She likes to call 'Letters To Father', 'the family song' as it was created by both herself and Billy and is also about her father.

I'd rather you held onto your bottle and stared right through me
Sip by sip, you swallow your poison and do the damage to yourself
What's the alternative? A bottle in the face and your poisonous words hurled at me?
I'd rather suffer in the silence than put up with your violence

What happened to the man I loved and looked up to?
I know that life got tough but is that really an excuse
You said you loved me, said you'd protect me, I thought that I'd be safe with you
But you just sort of gave up, why did you hurt the ones you loved?

It was inevitable, I tried to help but you shut me out
Yeah you shot me down
And now you're gone and most of my memories are tainted
This wasn't how it was supposed to end

Oh won't you listen to your daughter? Can you hear me now?
Can you me from way up there?
I gave it my best shot but you wouldn't have it
Can't you see I wasn't your enemy?
Now I'm writing letters to father, stamping them with kisses
Sealing them with my tears
But what good are my words now that you're no longer here?


I tried to help you, I reached my hand out but you pushed it away
I wasn't against you, I only loved you but you didn't see it that way
I don't hate you, don't think that I ever could
I just got so annoyed how I was always so misunderstood

You hurt me bad and you got me good, you knew exactly what to say
As family pictures got smaller, you slowly lost your way
Looking at your babies through an empty bottle
Even when I had the courage, when I looked you in the eyes, you still wouldn't listen

It was inevitable, I tried to help but you shut me out
Yeah you shot me down
And now you're gone and most of my memories are tainted
This wasn't how it was supposed to end

Oh won't you listen to your daughter? Can you hear me now?
Can you me from way up there?
I gave it my best shot but you wouldn't have it
Can't you see I wasn't your enemy?
Now I'm writing letters to father, stamping them with kisses
Sealing them with my tears
But what good are my words now that you're no longer here?


Used to sing me to sleep every night, I still hear the soft strums of your guitar
I was your little princess, living in the little two-bedroom tower
Promised to slay my demons, give me a wonderful life
But you couldn't fight your own battles, couldn't sleep at night
And now it's too late but I'll learn from all your mistakes

Oh won't you listen to your daughter? Can you hear me now?
Can you me from way up there?
I gave it my best shot but you wouldn't have it
Can't you see I wasn't your enemy?
Now I'm writing letters to father, stamping them with kisses
Sealing them with my tears
But what good are my words now that you're no longer here?



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#13 Posted : 10 January 2014 10:09:02(UTC)
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Kourtney: I was beginning to think that you left us for good but I'm truly happy to see you back in the spotlight Andrea. This album sounds like it'll be a real tearjerker. I'm likely to even cry on the up beat songs too just for the heck of it. I'll stock up on tissue now. If you hear about someone buying out all the Kleenex at Wal-Mart, it'll be me.

Ooc: Glad Andrea is finally putting out an album. Looks great so far. Can't wait to see the rest. :)


Andrea: No I didn't leave, just been very busy being mommy and wife and super busy in the studio :P I hope you like this album, it was an amazing experience working on it. I'm actually hoping you do cry, it means I've done my job properly :P Thanks for checking it out, Kourtney.

OOC: Thanks :) She's been wanting to release an album for three years now so I made it my priority to get this out ASAP :P
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Amy-Jayne: girl this album is way emotional, I honestly need tissues to listen to this I still love it though I love Glue because it's unique definitely pulls at the heart strings :)

Adam: I love this album, I love how you transfer your emotions and experiences into the songs beautiful job

OOC - I never knew Andrea was a singer I thought her purpose was to be Billy's wife you learn something new everyday, marvelous job overall I honestly love the way Glue is written :)
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#15 Posted : 10 January 2014 10:32:52(UTC)
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Amy-Jayne: girl this album is way emotional, I honestly need tissues to listen to this I still love it though I love Glue because it's unique definitely pulls at the heart strings :)

Adam: I love this album, I love how you transfer your emotions and experiences into the songs beautiful job

OOC - I never knew Andrea was a singer I thought her purpose was to be Billy's wife you learn something new everyday, marvelous job overall I honestly love the way Glue is written :)


Andrea: Thanks Amy-Jayne, glad you can connect with the record. 'Glue' seems to be a fave for many people and I'm glad they like it. It was a risk putting something so different on the album :)

@Adam Thank you very much, Adam. Real emotion and past experiences are always best to draw from when writing :)

OOC: Haha, yeah she's just been out of the spotlight for a while :P Thanks for checking it out and I'm glad you like 'Glue' :)
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OOC: Thought I would never see the day Andrea finally put out an album :P Nice job on everything.
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#17 Posted : 10 January 2014 18:23:11(UTC)
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OOC: Thought I would never see the day Andrea finally put out an album :P Nice job on everything.


OOC: Thanks :D Yeah, it'd been way too long since she first came onto the scene. Probably the fastest album I've ever written lol.
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OOC: FINALLY! Great to see Andrea with her album finally out! You executed this really well. I love how emotional and truthful this album is, Andrea has been through alot and this perfectly reflects that. I like Bruised & Fighting For My Man the most :) Really nice work
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Abie: This album is the proof that Andrea always was a talented singer despite being somehow neglected or rejected by media, but time made her worth, now older and more confident, perhaps it's the best time to share a huge production like this debut record. "Goodbye" is my favorite, it's so fragile and beautiful and inspiring, I loved it good job Girl.
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Sophia: Been a long time coming babes but it's finally out! Yaaaaay! Sooooooo many sad songs on here though, Andy! Makes me want to cuddle up with a big bear and cry my eyes out! Noooo! :( Hehe! It's okay though because the songs are super duper fab and you're soooo talented, it's amazing! Go girl! I'll be buying, love it and love you! :)
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