Mia laughed. She had to give it to him; he was very willing to have fun and wasn't too cool to get a little crazy either. When he pulled her into the center of the lake, she smirked. "You know, you're so cute I think I might let you get away with something that cheesy." She laughed and then felt him tugging on her, as they both went below the surface. She liked how he was willing to do things on a whim, not plan them out exactly, but just go with the flow. When they came back up, she spit out some water and then shook her head, her hair throwing water off the tips. "If I didn't know any better, I'd think you were trying to kill me. Just to let you know, if I drown or anything, I'm taking you with me." She smiled at him and wrapped her arms around him. "But I like your thinking. I'm feeling some heat already.."

As Honor was approaching the house, she really wanted to turn around and go back home but she couldn't avoid Alec forever. At least not until she got all of her stuff that was left at his house, then there was a possibility she could. She sat there, staring at the front door to his home and wondering how she got to this place. "Oh yeah, cheated." She shook her head and then got out of the car and headed towards the door. Each step almost felt like there was a giant weight on her leg, it was just weird and hard coming back here now. Plus, she knew that he was aware of what had happened to her since her dad decided to play 'telephone' and leave him a message. She didn't really want to even have to deal with that whole thing but she knew she had to. She knocked on the door and waited. Silently, she prayed he wasn't home and she could leave. Honor thought she had done enough damage to the guy's life already.

"Hi." She could tell he had been drinking and she knew why so there was no reason for her to ask. She sighed softly. "I won't be long. I don't think I left much." Honor hesitated before she stepped inside, still feeling uninvited. She was dressed like she always was; a skirt and a cropped shirt with some cute ankle boots. She wasn't trying to be cute or anything it was just her style. Once she stepped inside, she stood there almost as if she needed permission to go any further.

"Great. I've been great. Busy with stuff, you know. How about yourself?" Honor turns and looks at him. Even when he was drunk and messed up, she still found him attractive. She still loved him and was still in love with him but there was no point in spilling that out now. She hated awkward aituations even if she was rarely in them. She usually didn't mind breaking the ice but Alec wasn't so easy when he was like this. He was upset, drunk, and probably still pissed.

Honor shrugged a little. "Yeah....stupid mistake is all." When she hears him call it scary, she almost felt like he still cared about her but she wasn't the type of girl to take small hints as a big one. "Sorry." That was all she could manage to say about it. It was a 'sorry for trying to kill myself after you dumped me' apology. Honor smiles back at him and then realizes she shouldn't be happy right now. She was, after all, here to get the last of her things. It wasn't her home anymore. "It's not your fault, it's mine. I tend to do stupid things sometimes." She stared at him when he mentioned Kai. Of course he didn't know anything about her being in the hospital or the whole attempt. She didn't mention it to anyone. "Don't...apologize. I know. I told him not to bother but he had already done it. I didn't expect anything, anyway." She sighs. "And you're the only person who knows, besides my family." She looked up the stairs. "Um...what should we do about Jynx? I mean...technically you paid for her so she's really yours..." She felt like they were in a divorce and had to split everything 50/50 now. It was weird, feeling this way. She hadn't been so involved with other guys to have had this happen. Alec was the first guy she moved in with so it was still kind of weird for her.

"Are you sure? I don't mind if you want to keep her. I mean, she does love you as well.." Honor follows him upstairs, realizing this would probably be her final time ever walking up these steps. She could remember the first time they had met. She dropped her phone, he picked it up, and somehow the night ended up with them in bed together. She smiled at the thought then looked up as she saw they were in the bedroom. She looked at the half packed boxes. "Well, you almost got it right. I like to put my clothes together with my accessories and my shoes separate. Its a technique." She chuckled softly and then stared at the ground for a few seconds. It felt like the end. If there was anything she could do to make things right, she would. She was just so confused and upset at herself. She thought maybe he'd stop her but then again, why would he? "Look, before I pack....I just wanna say I'm sorry for everything. I wasn't the best girlfriend to you and I wasn't the best person either. But...when I was in the hospital, I thought about you every day and I wished I could take everything back and, you know never met you. Then I wouldn't have hurt you like this. I know it's stupid to say I didn't mean to hurt you because the truth is I knew that it would hurt you...but I didn't want to. I was just stupid and irresponsible. You're a great person. Don't let what I did discourage that. And I want you to keep Jynx. Yeah...she's yours. I still have Luffy and it's only fair that you get to keep her because she's just as much yours as mine." A feeling she hated was hovering over her. Her eyes were visibly watering and she couldn't stop the tears in time to play it off. She quickly wipes her eyes with the back of her hand. "She always did listen to you more than me anyway." She laughs a little, as if to try and hide her crying.

"That's so like you." She smiles a little. "To try and comfort me after I'm the one who created this mess." Honor sighed frustrated with herself. "I think that maybe I should be by myself for a little. I don't want to jump back into anything. Not with my head the way it is right now. I'd only make things worse, I'm sure of it. I don't want you to feel like I want to leave or that I don't want us to be together...I do. I just think it's best for me to work on me. I'm obviously a train wreck right now. Believe me, I'd run back here in a minute but if I did, I'm afraid that nothing would change." In her own language, what she really meant was she was afraid that she'd just cheat on him again with Kai and she didn't want that. She still wanted Kai but she also wanted Alec. She loved both of them. It was in her head that she determined she shouldn't be with either one right now. At least in a relationship. Honor sighed a little. "I wouldn't change any of our moments together either. I loved them all."

Honor looks down at Jynx and smiles before looking back at him. "I promise. I won't leave either of you.." She leans down to give her a good rub before standing back up. Alec wanted her to stay, she was sure of it but she needed to leave. "And if you're ever in Vegas, feel free to come by anytime. Don't be a stranger." She leaned in closer to him, slowly but surely forming her arms aroud him to pull him in for a hug. Maybe it was seeing him in a sad state or maybe it was her way of saying goodbye but he looked like he needed a good hug.

She immediately closes her eyes tightly as they embrace one another. "I swear I won't. I'm not in that frame of mind anymore. I know you haven't but promise me you won't do anything stupid either. Like drink yourself to death." Honor could still smell wine on him. It didn't bother her but she couldn't imagine being on the other side of that phone call saying he was in the hospital. As they hugged, she honestly didn't want to let go. It had been what seemed an eternity to her since they were together.

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"I know you do." Honor lifts her head and gives him a kiss on his cheek. She hated seeing him so sad and torn up. She hated it even worse since she was the cause of it. After a few minutes, she lets go of him and sighs. "I should finish packing or I'll be here all night. Thanks for not torching anything even if I deserved it. I don't think I would've blamed you." Their small chat had made her feel a hell of a lot better than before. She didn't feel uneasy or awkward now.