Kai tries to look less weird when Honor questions him. In truth it was just because he felt she wanted to end their 'relationship' but he wouldn't say that aloud. "Sorry, I was just thinking about summat," he says with a smile. When she holds his hand, he's a bit surprised, but he grips hers too and follows her into the living room. "I don't suppose you have any weed," he laughs. "A beer will do actually, mate."

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When Honor trots off to get a beer, Kai smiles and looks around the room. It was a nice apartment they had, and he was impressed for sure. When she comes back, he smiles again and takes the beer from her. "thanks," he says, taking a much needed drink. He was still worried about what she would say. When she talks about what happened with she and Alec, Kai sighs and looks down. The last thing he wanted was Honor to be unhappy or sad. "I'm sorry to hear that, love. Are you ok?" he asks her softly. He loves Honor with all his heart, so for her to think he would be mad made him feel guilty. "What? No. No of course not, don't be daft. Come here," he says holding his arms out to offer a hug.

Kai nods when she says she's great. He could tell she wasn't, but he didn't want to challenge her and make her tell him everything if she didn't want to. "So do you reckon you guys might get back together then? Maybe you just both need to have time to think about it and you'll be ok," he smiles. "He loves you obviously, and I know you love him. Maybe you guys should try again." Kai hugs her close and shakes his head. "I'm allowed to worry about you. I love you too much not to," he sighs, kissing her forehead. When she asks what's new with him, Kai shrugs. "Nowt much with me love. Became a millionaire, apparently I'm better dressed than everyone. Standard really," he laughs.

"You don't deserve to be alone, Honor. You're one of the most amazing people I've ever known, love. You deserve to be happy." He smiles at her. However, his expression changes when she starts to talk about what happened. At first, he feels deeply sad that she overdosed, but as she keeps talking, it sounds like she actually tried to kill herself. Kai looks shocked and worried. "What? You tried to kill yourself, Honor?" When she winks, he shakes his head. "You think you dying would make my life easier? Do you know how many people care about you? Do you know how devastated we would be if you weren't around? Fuck, you mean the world to me, Honor. Never ever think that I would want you gone." He hugs her again, scared to think thst he literally almost lost her forever and never even knew. "I should have been there for you."

Kai sighs and shakes his head. "Honor....people don't move on, love. They learn to cope with the sadness. It's not the same. If you died, I would never move on or get over you. Don't you see how happy you make me feel?" he holds her close and kisses the side of her head. "I didn't say that. I said you dying is not something that would magically make my relationship stronger. Honor i never want any harm to come to you. If you had told me, I could have come to you. I could have been there for you. You know that no matter what I'm always there for you, right?" He gently rubs her back, happy to have her in his arms and now more than relieved that she hadn't managed to be successful in her suicide bid. He had no clue what he'd do without Honor. "You're one of the most special people on Earth. You're one of a kind and you're amazing. Never forget that," he whispers to her.

"I would have been sad but I would have been there for you. Because you needed me, love. And I love you." He sighs into her shoulder and savours the way she smells. She always smelled so perfect to him. "Yes. We're always open with each other, love. It's why I would have preferred to know when you were so sad. Promise me of you get so down and low again that you'll call me straight away. Please." When she tells him to not get sad, Kai smiles a little and gives her another squeeze. "Ok, love. What else did you want to talk about?" Kai smiles at her.

Honor nods. "I promise. Same to you, when you're pissed off or sad, just talk to me. Sometimes I like to know what's going on in that head of yours." She kisses his forehead and smiles. "I don't know...oh hey, I'll be seeing you at Warped this year. I'm going. Don't worry, I'll steer clear of the girlfriend. I'm sure she'll be around Nichole too, who I'll also steer clear of for the sake of Erica, who will also be there. Basically, I'll have to visit certain stages and not punch someone in the face there. But it should be fun." She smiled and then giggled, gently pushing him back on the couch as she got on top of him. "I missed you, you know that?"

"Of course I do. Who do you think you're talking to?" Honor laughs. "Music critics like me, you know authentic ones, get passes everywhere. I'll make sure to dress down so you can see me. Then you'll have some inspiration when you perform." She smirked and laid her hands on his chest. "I'll be moving back here soon, get my own place maybe. Then maybe you can come visit when you're free." As much as she liked living with her father, she felt having a place to herself again would give her more of a clear head. Then again, if her and Alec were to get back together she's probably move back in with him. "But for now, I'll be staying with my father. He'a cool so if you two do meet, don't be afraid."

"And how could I possibly do that with your girlfriend there?" Honor smirked and gave him a kiss. "Well yeah, he's not like other dads. He's pretty cool about me dating. He knows I'd just do it anyway so no point in trying to control me. But he's nice. I hated him a few years but we're good now. I'm lucky to have him." Honor sat back up and smiled. "I thought for once we could just hang out and not screw each other. Well, maybe not yet." She pushes her hair out of her face and then traces his lips. "It's so hard to not just jumping you though. You're so cute, Rollins." She laughed.

Honor laughs at his suggestion, sounding like something the pair would do. "You're so silly." She loved how calm he made her felt even after she poured her heart out to him and was on the verge of breaking just a week earlier. She loved him so much, he was able to make things better just with his voice. "Family drama. Things changed after my mother died and he started dating. Safe to say I didn't like the women he brought home. We've just been pretty vocal with each other over the years but things change. I don't hate him. I was just pissed and emotional." She smiled. "I know we don't. I like just talking to you. It's comforting." Honor moved so her head was on his chest now. She sighed. "You're so perfect, Kai."