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#13481 Posted : 14 July 2014 02:09:49(UTC)
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Aubrey gives him a small smile when he mentions his 'rags to slightly better rags' life, feeling bad that she had brought it up at all, even though it didn't seem to bother Matt. Talking about money always made her uncomfortable. "Oh, oh, okay..." Aubrey says back when Matt corrects her on what sub-genre of music they are, showing just how little she knew about the metal genre as a whole. "That's good to know, I guess." She laughs. She fully stands up from the bench now, her ankle already feeling better the longer she stood on it. "Oh, come on now, Matt. You can't ask a girl out, and then expect for her to plan the date," she says back jokingly, crossing her arms. "With all your English charm and your little map, I'm sure you can find somewhere to take me." She grins.
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#13482 Posted : 14 July 2014 03:16:24(UTC)
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When Aubrey chastises him for trying to get her to choose a date venue, Matt laughs and holds his hands up. "Hey you got me. I were only trying to please the lady," he says with a little wink before reaching for his map. He starts to scan it. "You ever see Friends? Is that coffee shop real?" he laughs. "Hmmmm how about...like this museum? Might shock you but I like looking at old shite and that. It's always fun. Fascinating even." He smiles at her.
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#13483 Posted : 14 July 2014 03:22:59(UTC)
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Aubrey laughs. "I've seen Friends once or twice, but I'm not sure if that coffee shop is real... If it is, it probably sucks, though. They probably sold out, and have a bunch of stupid Friends merchandise and stuff for it." She shrugs and leans over, looking to see what museum Matt is pointing to. "The Met? Yeah, sure, we can go there. I haven't been since I went on a field trip in eighth grade." Aubrey was genuinely surprised that Matt wanted to go to a museum with her. She loved going to museums and looking at the art - it was one of her favorite things to do. She takes a couple steps, still cautious about walking on a bad ankle in heels, and then pauses. "Do you want to flag down a cab? I'm not sure if I could walk all the way to the Met with these shoes on this ankle." She gives him a small, apologetic smile.
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#13484 Posted : 14 July 2014 08:45:07(UTC)
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"That's very true. Once Gunther gave it up I'm willing to bet it just went to shit," Matt says with a wink. "Although in saying that I wouldn't mind a little Friends coffee cup. That shite is exactly what I would buy," he laughs. He looks down at the map and nods. "The Met it is then aye. Sounds a right bloody laugh, love. I do love that sorta stuff." He smiles at her and nods. "Of course of course. Wouldn't want you injuring yourself and having to go home early anyway. That would be awful after I've just got done charming you and that." He smiles and flags down a cab, opening the door for Aubrey. "So what sort of thing should I expect to see in here?" he asks.
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#13485 Posted : 14 July 2014 09:02:40(UTC)
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"Gunther? Was that a character on Friends? That's such an unattractive name..." Aubrey asks, laughing a little bit, already seeing that if she wants to remain friends with Matt, she'll have to brush up on her Friends trivia a little bit more. "Really? You collect tacky stuff like that? Adorable." She shakes her head. "They have a lot of exhibits that come through there. Like, if I'm not mistaken, right now they have this exhibit that's all about ball gowns? I know that probably doesn't interest you, but I wouldn't mind seeing it. And then they have their own collection, ranging from older pieces to modern ones. It's the ultimate art collection in terms of New York City." She smiles up at him. "Not a bad choice for a first date." She slides into the cab and waits for Matt while she tells the cab driver where they're going.
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#13486 Posted : 15 July 2014 08:18:44(UTC)
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"Gunther? Aye he was the German American lad what owned the coffee shop. He was a pretty unattractive bugger as it goes, so the name suited him well," Matt laughs. "I'm sorry for bringing the tone down, by the way, I do just love my sitcoms. Sitcoms and romcoms. I'm surprised you even said yes to a date with me," he chuckles. "Oh yeah. Tea towels, mugs, I heart NY shirts. I'm on it all," he laughs. "It sounds brilliant," he muses as he listens to Aubrey talk about the exhibits at the Met. No one in the world would place Matt as a fan of somewhere like that, but he lived for surprising folk. "Ball gowns? Can't say that'll be my cup of tea, but if you want to see that then I'll be happy to go. Who knows, I might learn summat," he smiles. When she compliments his choice of date, Matt smiles. "I mean...us Sheffield lads, are we full of surprises or what? I bet you're nearly glad you bumped into me now," he winks, before getting in the cab and closing the door.
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#13487 Posted : 16 July 2014 00:19:27(UTC)
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Aubrey smiles and shakes her head. "You didn't bring down the tone," she says softly. She always felt like she had to speak a little bit quieter in taxi cabs, like she was going to disturb the cab driver if she didn't. "You know, I'm a little surprised myself, but then I thought, 'Aubrey, you've been going out with HBO and documentary guys for so long now. Shouldn't you give sitcoms and romcoms a chance?'" She jokes back, although there was a lot of truth behind that joke. She laughs when Matt talks about being into all the tacky things that tourist places sell. "Oh man, even those I Heart NY shirts? I don't think I've ever seen anybody under the age of 40 own one of those unironically." She nudges him lightly with her elbow, giving him a little wink. "Sheffield is where you're from? Where is that? I spent a semester abroad in London, but - I have to be honest - I really didn't leave London that much, so I don't know much about the other cities in the UK."
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#13488 Posted : 16 July 2014 01:10:30(UTC)
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Matt laughs and gives a little shrug. "To be honest, even if I was bringing down the tone I wouldn't beat meself up. You're still here anyway, so I must be doing summat right," he winks to show that he was joking. "Why are we whispering?" he then asks under his breath, assuming that Aubrey was worried that the taxi driver was listening to them. When she says she was surprised that she agreed to a date, he laughs hard and then nods. "Well, at least you're honest, then," he smirks at her. He liked a girl like Aubrey who was comfortable enough to be straight up with what she thought and not pull any punches. "You're right. I bet all those documentary guys with their neck beards and sandals are boring as fuck compared to...well rock stars. Not me, like, just general rock stars," he laughs. "I've got an I heart NY on now," he says, before unzipping his jacket to show that he was kidding. He had a Drop Dead shirt on. "Sheff? Ah, good old Sheff. It's in the north of England. Like 3 hours north of London. It's nice enough. Statistically safest place in England, you know? Nowt much fun happens though. What about you? Are you from Baltimore or do you just live there?"
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#13489 Posted : 20 July 2014 08:45:46(UTC)
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Kai was sat up in bed looking nervous. It was the big moment, the time to come clean, and although he knew he had to do it, he was still scared about telling the truth at last. He sighs as he sits there waiting. Confined to a bed, he felt like a prisoner about to be led to his execution, but he knew he had to do it. It was better for everyone in the long run.
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#13490 Posted : 20 July 2014 08:57:35(UTC)
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Faith walks through the hospital corridors until she gets to Kai's room. She really didn't suspect anything, and assumed that they were going to talk about what they were going to do about Warped Tour or something else completely innocent. "Hey, love," she says with a wink, imitating Kai's accent the way she always did when she said 'love.' "I brought some food back if you're hungry. I'm sure hospital food isn't exactly the most appetizing thing in the world." She sits down on the chair near the bed and smiles. "What's up?"
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#13491 Posted : 20 July 2014 09:03:24(UTC)
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Kai hears footsteps coming down the corridor, and he sighs as he realises the moment of truth is here. When Faith walks into the room, he smiles a little at her, but it was a smile that felt a little forced and unnatural. When she calls him love, he laughs a little and looks out of the window. "Hey, Browdy," he says forlornly. "Nah I'm not hungry, love..too much on my mind." He takes a deep breath and decides he doesn't want to draw it all out. He didn't want it to be harder for Faith than it was sure to be. "Listen, love. We need to talk, like..seriously," Kai says, staring at the ground.
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#13492 Posted : 20 July 2014 09:08:10(UTC)
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Faith's eyes go wide from the moment Kai speaks. That wasn't the Kai that she knew, to be so serious and unhappy sounding. "I'm listening..." she says back, moving closer to him. "Tell me what's up."
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#13493 Posted : 20 July 2014 09:29:35(UTC)
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Kai nods slowly at Faith. He scratches his head and looks at her before looking down at the floor again. "You know...you know that I love you, Faith. I love you so much," he says softly. "But...but....there's...someone else," he says, looking anywhere but at her. He didn't want to see faith hurting.
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#13494 Posted : 20 July 2014 09:33:07(UTC)
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Faith sits in silence for several long seconds, unsure of what to say. "I don't... I don't understand..." she says back, staring at him. "But we're married. And live together. And..." She shakes her head, too shocked to cry, even though there's an overwhelming feeling of depression inside her. "Is it... her again?" She finally asks.
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#13495 Posted : 20 July 2014 10:03:42(UTC)
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The minutes of silence are painful for Kai. He knew that she would be running through everything in her head, and he wanted to give her tkme to process it all. When she starts talking about how they were married and loved together, Kai closes his eyes right, and he starts to cry. Even though he was doing this, he still loved Faith so much. Then came the question that he knew she was sure to ask. Faith had always been scared Kai was with Honor, and he had reassured her even though she had been right all along. "Yeah..." he says quietly. "I'm so sorry Faith. I never wanted to hurt you," Kai says through his tears.
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#13496 Posted : 20 July 2014 10:25:18(UTC)
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Faith shakes her head at Kai crying, feeling like he didn't have any right to cry. "But you are hurting me, Kai..." she says back, her voice shaky and strained from the sob that was building up. "I don't understand. Why... why would you marry me if you had this going on? Why would you... you lead me on like this?" she asks, her voice getting faster and angrier sounding the more she spoke. "How could you even tell me that you loved me, and that I was your perfect girl, and that you only wanted me when you had her on the side? Jesus Christ, Kai, were you testing out compliments on me to see how I'd react, and then giving them to her? What the actual fuck?" She leans back in her chair and puts her hands over her face, shaking her head. "So what? What's going on now? Are you divorcing me for her?"
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#13497 Posted : 20 July 2014 10:36:56(UTC)
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It felt kind of weird to Kai that Faith wasn't yelling and calling him names. He selfishly wanted her to get mad and scream at him because when she just sat calmly he felt like she was in even more pain. "I know I am. I know..." he says quietly. When she questions him, he looks over at her. "I married you because I love you. Because I've loved you so much since we first got together. I was never leading you on. I wouldn't do that." When she starts to get angrier, Kai starts rubbing the corner of his sheet nervously. "No no no it wasn't like that. When I told you I love you its because I do love you. I would never throw that around if I didn't mean it. The same with every compliment or whatever. Faith, I wouldn't have been all we've been through unless I loved you. I do love you. I love you so much." When she asks him what he plans to do next, Kai looks out of the window forward few minutes, thinking about how to explain it to her. Eventually he sighs. "I've always been Kai Rollins...larger than life, bulletproof, untouchable, immortal. Until the other day. When I was stabbed I went from being this unstoppable force, in me own mind, to just Kai. I was faced with my own mortality for the first time, and I realised for the first time ever that my days are numbered. Maybe not soon, but some day I'm going to die. I've always lived recklessly, for today, not giving a shit what tomorrow brings, but one day there's going to be no tomorrow. And when that comes, I can't look back on life and know that I didn't take the one step I should have taken." he looks at his hands again. "I fucking love you Faith. So much. But...I...I need to be with her," he says, knowing how hard it'll be for Faith to hear that last part.

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#13498 Posted : 20 July 2014 10:53:59(UTC)
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Faith listens to him softly, twisting her wedding ring around her finger as she does. She wants to take the ring off and throw it at him. She wants to get as far away from him as possible. But she loved him so much, she couldn't leave without hearing him out - part of her wanted to hear the reason why she was being put through this, but the other stronger part wanted to hear if there was any way to save this. But all of her hopes were crushed with the last thing Kai said. Tears start flowing down her face uncontrollably as she finally twists the ring off of her finger and hands it back to him. Her face is completely emotionless - not the slightest trace of anger or resentment. You wouldn't even know she was upset if it weren't for the tears that were still streaming down her face. "I assume you'll be moving to live with her. I don't want that whore in our-- my apartment. I don't want her even near my apartment. I want you to get all of your stuff out of it within the week that you're let out of here, or I'm giving it all to charity. I'm sure they'll love to have some Kai Rollins memorabilia." She smirks, the first actual sign of emotion in her since Kai told her that he was leaving her. "Thank god the apartment was the only big purchase we made together. Because after this, if you plan on staying with her, then I don't want to ever see or hear you again." She wipes the tears off her face, the black eyeliner that she was heavily wearing on her eyes smearing across her cheek. "I don't know how I could have ever given you more than I did. You were my everything, and I have loved you since the day I met you. I just..." She sighs, looking up, having difficulty keeping her voice so level. "I just don't know what I could have done to make you happy, Kai." She momentarily gives into her emotions, letting out a small sob, before forcing it back, burying her face in her hands again.
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#13499 Posted : 20 July 2014 11:22:39(UTC)
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Kai hated the fact that he was stuck in this bed and hooked up to so many different machines. It meant he couldn't pace. Pacing the room was his comforting mechanism when they argued, but now he had to sit here in the quiet and just wait for her to speak. When she starts to cry, Kai does as well. As much as he was leaving her, Kai still loved her and to see her hurting, and to know he had done it, made him feel terrible. The tears flow down his cheeks and when she hands him the ring, he sobs a little and takes it in his palm. It seemed to make it all the more real when she gave him his ring back. He shakes his head when Faith speaks. "She won't come near the apartment. And she won't come near you either, don't worry." He wanted to tell her not to call Honor a whore, but he thought better of it, knowing she had every right to be mad at both of them. When she tells him to get all his stuff out her apartment, Kai nods. "I'm going to stay in America, but I'll send someone for my clothes. You can keep everything else that you want to. Get rid of everything you don't want," he says quietly. It hurts him a lot when she said she didn't ever want to see or hear from him again, but he had to respect her decision. It was his own fault after all, even if the thought of never seeing Faith again was devastating to him to hear. "The apartment's all yours as well. I don't want to have to put you through selling it and having to split the money and everything. I wouldn't put you through it," he said, almost as if he was doing her a favour. He didn't realise how patronising he sounded at that moment. Kai wipes his tears but it was of little use because they wouldn't stop flowing. He felt so bad for what he was doing, and for the fact they were losing a year of what had been a turbulent yet wonderful relationship in Kai's eyes. He looks at her when she speaks again, the cracking in her voice absolutely breaking his heart and making him cry even harder. He shakes his head when it sounds like she's blaming herself for what he's doing. "Faith....you were perfect, love. There's nothing more you could habe done because you were the best girlfriend and wife anyone could ask for. It's just...just...." he shakes his head as he starts to cry again. "I'm just sorry, love. It's not your fault at all and I'm sorry you got hurt in my shit storm of a life. I'm so so Sorry".
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#13500 Posted : 21 July 2014 01:11:57(UTC)
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After Kai finishes apologizing, Faith can't handle listening to him anymore. She brings her feet up into the chair with her and buries her head in her knees as she lets out a loud - but mostly muffled - sob. She sits like this for a few minutes, her crying continuing, before it finally fades out and she lets her feet go back to the ground, her crying mostly over except for a few tears still trickling down her face and a few sniffs of her nose. A few minutes was all that she was going to allow herself to cry in front of him. "I guess part of me knew that it wasn't over between you two," she finally says, her voice hoarse and low. "But I... I don't know. I thought it would be like last time, where we'd fight a little bit about it, but in the end we'd still be fine. I was so willing to accept that you were cheating on me," she says, disgusted with herself, "if it meant that in the end, you were still mine. I guess I should have put my foot down when I had the chance." She leans her head back and runs her fingers through her hair, fixing it before she leaves the hospital room. She didn't want people to see her upset. "I don't know who you've told, but it would mean a lot to me if you could keep this under-wraps for a little bit," she says, her voice serious and business-like as she goes into 'Faith Browdy At Work' mode. She reaches into her purse and pulls out a little makeup compact, fixing her hair and makeup as she speaks to him. "I'm already embarrassed enough that I believed another one of your lies for god knows how long. You really would be doing me a favor if we could tell people that I broke up with you, and then in a month or so, you can come out with your relationship with... her." She closes it again and looks at him once more. She could feel the tears immediately start to swim in her eyes when she looked at him, but she choked them back. "You know I love you more than anything. And I think out of everything, that's what hurts the most is that after all of this. That I wasn't good enough." She stands up from the chair next to bed, unsure of anything else to say to him.
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