Billy sits in his hotel room on the edge of his bed, wearing just his white boxers. He has his knees brought up to his chest and is almost cradling himself, holding onto his knees as he looks across the trashed room. Today hasn't been a very good one for Billy. With his personality disorder there are many highs and lows which he cannot control and today was a bad slip which he totally did not see coming. For most of the day he has just felt sad for no reason and scariest of all, he blacked out and when he snapped out of it, he noticed that he had trashed the hotel room and stripped to his underwear. Billy has no recollection of doing this and it is quite frightening for him and others. He tries his best to calm down and get his breathing back under control as he's been crying, which is something he rarely does. Billy had called Jerry over earlier, just needing someone around to keep him sane and bring him back down to earth.

Even when he hears Jerry at the door, he can't really bring himself around to smiling. For Billy, today has been the worst in months and he can't quite understand why any of it happened. Nobody angered him, he was feeling great yesterday and was fine when he woke up this morning. Something in him just snapped suddenly. In all honesty he is rather embarrassed about it all. Not being able to control your emotions and actions plus sitting in a trashed hotel room all alone isn't exactly something to be admired. He slowly gets off the bed, making sure he doesn't stand on anything sharp with his bare feet and answers the door. "Hey," he says while looking at Jerry and forcing a little smile. "Be careful when you come in here. Don't want you hurting yourself." Billy takes hold of Jerry's hand and brings him into the room, closing the door behind them. He gently kisses him, still holding his hand. "I've missed you so much." Billy then starts to kiss him more passionately whether Jerry is in the mood for it or not. He isn't wasting any time and it's rather obvious that Billy has been yearning for his company all day. There's something about Jerry that makes Billy feel safe and despite the trashed room behind him and the bruises he inflicted on himself, Billy can already feel a slight change in his mood now that Jerry is here. "I'm so sorry about the mess....I...I had a little slip earlier."

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Billy slowly moves away from Jerry's lips when he sense that he isn't really into it as much as Billy had hoped for. He was just so caught up in the moment he forgot that Jerry still feels differently about it all. "Sorry mate," he says under his breath, feeling kind of stupid for throwing himself right at him. When Jerry asks what went on, he finds it hard to answer the question. Honestly, Billy can't remember what happened. Usually, Billy works his way into a rage if he's annoyed and then totally loses it. It's very rare that a blackout like this happens to him. The last time he had one was in 2012. "Um...I...I can't remember. I was sitting on the bed..and...and then I....I don't know." Billy looks at Jerry, hoping he doesn't think that he is crazy. The sad truth is that Billy does have issues and there's no sugarcoating it but he hopes that it doesn't frighten Jerry off. "I'm okay now, though. It's....it's okay." Billy holds Jerry's hand a little tighter. "You don't have to hang out if you don't want to. I'll understand."

Billy isn't usually one to confide in people but right now he feels a little shaken and vulnerable. He can't exactly cover up what happened so he might as well just lay it on the line and inform Jerry about everything. Most people are understanding when Billy tells them about his situation but there have been a few occasions when he's been laughed at and been pushed away. He might appear heartless but that stuff really gets Billy right to the core. When Jerry offers to massage him, he smiles softly. Not just because he's having contact with Jerry which he loves but more for the fact that he seems to be understanding and hasn't ran out of the building. "I need a massage all over. I mean that in the least sexual way possible. I'm pretty fucked up." It is true, he aches all over after practically destroying every inch of the room. He strips down and lays on the bed in his boxers. "You're the best."

Olivia had been working vigorously for the past few weeks, and it wasn't until Friday she had returned back home. During the time, she had managed to keep contact with Alec, who she thought was a great person. They had been able to have two dates but because of their schedules, they hadn't seen much of each other in a while. Now they were on date #3 and she felt like things might be going in an upward direction now. They both were taking things slow partly because they weren't around each other often, but it was clear they both enjoyed each others company. She was sprinkling on some perfume when she hears a knock at her door. She was dressed casually; a skirt that was about knee length and a beautiful violet blouse on top with a matching necklace and earring set. She wasn't nervous anymore, more excited than anything.

As she walked downstairs, she grabbed her black clutch and slid on some black shoes which were just by her couch, then answered the door. "It's nice to see your face again." She giggled a little and gave him a hug.

When he spins her around, she blushes a little. She wasn't one to ever brag about her looks or any of that but she didn't mind when they were appreciated by someone she liked. "Thank you. Yes I am." She turns off the light in her home and closes the door behind her, locking it, and then holding on to his arm as they walk away from her apartment. She always enjoyed a night out with Alec, no matter where they ended up for the night.

"No, I don't mind at all." She sets her purse on her lap as he gets in on the driver's side and she puts on her seat belt. "I was, for the last two weeks to be exact. How about you?" She didn't want to talk about work, only because she felt like she always talked about it and eventually people would get bored of hearing about it.

"Sounds nice. New York is always a fun place to go." Olivia looked over at him. "A little work and a little bit of fun. I visited my family and we caught up on everything since I moved. Sometimes it's best to get away from California, I agree."

"Winter is amazing. I love snow so much, probably a little bit more than I love the beach." Olivia sees the type of restaurant they are pulling up to. She loved Chinese food so much so she was excited. It seemed her and Alec had so much in common, it was shocking to her at least. "I have to tell you, I adore Chinese food more than life itself." She chuckled a little, being a bit over dramatic. "Most people think that I don't eat Chinese food because I'm a vegan."

"Oddly, so would I." She laughed and then got out of the car, holding her black clutch and then making sure her skirt was fine. "Sure, I'm limited on what I can order but I've been doing this for a while now." She was glad that things seemed to be naturally going well between the two of them and it wasn't awkward or forced. She always preferred when situations like this worked themselves out.