“Really, I don’t think you do, see it takes a monster to know a monster. Think about this, your childhood friend someone who been there for you. That ride or die person that is going to hold you down. Even with all bad press and all the crazy shit she had your back. And you just going to leak her music like that with no feelings no fucks given and then when I could up to you and ask why? You give me cause I felt like it. Damn that’s cold,” it was something that he didn’t take for granted that she threw her so called best friend under the bus but it was hypocritical of her to say she values friendship but started off with that. Tyron didn’t see Nina as the type to really kill him on propose. If was going to when she had the shot she would have took it and have these guys next to him clean up his body. No she was going to mess with him in painful ways. So far though it was sloppy just digging and poking his gashes and cuts in his feet that have gone numb. He shook his head when she talked about it didn’t matter about good and bad. “Nope, your wrong there. There has to be a bad guy. There has to be villain, look at sports, movies, your relationships. There is always a good an evil, we are condition to think what we like as good and what we dislike is bad. You’re never going to escape that notion even if a good person throws a rock at a person and that’s bad. If the bad guy gets hit it’s okay.”
His feet were a bloody mess that it didn’t seem possible to use them to break out even if he was free. The chair helped take some of the pressure off but now he has lost feeling in both his feet now it’s like his foot went to sleep and then some then stabbed his foot a bunch of times. Talking about details he shook his head again. “Wrong again. Details are what makes the big picture, I mean look at you can’t find a steady relationship so what I did with mariko can’t do. Prideful but also reckless so I can’t do what I did to Vara, you might even get a kick out of it. Kidnapping, is just boring and I already did it. You’re always single has the worst luck when it comes to these thing, really I don’t know what I could have done to you that you couldn’t fuck up more by yourself.” He laughed as she said for him not to bleed out.
As he listened to her talk he every now and then try to put pressure on his foot to see if he felt any more pain but now it was just painful to put pressure just having them on the cold ground kind of felt tingling. He thought to himself how long it was going to take for him to heal from this. Two weeks, three at the most and while he was in thought he felt it. That pop of his arm coming out of the socket as he jerked his head back and yelled in pain. Okay two months to three months cause that isn’t going to get address until later that going to be a bitch. With his head down shaking it he looked over and saw the bump in the shoulder that wasn’t supposed to be there. “You talk like she didn’t deserve it, I had her alone twice. Both times she left as if nothing happen physically, but yet she walks like her shit don’t stink…. I guess you two are alike huh. Makes you wonder if you had another sister.”
“You talk about these things like you are really in control. Really what I’m going to have to do is go to the hospital after meeting your boss. Cause in my mind this is one of those test things to see if I’m really worth their time sort of thing. I mean I hear it all the time about how a lot of the artist hear have to wack a guy or do something that really pushes the ethical limit.” He talks trying to forget about his shoulder that is hurting more and more. On the down side every time they moved his arm pain shot through the shoulder on the bright side all that pain in his shoulder he really wasn’t paying attention to his hand being almost chop through. By the time she was putting staples through his fingers he didn’t know what felt worst his shoulder hand or feet. He noticed a few things though: One Nina was all over the place witch told him this was on the fly. This wasn’t a plan in place which would mean anything could which there is good and bad things with that. Anything could happen so she just might kill him on accident and if that is the case well. Damn that would be his life, or she could just get mad and dump his body somewhere that he could die. Again he knew that she wasn’t going to kill him intentionally but that is not to say that accidents don’t happen. It takes a lot to break someone and right now this wasn’t her trying to break him it was….it was a lot like before.
“Again, I’m not going to tell you how to do your thing but right now I could not feel half of that hand shit cause of my shoulder that still really hurts and is dislocated. That story with your brother must have been the last time you done something like this cause you are pretty rusty on the form and technique. I mean I can show a thing or two and these kinds of things I been doing to others and while I never seem to fully get into it with Akiya, I feel like 15 minutes and I can have people on tears without much effort. Really though, I think someone should shoot me before morning cause when I get out if I get out you know retribution will be coming.” He took deep breaths to try and calm down but he was sore and his shoulder pain seem to grow and linger which was a terrible combination. To keep his mind off it he started singing the hook to his own song like a chant over and over again.
“Tell me what does it mean to you
How far are you willing to take it to
How bad is your desire?
Are you willing to walk through the fire
And forsake everyone, that around you
Awake the monster, that I found in you
How much does it mean to you
How far you going to take this to”