"i cannot wait to see him again." erica says with a big smile. "he is so kind and happy for us.such a proud grandfather he will make." erica shrugs a little. " the same reason erich and ada have never adopted. our reputations are not the.....best." she says uneasily. "people probably assume we are always on drugs or drinking or fucking." she says quietly.

"or we could spend time in russia! i want our baby to know where it came from....i guess we can visit japan too.briefly." erica says. it has been several years since her parents were killed,but she has little urge to ever see japan again. she listens to natalya and smiles as she speaks. naty always could put a positive spin on things. "you are right,natycakes. we are totally responsible and can do this. this will be longest 9 months of our lives!"

erica giggles then full on cracks up. "i guess we better swing by canada,too!" she keeps snickering as she squeezes natys hand back.if there was anything that would get her to go back to japan,it would be her wife and child. "me too,naty. everything is just perfect and..just..eee!" she squeals and then sighs contentedly." i love you so much,natalya." she says very seriously.



ooc:i had to replace the other one. scared brenda song was all i could think of. this one just oozes happiness.i....i also love the song it is from.

" come to think of it,i dont even know where in canada sam is from! i am horrible. we will say vancouver,i hear it is pretty there. " she says,already picturing she and natalya taking this baby everywhere. "little kobayashi will be a very well traveled baby." she giggles and grins at natalya. "i love you,natalay kobayashi!." she cuddles next to natalya,loving hearing her actual surname after natalya's name.

"we will have to get a little hello kitty case too. mariko has one and it sooo cute." erica is smiling broadly. all this talk about the baby is making it feel very real to her finally. she strokes natalya's hair lovingly. "that is too funny,natycakes. i was thinking of a russian name! svetlana is very pretty,if stereotypical." she giggles." you have any suggestions for names?" she wiggles with excitement.

"i do hope we have a girl.if not,we are going to have the campest boy ever!...or he'll be the most popular boy at school with two hot moms!" erica giggles. "true. if i didnt know better, "natalya" sounds like a russian dominatrix....rowrz!." erica thinks for a while. "takara is beautiful,natalya. we have to go with that! it also wont be so japanese that people will give her weird looks. " erica starts to cry a little.very touched that natalya would want such a name for their baby.

erica makes mystical hand motions over natalya's belly. "beee aaaa gggiiiirrrll" she says,kissing natalya. "i am so sorry for...earlier.i was being so stupid." erica admits,never feeling closer to two people than she does right now. "maybe if we have a boy,neither of us will age well,and nobody will think dirty things about us?....who am i kidding? two girls kissing is still two girls kissing." she says,shaking her head. erica looks askew at natalya,when the ballsack battery is mentioned."well.....have you?" she asks with a smirk. "she will have a japanese last name,maybe we should give her a russian first and use takara as a middle?" erica asks,fearful that natalya might end up feeling left out by compensating for her.

"i do,natycakes.i just didnt want to say anything.i was scared of looking silly or bitter to you." erica says,slightly sad she was so petty at times. "i cant thank you enough for doing this for us.seriously. you deserve like a medal or something. "she kisses natalya's cheek and on her belly. erica smirks as well. "i never used a car battery,but i did use a cattle prod and a dog's shock collar during my dominatrix time." erica laughs, the idea seeming totally absurd now. erica nods. "ok,takara it will be.i just do not want you to end up feeling left out....i bet she will look just like you. russians are strong people,so i imagine their genes are too!"

erica nods. " i really just assumed you knew." she shrugs. " but you helped me so much,you need your own talk show." she says holding natalyas head as her neck is kissed. "that feels so good." she whispers. "not really.i think it was pure novelty for them. a tiny japanese girl who poked them with sticks and called them names. i never....you knowed." erica wants to make sure natalya knows she never had any sexual contact with her clients. "russian genes sound a lot like japanese ones. if my pregnancy would have worked out,you would swear the father was japanese as well. we are...dominant." she giggles at the relation to dominatrix.

erica bites her lip and shivers a little.she wraps her arms around natalya and smiles at her. "i only do that with you,natycakes! in my dominatrix days,i mainly pretended to be bored,i read magazines and what not. these guys paid me to ignore them." she shakes her head and giggles. happy to have provided a service that seems bizarre and useless. "yup,he'd be happy that no genes can seem to dominate them.maybe it is better we cant procreate on our own. our baby would explode from genetic mishap." erich laughs ,picturing the product of natalya and herself.