My own personal problems with straight edge is just that the way that it essentially replaces religion for a certain strata of people, and I've made my feelings towards organised religion pretty apparent on this board several times so won't go into it here :P I just find that edgers are kinda...really bloody irritating. I have no problem with people who want to get their own shit together, and doing whatever that takes, it's just that so many of them have that self-righteous holier-than-thou shit going on because hey, they don't drink, or smoke, or fuck around, and only listen to really fucking dull hardcore (that's totally the worst thing about straight edge. As much as I love Minor Threat and Gorilla Biscuists, edge bands these days are all fucking Throwdown esque Hatebreed wannabes. And that shit is boring :P) and well, fuck that. Totally don't need to be moralised to, about abortion, or eating meat or about the fact that some times I drink alcohol, and sometimes I drink it to excess intentionally. It's the preachiness that is unbareable. There are no black and whites. Of course, that perhaps needs to be told to a certain minority of edgers who happily go around kicking the shit out of people who mind their own business and are just chilling out with a beer at a show or whatever.

Just think that dedicated yourself to a cult is kind of a rash reaction to a tragic occurence. I mean if that is really what you need to help you say not then fair enough, but if you are going to be able to say no then that power is already inside you now, you just need to find a way of accessing it.

Anyway, I don't mean to be trying to teach you how to live your life or anything man, which is maybe how it seems. I really have no problem with people who don't drink or do drugs, it's the people who think that not doing those things makes them superior to me that I have issues with.

Oh I see! Why don't you try getting it on your chest, somewhere where you can hide it if you wear a shirt. Because the arm.....

I don't know what the fuck's happening to me.
Since Sunday I don't feel hungry at all, and all types of food disgust me deeply. Before that, I was eating like a pig.
Not that I'm complaining, I love the semi-anorexic lifestyle, I just wish I knew why I'm like this :S
(and no, I'm not pregnant).

My parents are starting to freak out and think it's because I'm a vegetarian (if I break a leg, they'll blame vegetarianism anyway).
Good to know I'm not alone haha.
I feel like when I first started taking Sertraline.

I'm doing quite well, how about yourself?

I'm doing great! Have you done anything interesting?

I've been sober..... this is new.

I'm thinking about resurrecting my grunge band here that was based off of the cranberries. The account has 16,000 points so why not haha.

Amen